Shen Qingkong wanted to attack him more, but she was afraid when she saw the cold eyes of the man. She retreated herself when she saw the lifted hand of Mu Linxuan.
“Weren’t you bold just now?” Mu Linxuan said with anger, “Are you scared now?”
But Mu Linxuan did not punish Shen Qingkong. He was fierce and cruel to anybody else in the world, but not Shen Qingkong.
He arranged the disordered hairs on her forehead, and kissed her on the forehead. He moved downward, and finally sucked her white and tender earlobe. He said in a gentle way, “Qingkong, I want a baby of us two.”
Shen Qingkong was rejected and isolated to him so much for a whole week, what was not wanted by him.
He missed her dependency and intimacy.
When he saw the warm interaction between Shen Qingkong and Lin Anbei today, he came up with an idea.
They two should have a baby.
Shen Qingkong would not want to leave from him as long as they had a baby, and she would not reject him. He could have a complete home then.
Mu Linxuan was warm in his heart at the thought of the beautiful scenery.
Finally, Shen Qingkong had a reaction. She stared at Mu Linxuan in a weird way, “You said another baby?”
“Yes.” Mu Linxuan stared at her in a gender and lingering way, “a baby between you and me.”
The dead baby was a great pain which could not be mentioned by him and Shen Qingkong. But no matter how much sadness they had been, it was something in the past, and they should get rid of the sadness after such a long time.
“Impossible.”
“Qingkong, you know that I’ll not allow you to reject me.” Mu Linxuan kissed her lip corner and said in an absolutely mighty way with certain tenderness.
“Mu Linxuan, I have kept a secret for long. Do you want me to share it with you?” Shen Qingkong held his neck, and said next to his ears, “I will not be a mother in all my life.” She giggled, full of spites in her smile, “… Isn’t it an interesting secret?”
“What are you talking about?” Mu Linxuan’s face turned gloomy. He said in a severe mood, “Not interesting at all! Don’t say it again.”
“Unexpectedly, you don’t know it.” Shen Qingkong laughed by covering her mouth, as if she was a kid succeeding in a mischief, “Didn’t they tell you that my uterus was hurt when it was cleaned, and I lost the ability of being a mother? Mu Linxuan, do you know? I’m so happy to share this secret with you.”
She was sad, painful, self-accused and resentful. She hated both Mu Linxuan and herself.
But she was numb after a long time.
She did not care if she could give birth to a baby or not.
She did not want to marry somebody again, nor had children with somebody. Therefore, there was no difference for her to have or have not the ability of being a mother.
In her opinion, living a quiet life was the happiest thing.
But that was also a wild wish for her.
She met Mu Linxuan again, and was trapped around him again.
So she would tell it to him.
She would like to ask him to feel her pains, which was sacrifice to the lost baby.
“…” Mu Linxuan wanted to say shut up to Shen Qingkong loudly. He did not allow her to say it even though she intended to hurt him.
It was really cruel.
But he could not lift his hands. Shen Qingkong’s words were like bombs, blowing off his world and lingering about.
“Didn’t they tell you that my uterus was hurt when it was cleaned, and I lost the ability of being a mother?”