“Lorenzo,” I gasped, staring at him. He was so close to me, I had to raise my head all the way up to look at him. He was smiling at me; It warmed my insides. That smile is the prettiest thing I’ve seen in a while. His smile was one of the happiness growing, much as a spring flower opens. I could see how it came from deep inside to light his eyes and spread into every part of him. He was happy it was evident in his eyes; I stared into his beautiful green eyes and lost in them. He grabbed my wrist and dragged me inside, closing the balcony door behind and pinned me up against the wall. His face was just mere inches from mine, Electricity shot up my spine as he leaned in closer.
“I… missed you,” He whispered and pressed his head against mine; his hot breath was on my cheek and my stomach swirled. I swallowed the lump in my throat and stared at his beautiful face. Unconsciously I whispered back “I missed you too.”
He looked into my eyes and cupped my face in his hands; his lips met mine slowly and passionately. His lips were soft and warm like always, I missed them against mine for days.
The moment our lips touched, the world vanished instantly. My eyes fell closed, and all I could feel was him. His warmth, his touch, his being. I feel as if I’m floating in space and everything around me has turned to dust. His kiss was hot, fiery, passionate and demanding. It was clouding all my senses and thoughts.
I want to pull away before I lose myself but I can’t seem to…In this minty moment, my senses have been seduced, and I can no longer think straight. All the anger I had on him vanishes. I found myself kissing him back with the same intensity, my hands around his neck.
My heart ached when his hands cupped my cheeks and pulled me towards him. My whole body craved for his touch. I forgot how it was to kiss him, I forget how gentle he was and how he would caress my face and lean me towards him.
I love this feeling, I want to live the rest of my life like this. However, Everything he did rushed back to me; I quickly removed my hands off his neck and placed them on his chest. With all my will power and Strength, I tried to push him off me, but he was so strong I couldn’t even move him an inch from his place. While I was continuously trying to move him, he was sucking and nibbling my lower lip.
Suddenly he grabbed my hands and freed my lips from his, “Don’t…(looking into my eyes) Please don’t,” he whispered, I can clearly see that he was begging me. I was quite lost in his mesmerizing green eyes. We stared at each other for a few minutes; he took my hand in his and pulled me with him towards my bed. He sat on the edge of my bed and gestured to me to sit. I quietly did as he said. “I’m sorry…” he said while looking at the ground. I remained quiet, but my heart was beating furiously against my rib cage.
“I know I shouldn’t have done all that to you, I’m truly sorry for that. I regret it, But If I didn’t do all those things then we wouldn’t be together right now…I’ll do anything.
to live with you by my side, I know that’s not the way to get close to you, but I’m not someone who would come to you with a flower bouquet in my hands and flirt with you the whole day. It’s not my way… I just… I want to apologize for what I have done… I’m truly ashamed of my behaviour” there was regret and hurt evidently in his eyes.
He stood up from my bed; I was looking at him. He stared into my eyes and turned around. Every step he took towards the balcony had made my heartbeat rise.
My breathing was unstable, and my hands were gripping the bed sheet and my nails were digging into it. Unconsciously I stood up and walked towards him and grabbed his hands, turned him around. I placed my hands on either side of his face while pulling his face to mine until our lips met.
My lips were moving in a perfect way against his; I moved them slowly, not so fast or rushed. I want him to feel all my feelings and emotions through this kiss.
I opened my mouth letting him devour my mouth, our tongues battled furiously against each other. My hands were around his neck while gripping his hair and pushing him more into my mouth. I know this drives him crazy; His tongue reached every part of my mouth and his lips moved hungrily against mine.
I moaned and moaned, all of them were swallowed by him. His hands were on either side of my face, even though we were running out of the air and breathing hard, we didn’t part away from each other. My hands automatically reached his coat undoing its buttons. I pushed it off from his shoulders and tossed it away. My hands were busy with unbuttoning his shirt while his hands reached my dress back zip and pushed it down. I quickly stepped out of my outfit, standing in front of him in my pink panty and a pink bra. His hands reached my buttocks and I jumped up wrapping my legs around his waist. He carried me to my bed, and we both flopped on my bed while slightly bouncing on it.