“Your nose is pretty good now. I’m impressed.” He walked over and sat next to me, his hand pushing my legs down so his head could lay across my lap. His hand then reached for my hair and gently, he twirled strands around his finger as his gaze bored into me.
“What’s with that look? Are you bored? You missed me?” He leaned upward and connected his warm lips with mine, gently molding them together. I could feel his smile blossom while he kissed me, but the longer he went on and got no response, it quickly faltered. He pulled back, licking his lips.
“Babe?” He frowned, sitting up and moving my feet onto his lap, slipping one hand around my lower back whilst the other moved to massage my legs. “We haven’t seen each other in a while but it looks like you’re not happy to see me since you’re cursing me six feet under with your eyes. I’ve been busy, haven’t I? I know your wolf is restless when I’m not around.”
I looked away, gritting my teeth. If he knows, why leave me here everyday! I can’t remember the last time I woke up with him beside me!
My pregnancy…Lucas says he might know. Is he like this because of it? Is that why he’s almost never home? But Kasan…he’d never do that. I’m literally all he thinks about, I know that. He totally wouldn’t not want to have a baby with me.
I…think?
Kasan’s warm fingers on my cheeks pulled me from my thoughts, I resisted the urge to lean into his touch.
“You’re not even looking me in the eye. Is something wrong? Do you feel sick?” He angled my face towards him and cocked his head, scrutinizing me.
I grimaced. What’s with this worried look? Normally, he’d make fun of me. Then again, if he did that right now, considering my annoyance, I’d smack his head off.
“Or did Lucas say something? It’s not too late to kill him. Just say the word.”
I didn’t answer.
“Clara.”
I didn’t answer.
“I’ll stay home tomorrow if you want.” He sighed. “All day.”
Why does it sound like he’s unwillingly compromising?
“No.”
“I’ll stay for two days then. No, the whole week? All that time will be ours. What do you think?”
I scowled. “This is not about that. Still, it is pretty annoying that you leave me here every single day. But what I want to know is… Do you have anything to tell me?”
His face twisted in confusion. “To tell you? I’m not sure what you mean.”
“Fine. Then, where have you been?”
“I told you I need to cleanup th-”
“Why do you smell like women?”
“I had stuff t-”
“Stuff? Answer me properly.”
“I bought something at a human store.”
“What did you buy? For who? Exactly where did y–”
“Clara, are you interrogating me?” A grin suddenly took form on his lips as his hands found my waist again, swiftly pulling me onto his lap. His warmth enveloped me immediately and I pathetically didn’t even think to push him away. The tingles still manages to make me feel a little calmer in times like these where I want to smash his face in. As much as I hate how strong this mate bond is, it means we’ll keep needing each other.
The stupid moon goddess or whoever, did well.
“I’m asking perfectly reasonable questions.”
“You’re jealous?”
“W-What?” I flushed a bright red immediately. “No! What the hell?!”
“Really?” His hands slipped down to my ass, head settling between my clothed breasts while his fingers dug into my flesh. He looked up at me, staring hard enough to make my chest jolt slightly, “I think you are though. I bought you a pretty necklace, but since you’re being like this, I don’t think I’ll give it to you.” His tongue found my nipple just as he said that, the tip flicking over it before sliding upwards, a wet trail on my clothes as he laid kisses towards my neck. I dug my fingers into his shoulders, my skin tingling from head to toe and the heat behind his touch travelling straight down to my beneath. I clung to him, shivering.
It’s been a while since he’s touched me like this, still, it’s embarrassing how quickly my body gets excited. I can already feel a moan at the edge of my lips.
Is he trying to distract me? Its…kind of working…
I want to kiss him…
“Hey!… W-Wait. Kas—-! Nghhh~” My words died on my tongue when his teeth sunk into the crook of my neck, sending jolts of pleasure through my being.
“Ahhh…”
“Hnngh K-Kasan~” I moaned.
“You think I’m cheating? That’s ridiculous.” He nibbled on my neck, lips moving across my skin and pressing to mine. This time, I didn’t have it in me to not kiss back.
I slipped my hands around his neck as we pushed against each other, hungry lips molding together and fingers clutching his hair tight in my grasp. He jutted against the crack and the second I opened up, his tongue was already down my throat, searching my mouth as if his life depended on it. He dominated the kiss, expertly tasting every bit of me till our lips stung.
When we parted, I was in a daze. My insides were itching…and my skin was burning hotter than fire.
“Clara.” He licked my bottom lip, hands pulling my ass further up his thighs, Slowly, he gripped my hips, rocking my front against his bulge. “No other woman can make me like this. You know that, don’t you?”
“Mhmm~” I grinded against him, sliding my shirt over my head. My breasts bounced into the open, stiff nipples pressing to his chest.
His whole body went rigid the second my top was off and that made it quite obvious that something was off, but I didn’t think on it.
“Kasan…” Moaning, I reached behind me, swiftly pulling one of his hands from my ass and guiding it to the front of my shorts. I entwined our fingers, rubbing it against my clothed crotch, “P-Put it in~”
“Clara, wait…” A grunt left his lips when I slipped our fingers under the waistband, his other hand sinking deeper into my ass cheek. “I…I haven’t showered.” He grinded his teeth.
“Just…put…it in.” I ran his fingers along my underwear, circling it over my clit before slipping it beneath the thin cloth. The second the tip of his fingers pressed into my wetness, my walls tingled inside and I flopped against his chest, my lips slipping apart as I moaned.
“Nghhh~”
“Ahnngh~”
It feels…good…
But the pleasure was short-lived, because his fingers did not push any further. “Kasan…” I whimpered, grinding against his fingers. “I told you…to put it in…”
“You…” I looked at him through my lashes, “…don’t want to? You’re the one who started this…”
He went silent, but the answer to my question was quite obvious when he pulled his fingers out of my hold, his hand emerging from under my shorts.
“Oh…”
Then and there, it was the first time I ever felt a rejection hit so hard. No, rather…it was the first time I’d ever felt a rejection of this sort.
All the times we’ve been together, he’s never refused sex…EVER.
“Don’t just assume things, that’s not it.” His lips pressed against my forehead briefly, fingers raising to caress my earlobe. He threw me a smile, but all I saw was a man who was trying to hide shit behind a smile. “I have to shower. The human scent…it’s annoying, isn’t it?”
Shower? Is that the shitty reason? Now that I think of it, if I replayed our interactions for the past few weeks…we haven’t done anything lately, have we? He’s almost always busy and when he does come home, he sleeps half the night and is gone before I wake up.
But even so, I’ve never once felt like his interest had wavered…until now. Fucking ridiculous!
“It doesn’t bother me much,” I mumbled, “…but we can just shower together, can’t we? What’s the big deal?”
“Sorry.”
That sole word hit me like a brick.
“Jessica’s in the next room, I don’t want her to hate me more than she already does.” He chuckled, but I could hear the awkwardness behind it.
So, his next resort is my parents?
I pressed my hand between his lips and my cheek when he attempted to peck me, pushing his head back, then I eased off his chest, glaring up at him. My nostrils sucked in a deep breath to calm my nerves, but the smell of his scent irritated me more than his clear rejection.
My blood was boiling, and my lips were itching to voice the words of my mind. Silence passed over us, and the more time passed, the more my annoyance devoured away the cool I was trying to keep. I dropped my head, jaw clenching.
I felt like I could explode any moment.
And I did…
“You’ve never cared about my parents before, why now? If you don’t want to, then just say it. Stop making these fucking lame excuses! Do you think I’m stupid? I know bullshit when I hear it, so you can go fuck yourself! I’m gonna hang out with Lucas.”
By the end of that, Kasan’s expression had been overrun by disbelief. He blinked once, twice then his lips parted, readying to utter nonsense that I didn’t want to hear. I didn’t wait for his answer and quickly pushed his hands off me, climbing off his lap. I picked up my shirt, pulling it over my head.
“Huh? What? What the hell? Where the fuck are you going?! Clara?!” He was shuffling off the bed in an instant, lunging forward to grasp my hand. I pulled my hands around to the front and slid to the side, evading his touch as I stomped towards the door. His hands changed course and wrapped around my waist from behind, clinging onto me.
“Oye! You can’t just say that shit and leave!”
“I can, you fuck!”
“Clara, you can’t be serious. Is this because of the scent? Sit back down and I’ll get rid of it immediately. You’re overthinking things.”
“You think this is me dramatic, don’t you? And what? Overthinking?!”
A sigh came from his lips, “Fine. We’ll eat first and then I’ll t—”
“I’m not hungry. Could you kindly let go?”
“Then, we’ll shower together like you wanted. Whatever you’re mad about, let’s talk after you’ve calmed down.”
“Whatever I’m mad about? Are you joking? Ugh! If I stay here, you’ll just keep filling my head with shit, so I’m leaving. Now.” I attempted to wiggle out of his hold, but the more I moved, the more his fingers tightened…until it actually began to hurt.
“That hurt…! Kasan, that actually fucking hurts, you prick!” I exclaimed, scrunching up my face.
His arm unwrapped from around my waist in an instant, but the second I was ready to use the chance and make a beeline for the door, his hand then clasped onto mine, holding me in place. Annoyed, I snapped my head around to glare at him, but quickly wavered when my eyes made contact with bright golden ones.
“You’re not fucking leaving this room!”