He’s really had enough.
I don’t want to see Vivian’s painful struggle every day. If giving him a cut can bring Vivian out of the shadows, it’s not a bad idea.
The folding knife landed on the bedding in front of Vivian, who looked at the dagger in front of her and couldn’t help but frown.
Silence for a few seconds, raised his eyes, clear cold eyes fell on Edward’s body, suddenly felt that in the past the imposing man has recently sullen a lot.
Handsome face more haggard, even the chin are born green scruff, the eyes are covered with bloodshot.
Emaciated.
Her heart trembled, and suddenly she felt that the strong man also had a vulnerable side.
lowered his head, reached out and trembled to pick up the folding knife clutched in his hand, his shellfish teeth lightly bit his lips, raised his eyes to look at Edward, “I … I …”
Her lips trembled gently, her good-looking pupils swirled with watery waves, “Edward, I … just miss our child …”
Before she could finish her sentence, she burst into tears.
Vivian is not a fragile person, but now once the matter of the child is mentioned it seems to open the valve of her tear ducts, can not stop crying.
Edward, who had a few moments of anger, saw her sad appearance and his heart suddenly ached.
Pushing away from the bed table, he then sat on the edge of the bed and reached out to wipe the tears from her cheeks, his slightly rough hands sliding across her cheeks, which for no reason made Vivian feel a little reassured.
“I know, I know all about it.”
He dragged her into his arms and hugged her tightly, “It’s my bad, let you suffer so much, if I could have been more careful, it would not have happened so many things. But Vivian, things have happened, we must look away. I think our Ashtyn must not want to see his mommy in tears of pain.”
Gently reached out and smoothed her back, moving with extreme gentleness, and the hoarse voice carried sadness and a bit of depression.
Even so, Edward was still comforting Vivian.
Vivian raised her hand to hug him and nodded heavily, “I will. But … it’s really too hard, too hard …”
Why wouldn’t she want to adjust her emotions so that she can be cheerful?
But in less than a year and a half, she lost her mommy and her baby back and forth, forgiving a normal person will be hit by the body incomplete.
“I understand.”
Edward hugged her, his palm clasped her head, his chin rested on her forehead, and he closed his eyes, “Everything takes time, we’ll all be fine. Besides, no matter what happens to the child, it’s a foregone conclusion, so why can’t you let yourself go? Do you know that it really hurts me to see you like this?”
Vivian leaned back in his arms without speaking.
The sad and wistful eyes are like, empty and widowed.
Edward continued reassuringly, “After the baby is settled, I’ll take you on a trip to wherever you want to go. Okay?”
“Not good.”
She shook her head, “Edward, why don’t we have another baby?”
After a few days, Vivian finally could not come out of the shadow and thought about it, she still wanted a child.
A child who is a good enough replacement for Ashtyn to bring her out of the shadows.
She looked at Edward with a few hot and radiant eyes, as if she had seen hope.
Edward had previously urged Vivian to have another child, and Vivian refused.
Perhaps in her mind she could not accept Ashtyn’s departure, which is why she rejected Edward’s initial idea.
But now that she is in grief and can’t get out of the shadows, she would prefer to have a child around so that she can distract herself.
“Good.”
Edward nodded, “You’re not well now, you need to recuperate for a while, and we’ll have a baby when your body functions recover.”
From the conversation with Vivian today, it is easy to see that Vivian has come out of the gloom and is at least willing to face reality.
Just the slightest hint of change is light.
Edward’s hanging heart finally fell, secretly breathed a sigh of relief.
“I’m fine.”
Vivian shook her head, somewhat insistently.
“Stop it. You’re not out of the month yet, and even after that you’ll have to rest for six months before we can have a baby.”
“It’s okay, I’m really okay. edward, I’ll prepare for pregnancy when I get out of the month, okay?”
She sat up straight, got out of Edward’s arms, looked up at him and held his hand nervously, “Edward, you listen to me. I understand my own body, it’s really okay to have another child.”
Previously, I only thought the child was missing and I was looking forward to finding it every day.
Now that she has learned the bad news and suffered for a few days, she still can’t get out of the shadows, so shedesperately wants to have another child so that she won’t miss Ashtyn every day in her thoughts.
Edward is worried about Vivian’s health, but is afraid that refusing her will make her sad.
“Well, good. Then we’ll talk when you’re out of the month.”
Promise her now and find a way to delay it for a while later, you can’t get her pregnant too soon, otherwise her body will definitely not be able to take it.
From the time the misunderstanding between the two was lifted, Edward was extraordinarily distressed by Vivian.
“Okay, let’s wait until we get out of the month.”
Vivian responded, a small smile finally appearing on her pale cheeks.
The long-lost smile fell into Edward’s eyes, and the stone he had pressed into his heart instantly disappeared into thin air.
God knows how much it hurt him to see Vivian’s near-madness in those days.
The good thing is that she can now adjust herself and reassure him.
“Be good, let’s have some dinner.”
Edward got up and pushed the bed table in front of her, “It’s all the usual food you like, I had the kitchen prepare it. I’ll feed you.”
The man who used to be tough on the battlefield has become extraordinarily gentle and attentive at the moment.
“I’ll eat it myself.”
Vivian took the white porcelain bowl away from Edward, took the spoon and ladled a spoonful of soup for herself and took a sip.
While drinking, he said, “I will definitely take good care of my body and have a child as soon as possible.”
She drank the soup quickly, and it was easy to see from her slightly sad-looking expression that she had no interest in it.
I don’t feel that the soup tastes good, and I don’t feel if the soup is salty or bland.
It’s just a simple and straightforward desire to get the soup down and replenish your body as quickly as possible just to have another child.
Ashtyn’s birth was difficult because of the shock she suffered and her own condition.
Edward’s heart is palpitating, and now she is insistent on wanting to have a child, which inevitably makes it difficult for Edward to follow.
“Pfft … cough …”
She closed and closed, too fierce, choked and coughed like crazy.
“You drink slowly, no one will grab it from you.”
Edward took the soup bowl away from her and pulled out a few tissues to wipe her mouth, “Don’t be in such a hurry, it’s not good to choke on yourself.”
“Hmm? It’s okay, I’m fine.”
Vivian took the tissue away from Edward’s hand again and, after wiping her mouth roughly, threw the tissue into the trash.
Then directly into the not-so-large white porcelain bowl directly into the chicken soup in one drink.
“Is there more?”
She looked at Edward with her empty bowl and asked.