EPISODE SIXTY
After washing the semen and the blood off my legs, I cleaned the corner where we had s*ex before finally settling down to sleep, Even though, I knew I can’t sleep, I’m so troubled and sore too.
My chest tightened as I think about the painful se*x we had minutes ago, I hoped he truly doesn’t come back, Just like he promised.
I really hope so.
A WEEK LATER ..
“Are you awake?”The nurse raided her fingers up at me, I nodded with my head banging and he helped me sit up.
“I’m fine”I mumbled, I held the sheets tightly in anxiety, For the past one week, I couldn’t breathe well as my anxiety disorder came back, My mom stopped calling too, Uncle John was too busy with his new work.
None of them really have their time for me, I’m so unfortunate.
I stopped talking to Enea too, He traveled three days ago, According to Liliana.
He hasn’t been in good shape either ever since we broke up officially.
I woke up in the hospital few times since the past week.
“I really think you’re putting on an act so we can be giving you the drugs since you can’t pay for it”She mocked after helping me sit up and I shook my head.
“It’s not that, I will never afford to faint countless times if I have the money to pay for the drugs, I will get it before the month ends”
“What about your baby too?, You don’t even care about the young lad, And ever since you’ve been collapsing, The baby hasn’t been in good shape either, Are you that dumb?, Remove the baby if you don’t want it”She yelled, frustrated, I moved back gently and hugged my legs to myself, sobbing.
I knew I’m pregnant, the moment Enea slept with me, He really hurt me and I felt my baby then, I wished I could tell him but he’s really going to laugh at me.
He doesn’t care about me anymore, and I wish he doesn’t.
I don’t want to be the reasons he keep losing his friends and getting into troubles because of me.
“Call him now and tell him to pay your hospital fees, Else, I won’t hesitate to call the security guards”She threatened and walk out of the room.
I burst into tears immediately she left, I’m in a dilemma, I know that, And Enea isn’t the one I can run to at the moment.
I wish I could call Liliana and tell her what happened but I don’t want to stress her anymore, she’s done enough.
I decided to call Tyler and he picked up at the fourth ring. “Hi”I said, enthusiastically and he chuckled.
“Is there a problem?, How have you been?” He asked and I pressed me lips together, nervously.
“I need your help, Can you meet up….”
“Call Enea, he’s the one available right now, I can’t help you at this moment”He says quickly before dropping the call and I sigh.
Guess I have no choice than to tell him and let the doctor break the news about my baby to him.
Shortly, Enea arrived and came go meet me up in the room, He woke me up and helped me up the bed.
“Are you fine?”He asked gently and I nodded before freeing my hands away from him.
“I’m fine, I just need your help”
“I settled the bills already, We can go now, I transferred some money into your wallet, Use that for the time being, And this is the new phone I got for you”
He threw a boxed iphone on my laps and I nodded with a small smile.
“Thanks”I mumbled before stepping down the bed.
He packed my clothes inside the small portable bag and helped me walked out of the hospital.
Getting to the house, I turned on the light and sat on the bed.
He dropped my bags and lean at the wall, staring at me.
“Don’t…”
“Not now, Enea”I glared at him with my eyes threatening to spill the tears I’m trying to hold in.
“I don’t want you to think of yourself like you’re weak, I knew I messed up, And trust me, I’m not ready to mend things between us because it will only cause more mess, You were never weal, Alessia, I never took advantage of you”
“I know, And I’m sorry for causing you troubles”I bowed slightly and grabbed my skirt.
How do I tell him that I’m pregnant?
He will surely reject the baby, He doesn’t want anything to do with me again.
“About the…”
“The doctor told me already, But I didn’t want to ask you questions since you’re not ready for the discussion”
“What do we do?, we cut ties already, Do you want the baby?”I asked, hoping that he will be responsible for once, I hope he accept the baby.
“Do you want to keep it?”
“I don’t know”I stuttered and he sighed, frustrated.
“I have one of the best doctor in the state as a friend, He will conduct a legal abortion for you, Be prepared, Tyler will come pick you up anytime from now”He says, after a long minutes of silence.
Then, he left the room quietly.