Tears welled up in my eyes again. I put all the things back and said to the lawyer, “please give them back to him.”
These may not be a big deal for him, but I feel a little guilty for what I have done now. How can I accept everything he gives me with ease.
The hatred when he threw the divorce agreement to me yesterday flashed through her mind. As long as I thought back, I felt a little breathless.
“But Mr. Campbell said these for you.”
“Just give it back to him. Thank you for taking care these days.”
The lawyer took over the documents and said, “it’s what I should do. Don’t worry. I’ll take care of it.”
When I left, I was a little lost. I felt as if something had been pulled out of my body.
It was not until I received a call from Philip Matthews “have you finished? The child has been picked up. Where are you now?”
“I’m in the lawyer’s office. How is the child?”
“Good girl.”
When I heard about the baby, a smile appeared on my face. “I’ll be there soon.”
I had packed up in advance. I took the clothes of the current season, I wouldn’t dare to take away the children’s things. There were too many things that I couldn’t take away, so I just take a backpack and a suitcase.
When I arrived at the appointed secret address, I hurried over and saw the child looking around with eyes open. As a mother, it was the first time for me to see the child so close.
“… can I hug you?” My hands were trembling, and my child even asked in a questioning tone.
Philip Matthews cautiously put the baby in my arms.
I haven’t held the baby, so my posture is a little clumsy.
The baby was so small and soft
“Go out and have lunch. It’s getting late.”
I nodded and stood up with the baby in my arms.
Sitting in the car, the child drank milk powder and fell asleep on the wobbling road.
I looked down at the child carefully and found that he looked like that man.
When it fell asleep, it frowned slightly,
Looking at the car slowly driving out of this familiar and strange city, I still feel a little reluctant to leave. I just put more thoughts in the unknown future. Let bygones be bygones.
Now that I couldn’t keep it, why did i have to affect my future happiness for the time I couldn’t hold?
The car drove from day to night. I woke up in a daze. Philip Matthews looked at me from the rearview mirror and said, “we’ll be there soon. Are you tired?”
I shook my head and said, “it’s you who are tired. Thank you for taking care of me these days.”
Philip Matthews smiled and teased, “don’t thank me in a hurry. You still have a lot of trouble for me in the future.”
I also know that Philip Matthews is the only person I can ask for help in a strange city.
But I will try my best to solve everything on my own
“I’ve asked someone to clean it up in advance. Do you have anything else to adjust?”
“I’m fine. But will it be inconvenient for me to live here?”
“This house has been empty all the time. If you really feel sorry for it, you can give me a rent every month.”
I smiled and said, “of course. Thank you very much. Otherwise, I have to take the child to look for a house everywhere.”
I have to admit that he really helped me a lot. Otherwise, I would take the child to a strange place alone. I don’t have much money with me. It doesn’t matter if I suffer by myself. The key point is that the child has to suffer with me.
Now at least I have a foothold, so that I won’t hesitate in a strange city.
As for the past, I have lost everything. Now is a new beginning for me.
When I saw the child in bed, I was not so nostalgic and full of expectation for the future life.
I’m looking forward to seeing my child grow up happily with me.
As a newbie mother, I still have a lot to learn. Fortunately, I have read a lot of books when I was pregnant, so I am not in a hurry now.
The baby was unexpectedly obedient. It would cry and cry only when he was hungry. When it was full, it would go to bed. The only thing that bothered me was its physical condition. Although she was discharged from the hospital now, her physical condition was much weaker than that of ordinary children. I was afraid that she would be hot and cold.
It was already twelve o’clock at night when I finished dealing with the baby .
I couldn’t help turning to the photos of Ryan Campbell. He didn’t like taking photos. The only few photos were taken secretly. Even if the angle was not good or even a little blurry, he still looked handsome.
I took a deep breath and hurried out of the interface. I was a little tired after a busy day, but I was not in the mood to sleep.
What bothers me most is not divorce, but work. Now I don’t dare to neglect it at all. I don’t want my child to live a bad life with me.
It’s late at night, but I sat at the desk by the window and took out the computer.
I checked a comic agency on the Internet, and then sorted out a small part of my previous draft overnight and submitted it to the editor.
Although my teacher said that I was talented, I didn’t really read comics, and I only read a lot at school.
When the draft was sent out, I was still a little nervous. When I went to bed, it was already dawn outside. I just lay down for a short while before my eyes closed. The child began to cry.
i reached out and patted the baby gently, but it still kept crying. Then I dragged my tired body out of bed and made the milk for the baby.
In the past, I might not have to worry about these things at all. I guess that before the child wakes me up, Ryan Campbell has already settled the child.
In the past, I was also in deep sleep, and it was not so easy to be awakened. Now, what I was worried about was the baby. When I saw the children fall asleep safely, I closed my eyes again.
Maybe this was the difference between being a mother. I was more responsible than before.
Of course I am tired, but at the same time, I was very happy.
After about three hours’ sleep, the baby woke up crying and I opened my eyes sleepily.
Thinking of the draft I submitted last night, I was not in the mood to go back to sleep. I took the child to sit beside the computer and turned it on.
There was a reply in the e-mail. Seeing the content, I smiled happily.
The draft has passed, and the editor also said that my work is very promising.
And since then, I have started my long career of painting. Staying up late has become a daily routine. Sleep is a luxury for me. It’s good when I have inspiration to write script, but when I don’t have inspiration, I can only be anxious and don’t know how to write.