In the future life, maybe it’s just another place to worry and fear, and it’s also impossible to avoid similar things happening again.
He walked into the room, pointed to the balcony outside the living room, and said lightly: “you like to raise flowers. The back is the yard. You said you want a swimming pool. Next to it, in the future…”
“Stop talking!” I interrupted him, and eyes were red.
Ryan Campbell looked at me and said to himself, “upstairs is the bedroom, and the baby room is ready…”
“Stop talking! Take me back!” I can’t accept his kindness to me in my heart, which will shake my determination and make me feel that all I have done is wrong.
But what I’m most afraid of is that even the children can’t belong to me in the end. If I leave now, at least I still have children.
But what he is doing now makes me feel selfish.
He has done so much for us, but I lied to him that the child was gone. Is his heart also suffering unspeakable pain.
But what can I do? What will I get if all previous efforts are wasted?
Ideal happiness? Or do we repeat the same mistake
The inner torment made me choose to escape, deliberately ignoring his good, so that I can leave with the child neatly. Perhaps, in this way, I can get the so-called peace of mind.
Seeing her open the door and walk out, Ryan Campbell hurried up with his umbrella, feeling that the moment she turned and left, his only hope was dashed.
I thought she would be more or less moved when she saw everything here, but I didn’t want her to avoid so obviously.
I didn’t choose to take his car. I walked to the side of the road and stopped a taxi. Ryan Campbell followed suit and helped me with my umbrella. He stood at the door and said to me, “I’ll give you enough time to adapt, but you should also know that the child’s problem is not your own pain.”
He then looked down, gave the driver the address, paid the fare, put the umbrella, and then gently closed the door, watching me get farther and farther.
The rain drenched his clothes and gradually blurred his vision. After standing in the rain for a long time, he could not find anything to ease the pain in his heart. Now he knows that falling in love with a person would have such a feeling, which is more painful than a bullet penetrating his flesh and blood.
He felt some resentment towards her, but he also knew that he had caused all this.
Maybe it’s good for let go of her.
I don’t know how I come here these days. I want to go to the hospital to see my child, but I dare not. I just heard Philip Matthews say that the child is in good condition and can be discharged the day after tomorrow.
He Asked when I was going to leave, I was silent.
The divorce has been in a stalemate that I haven’t contacted Ryan Campbell since that night.
Kathy Clark seems to have disappeared. She no longer has an affair with Philip Matthews. It is said that the TV series she received has also changed people. Maybe she has gone to raise a baby.
In fact, I have already figured out that even without Kathy Clark, there would be many contradictions between Ryan Campbell and me. Maybe Kathy Clark is just a catalyst for me to leave.
After sorting out all my thoughts, I called Philip Matthews and said, ” can I leave tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, is it OK?”
“Don’t worry so much. You should think it over yourself.”
“I’ve thought it over, but I’ll have to trouble you then.”
After hanging up the phone, I was not in the mood to stay at home quietly. I changed my clothes and went out.
In the afternoon, the sun is tempting and warm. I didn’t take a taxi. The way to his company has become very familiar. Standing under the tall building, looking up, the glass reflects the sunlight, which is particularly dazzling,
I took a deep breath and stepped in.
i arrived at his office without any obstruction.
“Irene, why are you here? Mr. Campbell is in a meeting.” Ceres Taylor saw me coming and followed me in.
I just smiled and said, “sister Ceres, I’m going to leave in two days.”
Ceres Taylor was stunned for a moment: “really go?”
“Well, I’ve been bothering you for a while.”
“It’s all right, but do you really want to divorce Mr. Campbell?”
I used a smile to hide the same emotion in my heart: “today is for this.”
“Irene, I also support the decision you made, but after you leave, don’t let me find you.”
“I’m not going to escape. Don’t worry. I’ll come back here to have a look sometime.” Although I don’t know when it is.
In fact, I’m almost like finding asylum. The children’s affairs can’t be exposed on Ryan Campbell’s side. I’ll have to live secretly with my children. After a long time, I dare to come back. At that time, even if Ryan Campbell finds out, he just thinks that this is the child of me and other men, so he won’t have any trouble.
“Mr. Campbell’s meeting is almost over. I’ll leave first. You can have a good talk.”
Not long after Ceres Taylor left, the door of the office was pushed open again.
Ryan Campbell was surprised when he looked at me sitting on the sofa. He also knew what I was doing.
He just glanced at me and didn’t speak. He went directly to the chair beside the desk and sat down. He put the information he had collected from the meeting on the table.
I raised my feet to him and pressed my lips to break the awkward silence. “You said you didn’t see it before. I brought a new one.”
She was so unfriendly that she didn’t even want to give him greetings. She took out the divorce agreement from her bag.
Ryan Campbell just glanced, didn’t reach for it, closed his eyes and sighed, then looked at me again: “must leave?”