I HAVE been in the hotel for four days. I said goodbye to Mama Cha and checked-in first because the way is closer to the hotel where I am now. I told her that I would be quite busy because I have many clients abroad. I just bought Clyde a cell phone so I can talk to him anytime, because if I call his mother, we will definitely not get along. I talked to Mama Cha properly even though she didn’t really pay attention to me. But the truth is? I really need to get away from them first, because I don’t want to mess up her mind. I’m busy with what I’m doing with the investigator I hired, and I don’t want Mama Cha to know what I’m doing.
I’m currently looking at the photos that were passed to me. I’m also listening to their conversations on her boyfriend’s cell phone that were recorded. I have also discovered that she is together with Aunt Maggie and the worst? –
“Uhump! Ugh! Hmmn.. ” I couldn’t stop sobbing every time I thought about everything that happened. “Eight years! I’m really stupid! Hmmn.. Hmmn.. ”
“Aaaaaah! Aaaaaah!”
I really couldn’t stop it. I have already shouted out the overwhelming resentment that was felt at that time. My chest feels like it’s going to explode with so much anger. I feel like hurting myself.
“F**k! What did I do? Why-why did I turn a blind eye? Just because of Tejie! To Tejie, who didn’t want to have a broken family! To Tejie – to Tejie who – Hmmm.. My God, what did I do?”
Now I know why the boy didn’t get anything from me, not even my passions. I have pieced together everything as to why Tejie hasn’t respected me since then, but I decided to put aside all speculation because I don’t want to destroy the child’s family. Now I understand why Trina avoided me whenever I wanted to see her family. Everything is now clear to me.
They really just played with me. It turns out that the child is not really mine, but she took me responsible for him.
“Aaaaah! Hmmn.. Hmmn!”
I can’t stop crying. The table where I was crouched was almost wet from my tears. I can’t compare the pain that I feel right now, the pain that is piercing through my chest and stabbing deep into my f**kin’ heart. It f**kin’ really hurt so bad!
“Ahhh! Hmmm.. My God!”
The girl I love left me for her. Mama Cha left me with my real child while I spent eight years with a woman who cheated on me over and over again. She made me believe that Tejie was my son and often threatened me that she would keep him away and I would never see him again.
I picked up the cellphone. I dialed Mama Cha’s number, but it was dead. I need to talk to her now. I want to hear her voice! I was excited to hear the voice of my beloved girl because I knew that I used to hurt her so much every time Trina and I talked and were together.
“F**k this hurts so much! Hmmm! What have I done? I’m sorry Ma- I’m so sorry.. I’m so stupid not to see it all! Huuu.. Aaaaaaah!”
I can’t hold back my anger anymore. I wanna scream it out from the top of my lungs!
“F**k! What have you done, Trina? Aaaaaaah! I’m sorry, Ma! I know I’ve hurt you so much! Aaaaah! I’m sorry!”
I kept calling her even though I knew that I couldn’t and I was like crazy because I knew he wouldn’t answer.
“I wanna hear your voice, Ma! I love you so much, Chari! I love you and Clyde so much! I’m sorry! I’m sorry, Ma! Hmmn..”
The regret I feel for my stupidity was unbearable at that time. Even then, I felt that the fact that Tejie was not my child was being forced on me, but I did nothing. I was anxious to have a family and promised never to repeat my life. I thought everything was fine. I thought he was my son and they were my family. But—
It turns out that the one who truly loves me is far away. I don’t know why Mama Cha distanced herself from me. I didn’t know that she was with my child, who I wish I had taken care of before. Clyde would have been the one I spent time with and not Tejie, who is only now getting close to me. If I had been by Mama Cha’s side when she was carrying Clyde, there would have been no problem. He would not have gotten the sickness that he had been suffering from until now. Why does he have to suffer for our guilt?
I was going to call Clyde, but I’m sure he’s already asleep.
“Clyde, baby. Sorry.. Daddy’s late.. I’m sorry baby, so sorry.. Ah! Hmmn.. ”
I will leave for Manila the next day. My investigator told me something and that this is the right time to stop Trina and Jet’s cheating and that he is Tejie’s real father. They will all be responsible for me as well as her Aunt Maggie, whom Mama Cha considered one of the friends she didn’t want to harm before, so she chose to leave me alone.
“Lord, thank you.”
CHARI’S POV
Clint has been at the hotel for five days. I haven’t talked to him since he left because I know that he just avoids me hearing his and Trina’s conversations, so he pretended that he was closer to the place. He hadn’t seen Clyde in a while. I knew it! This is what will happen again. Nothing else will do for Clyde and me. In the beginning, he was good. He’d take the boy’s heart so he wouldn’t think about it, and then – here it is! He will not show up any more. I also blocked him, so he can’t really call me. He bought Clyde a cell phone that I didn’t want, but I gave in because I knew he would be sad again if he couldn’t talk to his dad, Sir Clint, which is not really a good idea.
I didn’t go down to the shop today. I’m not in good condition because it has been a bit bad since yesterday. I’m scheduled to go to the OB the next day. I’m going to go for a check-up because I’m sure of how I feel that I’m pregnant. How can I tell Clint? I’m scared. I don’t want to be second priority again; I don’t want to be attached to him anymore!
Hmp! I don’t want to! This is hard. Why did he come back here and then he’s like this again? Sometimes I really don’t want to believe in him anymore! He’s just giving us a hard time, especially me!
“Hmmn.. ”
I cried because I was so angry. It’s sad. Here we are again. I can’t abort this child because I want and love Clint so much. I don’t know where, what or who Clint is with now.
SOMEWHERE IN MANILA…
Trina went to her Aunt Maggie’s salon to drop off Tejie.
“How long will he be with me?” Maggie asked.
“I’ll just pick him up on the weekend,” Trina replied. “I haven’t talked to Clint since he left, I think I’m blocked!”
“He’s with Chari, of course! Why don’t you follow? Isn’t Raymond over there in Camiguin? Stalk! Why just sit around? Go follow Clint! Trina! You can’t afford to lose your bank account!” Maggie said even more.
“Aunt Maggie, relax, this is our moment. His wife is abroad too, so we’re both free as a bird! Haha! ” Trinal laughs.
“You bitch! Recently; you’re crying to death! Now what? You f**kin whore, Trina!” she said in disgust at Trina, who was just laughing.
“Auntie, I need to do it because Jet will buy Tejie and I a house, so? No worries, right? He will also arrange financial support because he already has two children with me,” Trina said proudly, rubbing her belly.
“How about Clint?”
“Auntie, Just over and over, of course! ”
“Trina, have you forgotten that Clint has a child with Chari? Don’t be complacent that you can have him in your circle now; don’t expect too much bitch! ”
“Auntie, that’s why I’m being careful. He’s not there and he’s far away, so I can flirt. I didn’t even bother to call him so I wouldn’t get caught! Of course, I still have to take care of Clint. He’s my support! ”
“And don’t you go crawling back at me when Jet dumps you again! Jet has a real family and you know that you’re just being a mistress and forever will be one! He’s just making you feel relieved by making promises again! Don’t be an idiot! ” Maggie’s voice was loud. She was also annoyed by Trina’s stubbornness.
“Don’t worry much, okay? I will stick with Clint no matter what happens! He can’t stand Tejie! He loves Tejie so much! I can make a fool of him anytime! ”
“I hope Trina! I hope Clint is really that stupid! ” Maggie said as she left and left Trina.
Trina is arrogant again. She often acts like this when Jet has sweet words to say to her. She loves Jet very much and she was really crazy about it even before, so she doesn’t want to let go. They have been playing with fire for almost a decade now.
IT WAS almost midnight when I arrived at Mama Cha’s house. Everyone was asleep, and only Nay Mira was awake. She also opened the gate for me, so I was able to get in. I know that Mama Cha is still awake because when I passed by to go to Clyde’s room, I heard someone taking a bath. Because of that, I did not hesitate to enter her room. And when I entered, I was..
“Hmn? What brings you here?” She asked me right away. She had just come out of the bathroom and was draped with her towel. I saw that she simply covered her part of the belly.
I didn’t move. I didn’t smile either. I just stared at her with a serious face. Then, I simply locked the door. I took off my shoes and socks, and while walking to the bathroom, I took off my t-shirt, followed by my pants. I’m going to take a bath first before sitting next to her because the baby might complain when I poke him and daddy’s things are a little sticky. As I approached the bathroom, I just stared at her.
And before I even entered, I said, “Wait for me, huh? Don’t you ever fall asleep, Chari,” I said, biting my lower lip and giving her a lusty stare.
She didn’t answer. She just raised an eyebrow at me and gave me more trouble staring. She couldn’t do anything even though she was angry with me and didn’t want to talk to me. She can’t stop me from longing for her. I will really get her tonight, whether she wants it or not! I f**kin’ miss her so much!
I KEEP ON touching her carefully. I didn’t run over her too much because I was taking care of her belly with my angel inside it. I was just at her side.
“Umm.. Hmmn.”
I didn’t let go of her mouth. I turned her lips back every time she parted them from mine. I was so eager to kiss her because I missed her so much.
“Aaah.. Hmmm.”
While showering her with a kiss, I crawled my right hand down her thigh and slowly opened it. I just caressed both of her thighs first.
“Hmmm.. Chari.. I miss you..”
I couldn’t stop staring at her beautiful face. I’m head over heels in love with this angel. I never stop giving her a kiss. A moment later, I moved my hand in front of her. There is only a little bit of hair that is hidden here, so I can feel her hole right away. She was already dripping wet.
“Oooh.. Clint. F**k! I miss those f**kin’ fingers! Oooh!”
She couldn’t stop moaning when I inserted my finger into her hole. I just went in and out slowly, to give her great pleasure.
“Hmmm.. I missed you Ma, I f**kin’ miss you so badly.” I uttered those words then kissed her intensely.
“Ummm.. Hmmmn.. F**k Clint!” she moaned in a hoarse voice. “Dont f**kin’ stop!” her body arched.
I stopped kissing her first and stared at her beautiful face. It’s so good to see Mama Cha’s face while I’m romancing her. Especially with her closed eyes while biting her lips. It’s also very nice to watch the reaction on her face when she’s enjoying it, the kind where she closes her eyes and then leaves her mouth hanging open. I quickly kissed her when I saw her like that, then clenched her jaw and gave her a more intense kiss.
“Ummmm.. shit, Clint! Aaah! Don’t stop. Please, f**k! Don’t stop! Ummn..”
I love hearing her pleading moan.
It drives me insane when she says that while mentioning my name. I played with her wet hole even more. I love the sound it makes when sliding the finger in and out.
“Aaah! Your finger is f**kin’ good! Clint!”
I kept on staring at her while keeping my fingers f**king her. “Do you like that, Ma? Hmn? F**k Chari! I missed you so much.” I didn’t want to do anything during those times but to make her happy. I want to be the only one to move. I don’t make her move, not even a hand.
“Oooh.. Clint, don’t stop! Keep that finger f**kin’ me! Oooh..” she said while spreading her thighs widely. “Oooh.. F**k Clint! That was f**kin’ good! Ummm..”
She was clinging to my hair. She also lowered one hand to accompany my finger f**king her dripping wet hole. When I took my finger out, she immediately pressed it inside again.
“Ummm.. ummm. No.. Please.. Dont let go! F**k Clint! No!” she almost screamed.
She gripped my hair even tighter now. I could feel her legs shaking.
“F**k, Ma.. You’re f**kin sweet!” I showered her with a kiss from her neck down to her chest and began to kiss the crown on top of it while our hands were busy finger f**kin’ her dripping wet hole.
Just a moment and.. “Should I put it in, Ma? Hmmn?” I softly whispered to her while kissing her.
She gave me a slow nod that was a sign of agreeing.
I turned her back on me. I lifted her right thigh and just held it firmly while gently thrusting her.
“Aaah.. umm.. Clint. Ooh..” she gently moaned as I carefully slid into her.
“Hmm… Ma… Ooh… Umn! I love you.. I missed you so much..” I kept on whispering to her those sweet words because I feel so free now. So free from confusion and everything on my mind is clear.
I’m just going down slowly. I was very careful not to press on her belly. I also noticed that it was already bulging. I just slowly went in and out of her dripping wet hole.
“Oooh.. Chari, I love you so much.” I whispered to her again while kissing her nape. I couldn’t help kissing her hard, causing a hickey.
“Aaah.. umm.. Clint.” her lips reached into mine, giving me a kiss.
Just a moment, and I feel like it’s coming out.
“Umm! Ahh. F**k, Ma! It feels so f**king good! Aaah!”
“Ooh.. Clint! F**k me! Oh, Clint, please, faster! Faster please. Ummm! Oooh..” she keeps on pleading. But no!
Even though I wanted to pound her hard, I was not able to do it. I’m stopping myself from doing it because I’m thinking that I might hurt my angel inside her, so I’m doubly careful. Until..
“Oooh.. Shit! F**k!”
I keep it slowly and gently.
“Ooh.. Clint! Don’t stop! Oooh..”
She held her thigh up, making me more freely grind slowly into her from the side.
“F**k! Oooh! Ma!”
And a few more gentle grinds while romantically kissing..
“Ooooh.. I love you Ma, oooh..”
I spat out another angel inside her wishing to have twins!
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