IT’S ALMOST four in the afternoon. I woke up shaking from the extreme cold of the air conditioning because I fell asleep with my shirt off, resting on the sofa.
God! Of course, after Mama Cha and I worked out, I immediately cleaned! Who will look after it? Me! She told me to clean up everything I had made at that moment. She didn’t even say anything about eating at first! I broke her pencil holder and coffee cup because I couldn’t take it any longer and threw it away, not realizing it would break! That’s what happens when lust takes over!
There! Because she was upset, I cleaned everything. Take note as well! She instructed me to replace it with the same one because her client had given it to her as a gift and it had been personalized! See? Just like that! She didn’t even notice how well I did! She didn’t even notice that I f**ked like a pornstar and immediately called!
It was a very good one! I sat her twice on the sofa after we finished working on her black office table. Then, of course, she was feeling sticky and uneasy, and she said her hole appeared to be a little swollen, so she immediately took a shower and cleaned herself up while I was instructed to clean up the mess. Tissues were wiped down, followed by ballpoint pens that rolled on the floor, and whatever else I had thrown down below. And I did all of that cleaning while my f**kin’ thing was still hard and sticking out.
Great! Is this typical of women her age? Even immediately after a coupling? It’s as if they’re saying, ‘OK, we’re done! I have to go to work!’ Seriously? Is there no time to unwind? They want to bathe their bodies immediately because they are sticky, but they are not tired. I might have stripped her again if she hadn’t mentioned that her hole was swollen, especially since she had just finished showering! Her messy short gray-colored hair looked so fresh and tasty. Damn! She drives me crazy! There is a bathroom in the office, and we frequently take baths there if we want to.
“What? We converted this workplace into a motel, didn’t we? Mr. Clint Kadie, what’s going on?” When she noticed that I was awake, she uttered these words.
She was wearing black jogging pants and a blue shirt that were just right for her slim body, and as usual, at this time, there was coffee in front of us. She was sitting on her swivel chair, facing the laptop again.
I picked up my gray shirt that had been thrown earlier on our small dining table. I put them on and laid down again. I smiled as I looked up because I think I’m okay in this situation with Mama Cha. I’m happy with what’s happening to us.
Honestly, there are a lot of plans running in my head. I still have the last two projects in Japan. I’ll be going back and forth there for a month, and I’m planning for us to get married before I leave, even if it’s just civil and Nick and Ben are the only witnesses because we don’t have parents anymore. I’m an orphan, and she’s forgotten. I want her to be safe with me. I mean, I want her to stay and be my wife. At the age of twenty-five, I do not doubt settling with her. I love her so much and she’s all I want. I also consider telling Ben and Nick about what’s going on between Mama Cha and I because I can’t take it any longer to keep it a secret. I want to give her a public hug and kiss to express my sweetness. I simply want it to be fair. Since she didn’t respond when I questioned her about that marriage, I will admit that I was insulted. I enquired about it earlier and kept doing so, but she simply replied, “Let’s talk about it later, okay?”
See? What an answer!
Every man who loves a woman and proposes to her will be angry when that is the answer to your question. But just shove Clint! Mama Cha loves you, there’s no doubt about it! Maybe she’s just really confused now! What I’m thinking is, I’m just going to get her pregnant so she can’t run anymore. I always think about that most of the time. I don’t believe that when you’re in your thirties, it’s hard to get pregnant. Mama Cha is still active, she still has a craving and I’m sure she can still easily get pregnant. I’m still young and sure that my nutsack can produce active and balanced cells! I’m living a healthy lifestyle anyway!
There go these f**kin’ bubble speeches again! I want that all to happen. I want a family; a real loving and faithful wife who can take care of me and my kids. I know that Mama Cha can give me all that I dream of. That’s why I want her and no one else. I know how hard it is to have no one by your side. No father, mother, brothers, or sisters! I’m not letting that saying ‘history repeats’! No! Not ever! We are both broke. I won’t let that happen again. No one will break! I promise that to myself.
I’m so excited to find out if we’ll be having these little ones! Will it get my face or hers? If it’s a baby girl, I want her to look like her Chinese mom, but if it’s a boy! Of course-mini-me!
I’m sure it’s nice to have a family. Especially when you have both parents there to watch over and take care of you, then the woman you will marry was the woman you’re so crazy about that you never thought she would be your wife! I have never experienced that kind of parental care. I don’t know how it feels. As I got older in the orphanage, Sister Agnes was the only one I always had with me and took care of me. I grew up in an orphanage. I lived there for ten years with children like me who were also abandoned by their parents. Fortunately, some good people are willing to take a child and love it like their own.
But why is that?
Am I unlucky?
Or is that fate?
Of course, I wouldn’t have known and been with Mama Cha if that hadn’t happened. Maybe God also made the way. He gave me to a woman who would be the mother of my children and be my guardian angel forever.
It’s nice to think about that…
“Clint, come down and buy some food!” Mama Cha suddenly shouted.
I looked at her with furrowed brows.
“What, Ma? What do you want? I’ll call for a delivery, Ma? Hmm?” I let out.
“Order? I want to eat street food that was sold at the stall two blocks away from here! ” She said, still frowning.
“That’s a long way, Ma! On the other side! ” I complained.
“Ah okay! Let me do it!! ” She shut down the laptop and was about to go out.
“Come on, Ma! I’m just kidding! ” I yelled as I caught up with her. “Just kidding, Ma. Don’t go out! You will see those cute teenagers there again who flirt with you! Eh, it’s almost five, and their bar is open!! Hahaha! ” I laughed.
She crossed her arms, raised an eyebrow at me, and stared at me snappily.
I kept fixing myself because I knew this woman would blow out hellfire in an instant! I didn’t want her to go there because across from Manang Paz’s shop was the gay bar that was full of boys like my age who were that f**kin’ handsome and who did nothing but lure women older than them. That’s why I always go along when she’s going to that place to avoid those boys who fly around whenever they see a woman in her thirties like Mama Cha.
“Hurry up, Clint!” She yelled.
“Are you pregnant right away, Ma? I’m just thinking about it! Hahaha! ” I said with a laugh.
She frowned even more.
“Ah! Then, buy me some juice, then bring me some ice cubes! ”
Just in my mind, go ahead!
It’s your day! Wait till tonight! I will do everything you requested, so you won’t be able to complain when it’s my turn! Tonight!
And here is my naughty imagination again! I won’t get tired of pleasing this woman. I look at her like magic! She always makes my heart skip – and makes me want to take my f**kin’ boxer brief off that instant when our eyes meet. God, I love this woman! Thank you so much for giving her to me.
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