Austin Language and Ice looked up all at once.
The morning light shines on the shoulders of the youth, backlighting some can not see the face, running in a hurry, the hair at the temples are soaked with sweat, now gasping for breath and looking at the people inside the living room, “Yubing, where are you injured?”
He came over at a brisk pace, his eyes full of panic.
When he learned that Austin Bing and Chu Xiao slow two people in order to meet him by the black car Olson machine carried away unaccounted for, that moment he almost crazy, riding a motorcycle on the mountain road looking for the night, just received a call from his mother the first time he rushed back.
When I saw Qin Mo, Austin’s eyes were a little red, and his injured arm was hidden back, “I’m fine.”
“Let’s see,” Qin Mo held her arm, pulling her hand out of the action very lightly, after seeing the wound bandage, frowned, “Who gave you this bandage, so tight how the blood flow? Don’t move I’ll get the medicine cabinet”
See two people with excellent feelings, Qinna look complex, “slowly, not sleepy, I first take you to the bedroom, you wash first to sleep.”
The first thing you need to do is to get a good idea of what you’re doing.
There are only two people left inside the living room, Qin Mo and Austin Bing.
After rewrapping the arm, Qin Mo’s eyes were unstoppable heartache, “Your hand is the hand that plays the cello, how can it be casually injured, hurt the bones? I’ll take you downtown this afternoon to take a film.”
“I know all about it.”
Austin’s voice, somewhat dull, came from his side.
Qin Mo looked stunned and raised his head.
“Even if you are now tested for leukemia I don’t see that as a reason why you should leave, not to mention that you were cured a long time ago.”
Hearing this, Qin Mo took a moment to react and hesitated, “Is this what my mother told you?”
“Hmm.”
Thinking about the original story, Qin Mo looked complicated.
Austin Bing asked, “What’s wrong? Isn’t that so?”
“Yes,” he was busy nodding a little, the ‘fortunate of misfortunes’ in his heart did not know how to express, thought twice or decided not to tell her.
The past is unbearable, we can’t tear the scars of our loved ones again for the sake of their younger generation, not to mention that right now there is also an excuse that can be explained, so let’s make mistakes.
“I’m sorry, it’s my fault for leaving Hounslow without telling you.”
“…”
Qin Mo gently closed the bedroom door and came out and sat down on the sofa in the living room. The ups and downs of the past few days made him a little tired, but when he thought about it, the exhaustion was worth it and only made him cherish the relationship more.
“Desmond, I’m sorry.” The mother’s voice came from across the room.
Qin Mo was busy saying, “Mom, why are you telling me this?”
“Not telling you about your life almost made a big deal, and it was because of me after all, so I’m sorry.”
“It’s not your fault, you raised me as your own son, it’s me who should thank you.”
Qinna shook his head and sighed, “Fifteen years ago the earthquake that time, I was really afraid that you just lost, that time I just regret for the first time I do such a thing, silent life is life, your life is also life, how I thought of doing such a thing in the first place?”
More than 20 years ago, she returned to Cold Mountain with her son, Qinmer, who had just been cured of leukemia but had been weak and whose doctors had said it would take five years to be sure it would not return.
In those years, Qinmer is almost three days a major illness, five days a small illness, very worrying, to three years old is still with a kitten like thin, people around said this child is afraid of not raising.
Later a high fever, Qinmer a sickness, the doctor said it was hopeless, she was desperate to go to the temple in the mountains to pray for blessings, asked a fortune, the abbot of the temple said Qinmer was born to pay his father’s debts, there is no red life, stay around to raise not much, it is best to be sent to a foreign land to convert.
Cold Mountain is located in a remote location, their origins no one knows, the abbot but every sentence are hit, think of Joziah Austin did those things, she fell into the abyss, dead horse to send her son to the temple, the result of two days after a night, Qinmer on the fever Paisley woke up.
Later Qin Mo lived in the temple for half a year, the body is a little bit of better, after this incident, she began to believe that some things in the world just can not be explained, free destiny in the underworld.
The abbot of the temple said that Qinmer was sent to the temple conversion is only the first step, to really solve his debt, we need to find a hard child to replace him, she adopted one of those orphans from the temple, replaced the identity of two children.
The abbot said that the change of name, change of identity, adult before the biological mother and son can not meet, otherwise there will be a great disaster, she should at first, but the day of Qinmer’s tenth birthday, she just can not help it, with a long life noodles ran to the mountain.
“It’s been so long, and you’ve been living a good life by my side, and news came from the temple that Mo was in good health, and the abbot himself taught him to read and write, so I thought everything was fine, but who knew that I had just gone to see him, and when I came down from the mountain, Cold Mountain had an earthquake.”
Speaking of this matter, Qinna eyes are red, “you so small, was buried under the house, later rescued from unconsciousness, just like Mo Mo as a child, why I had to disobey the words of the abbot, ran to the mountains to see Mo Mo side, a big disaster, that time I know what is a big disaster.”
Seeing his mother blaming herself, Qin Mo leaned over and held her hand, “Mom, that’s all superstition, am I not fine now?”
Qinna shook his head, his eyes still could not stop the regret, “also because of this matter, I went to the mountain to find the abbot to think of a way, which is why you changed your name.”
She could not stand the condemnation of her conscience, whether it was a feudal superstition or not, after the earthquake fifteen years ago, she did not want to let this innocent child instead of her son suffer the calamity in vain.
He is Qin Mo, not Qin Mo, but also his own son, she will raise him well to make up for the damage caused to his life by her own selfishness in those earlier years.
People are older, and is the suffering out of, inevitably need some faith, whether it is seeking God and worship or how, faith five right or wrong.
Qin Mo has followed his mother’s ear since childhood, is a believer in Buddhism, every New Year’s Day to go to the temple to pray for blessings, although he is a firm atheist at heart, but still willing to cooperate with his mother, at least this is the trust of her life, at least believe in Buddha, can make her feel at ease to believe in the mountains of silence can be safe and healthy.
“Mom, don’t blame yourself, I only believe what I feel, no matter what it is because I became your son, you have been really good to me these twenty years, and it is because of you that I was able to meet a girl as good as Yubing.”
The warmth coming from the back of her hand draws Qinna away from the memories a little.
Looking at the adopted son who has grown up in front of her, Qinna’s nose is sore and she pulls out a hand to gently pat the back of Qin Mo’s hand, “Yubing is a smart kid, if you can’t hide it in the future, just tell her the truth about those things, don’t be afraid to hurt my face.”
“…”