Shiela’s POV
” What need I do to gain your trust, exactly ? I turned around when Ashley prompted me .
I wonder if he really means it . Nothing but seriousness can be seen on his face .
Can I ask him anything ? Before a sound cut us off, I hesitated before opening my mouth to speak .
We turn to face the side from whence the sound was originating, and there stood Stoll .
” Hmmm . . . I’m sorry if I disturbed you, but I just needed to know if you were familiar with B21 files . ” Stoll questioned while rubbing the back of his head .
” Neither you nor anything else is being disturbed . I have the files with me . ” Ashley said, ignoring the man .
Getting back to your query ” When Stoll is hidden, I said . ” Are you genuinely trying to win my trust ? ”
He nodded like a young child who needs his sweets returned as I asked with a sneer on my face .
” If so, here are some options for you, ” I said .
One, all three of my daily meals must be prepared by you . You’ll carry on like that for a month .
You’ll begin paying Glinda for the meals she prepares each day . No chicks getting screwed .
” Except for your mother, sister, and me, no physical contact with any female . ”
” Shaking is the least amount of physical touch you can have with them .
No drinking or clubbing unless I give you permission .
Always be the first to greet me in the morning and the last to say good night .
” Under no circumstances should I see someone making out on your phone, male or female . It can’t be on your phone, I guess .
Only my photo, your mother’s photo, and your sister’s photo should be the only female photos on your phone . I said while observing him .
‘Yes, Elle,’
He responded, and I inadvertently laughed at what he said .
My emotions always spiral out of control when he is around, which means I must have a serious mental health issue . I pondered .
And finally, don’t leave me or your parents while I’m talking to you . I warned in my voice .
I shouted, ” Hold on !
Even though he hasn’t moved a millimeter, I’m telling him to wait . I considered making fun of myself .
I merely wanted to clarify that Glinda and I would always eat with the group in this home . He nodded as I said .
” You may leave . ”
I say ” yarning ” because I am so very exhausted .
Elle: ” Good night . ” Before going into my room, I hummed ” I love it ” in response to what he said .
Actually, I did feel a deep need to forgive him . I am aware of your deep disappointment in me .
But I don’t want my rage to cause me to err in the same way he did .
I might not get a second chance, but he might .
I might lose him to someone else if I choose to treat him the same way he had treated me .
He wouldn’t suffer any harm either because he will undoubtedly find happiness with whoever the moon goddess chooses to be his second chance Mate .
And I will compare my second-chance Mate to Ashley for the rest of my life .
And as a result, I’ll end my connection with my second-chance Mate .
Second, there are lots of individuals out there that would kill to sleep with my Mate .
Not only that, but some people who wanted a mate never found one since death stole them away suddenly .
Thirdly, even though I don’t want to forgive him, his mother urged me to please help her transform him .
But if you will pardon him for her, please .
FlashBack
Welcome to the God of War pack, my friend ! My already tight body trembled as Aria’s father’s voice exploded .
Therefore, the candles survived ! They did wait for me, I mused with a smile .
Shiella is welcomed to the family .
In my head, I heard Aria’s mother .
I gave my mother a hearty ” thank you ” and smiled .
” I have pardoned you for lying to me since you are now a member of the family . Shiela , I also need your help with something . She spoke in a dejected manner .
” What’s up, mom ? ” I enquired out of curiosity .
It concerns Ashley , your Mate . She said, piqued my interest .
I need your assistance to make him a better son, mate , and person .
” Please do forgive him and change him, even if you can’t . ” As she spoke, I sighed .
” I’ve done everything I could to avoid being sorry about the way he lives like a player . But he remained the same . ”
” I spoke to him in a motherly and sisterly manner, but he remained the same . His mate, who is you, is my only remaining chance . ”
Shiela , you are his source of joy and the only person who has the power to alter him .
She spoke while having hope and grief in her voice .
If I were in her position, it would be extremely upsetting to attempt and alter your son but he refuses to .
If I were in her position, it would be extremely upsetting to attempt and alter your son but he refuses to .
If I were the one, I could be the one to transform him . I’ll go to any lengths to keep that thing forever .
She has also become my mother and sister ever since my parents passed away .
Even though she is aware that I am not her child, she has been the one to have those mother and daughter conversations with me .
It’s time to repay all of her kindness, therefore I’m ready to abandon my idea to have Ashley carve for me .
Before answering her with a yes, I gave it some thinking and decided that I was prepared to forgive and forget simply for his mother .
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Back To Reality
He needs to take action to earn my trust in this regard .
Even though I don’t want to, I will have to remember him because of Mom’s generosity to me .
I enjoy how Elle comes out of his mouth because it always makes me feel silly .
Especially between my legs, those silly feelings .
Every time he calls me Elle, that tiny hole there does call for his touch .
I take off my clothing and enter my shower, causing the water to drench me while I wash my body and hair .
I finished taking a shower and cleaning my body in 5 minutes .
Before getting warm and cozy in my bed, I put on my lace black underwear and a baggy shirt .
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To Be Continued