Sabrina’s POV
I watched Xander take a few steps back to create some distance between us and I was half relieved but the other half wanted to close that distance.
“I linked for a female pack doctor. She will try talk you through this but I need to leave. I need to leave right now.” He says without meeting my eyes and I move out of his way as he walks out of his apartment and locks me in.
I sat down on the couch to check the camcorders on Adrastos and there he was sleeping. A knock interrupted me.
The door unlocked and a woman who looked to be just a little older than my dad walked in carrying a bag.
“Hello Sabrina. I’m doctor Karen and the alpha filled me in on your predicament.” She says.
“Hello doctor.” I say to her.
“To be honest, there’s really not much I can do but I can administer some pain meds if you’re in any pain? They will only help for a short time until the body rejects any and all ways except for sex.” Doctor Karen tells me.
“I’m not in any pain. Just a crazy horny dog that’s driving the alpha crazy.” I say and she chuckles at my comment.
“Oh he’s definitely going crazy. A woman’s arousal during heat is irresistible Sabrina. Especially to an alpha. He might have the strength to fight it now but all males give in eventually.” She tells me.
“Are all the men and boys of age camping outside?” I ask and she nods as she takes a seat beside me.
“Alpha’s orders.” She says. She looks at me like she wants to say something but doesn’t.
“Just say it..” I say and she smiles at me sheepishly.
“I’ve been where you are. My mate was gone visiting a neighboring pack when I got my first heat. I was in the hospital tending to patients from the last rogue attacks, so you can imagine a place full of Male wolves and I got my heat.” She says to me.
“I I mind linked my mate and he told me he had felt it and was in his wolf form running back. I knew it would take him at least 2 hours to get here so I snuck out and tried to meet him in the woods. I didn’t get very far until one of the patrol wolves spotted me and could tell I was in heat. He took me right there in the woods and I let him. The relief he gave me was short lived and we did it again and again until my mate caught us in the act.” She says as her eyes get glassy but she fights off the tears.
“My mate killed that man without a second thought. His anger dissipated as soon as my heat returned and he could not resist the scent I was giving off. We did it right there until I reached climax and passed out. He carried me back to our house and locked us in for 7 whole days.” She says to me.
“Was he upset with you? About the other guy?” I ask and she shakes her head no.
“How could he be? I was in heat and he wasn’t there. Sabrina, a woman in heat is like a rogue. Rogues need to kill for fun surpasses any other need. Well, for us she wolves, the need for relief surpasses any and all understanding. You will not be in your right mind. You will need that release Sabrina and I suggest you find it. Pick a Male and lock him inside your room, otherwise, you will be like me and give in to desires with a complete mated stranger.” She says to me.
“I can’t. I have only ever been with one man. I don’t see myself with another.” I say as memories of Max and I doing the dirty swim through my head. My heart breaks a little at the thought.
“The heat doesn’t care if you are mated. The man that mounted me in the woods was mated. I was mated and I let him have me. The whole purpose of heat is to get pregnant and continue the wolf lineage. It won’t stop until you find relief and I didn’t even last a day.” She says to me.
“I don’t want to be pregnant. I have a newborn already!” I say and she chuckles at my reaction.
“Ahh that explains the alphas reasoning.” She says.
“What reasoning?” I ask.
“I suggested he help you out and he mentioned you had too much on your plate already.” She says and I stand up.
“You suggested? Xander wants to help me out?” I say and she smiles.
“In heat, our bodies don’t care from who we get our relief from, as long as we get it but it seems like your wolf chose the alpha for the job. Unless I’m wrong and you’ve tried to seduce other males?” She ask looking up at me.
“No just the alpha. Goddess Athena!” I say out loud.
‘What? I wanted to get it over with but you’re too stubborn. Besides, if we do fall pregnant, I’d rather it be an alphas child.’ Athena responds back to me and I roll my eyes.
“His wolf didn’t exactly reject you and that’s why I gave my suggestion. ” she says.
I sit back down on the couch and run my hand through my hair.
“Look, you probably have a few hours before it gets unbearable so take that time to think about it.” She says. She places some pain meds on the coffee table and gets up to leave.
“Wait!” I say and she turns to me.
“Can I take some contraception just in case I give in to these desires?” I ask her and she smiles.