“Ralyn” I greet her looking at her through the mirror while I wash my hands.
“Sabrina. You look amazing” she says beaming at me through the mirror like she didn’t just steal my man from me. Smiling at me. Bitch is trying to butter me up but she quickly noticed I wasn’t going to entertain her. I’m sure my grim face gave it away.
“I’m sorry how things turned out Sabrina. I never wanted to hurt you” she says still looking at me.
“Save it Ralyn. I don’t want to hear it.” I shut her down while wiping my hands and applying lotion to them.
“Sabrina, Percy and I were never a thing. We had slept together before you and him found out you were mates. My father somehow found out that he was the one to take my virtue and he had Alpha Charley choose between war or making me Luna. You need to know I tried to fight my father on this. I didn’t even know he was alive until a few months ago.” She says to me. Even if she’s being manipulated by her father, she could’ve given me a heads up. She didn’t have to sleep with Percy again knowing he’s, my mate. This lying bitch forgot I know all about her ex-boyfriend Jack and how he flat out denied having any intimate relations with her. I don’t even care about that, she slept with my mate.
I could never forgive that. They slept together knowing what it could do to me.
“Don’t you think I’ve suffered enough? Why continue to lie to me? The pack knows that it was Jack, your ex-boyfriend that took your virginity not Percy! But once he found his mate, he denied you. You took my mate from me Ralyn and failed to give me a heads up to your father’s twisted plans. You humiliated me in front of my friends and family to the point where I had to leave everything I’ve ever known because I couldn’t stand back and watch my mate be with someone else. It should’ve been you that had to leave seeing as you’re the rogue princess and a homewrecker! It should’ve been you who was forced to leave the pack and not me. I did nothing wrong but here I am, hurting but you follow me here yet again and rub your relationship in my face talking about an heir. You took my gift from me. You knew how much I loved him. Gosh Ralyn, I confided in you about him. Even a week before the announcement of you being his chosen mate, I told you about me and him. You just listened and said nothing! You made a fool of me. I trusted you, I saw you as a sister.” I say to her finally turning to face her.
“To add all the salt in the world to my wound, you go ahead and fuck him knowing what it would do to me. You slept with my mate possibly numerous times to the point where my body shut down for 3 whole days because it couldn’t take the pain. While you’re in orgasmic bliss with my mate, I’m in hospital under heavy sedation because I was having convulsions episodically. You say you never wanted to hurt me, well you did physically and emotionally. I will never forgive you because as of right now, you made an enemy out of me. I remember your sick tales about your grand plan to reach high social status, I just didn’t know my mate was part of it. You’re a spawn from the rogue alpha, if you think my family will be the only family to leave Blue Moon, I suggest you go home and count heads and if you think Green Forrest will remain an ally to a rogue Luna, you have a surprise coming your way.” I say to her… I throw away the towel I used for dry my hands roughly and walk to the door, I pause then turn around to look at her,
“Clearly the moon goddess knows what she’s doing. She has not blessed your union. Can’t you see? Everywhere you go it doesn’t rain! It remains dry. She’s a vengeful woman the moon goddess and you’re in her sights if not mine.” I turn around and walk out.
I was fuming. How dare she tell me she never meant to hurt me!?
I was so lost in thought that I walked into a hard wall. I looked up to see my father with a worried expression on his face.
“What’s wrong pumpkin?” He asks.
“I ran into Ralyn. I just need some air dad. I promise I won’t lose it.” I say to my dad who pulls me into a hug.
“Ok pumpkin. If you want to leave just let me know.” He says to me and I nod. Too scared to say anything because I’ll just cry.
I walk away from my dad and run outside. I let go of the breath I was holding and look up to the sky. Why me moon? Was my life so easy that I have to endure this kind of heartbreak? What am I supposed to be learning from this? That even mates can break your heart? Check. Consider my heart broken moon. I’m aching.
A strand tear makes its way out of my eye and I quickly wipe it off. I couldn’t cry, not right now.
“Why moon goddess… why me?” I say in hushed tone.
“Sabrina?” A voice I know all too well call my name. The tingles that shoot up my body from just saying my name make my knees weak. I can’t escape the feelings. I can now feel his eyes on me. Taking me in, he looked good too. Handsome. His hair looked so soft that I wanted to run my hands through it once again like old times. His lips were slightly parted looking soft and his body in that navy blue tuxedo was doing things to me. I wanted to run to him and cry in his arms. I wanted him to tell me it was all going to be ok… but he’s the one hurting me so how could he possibly make me feel better? I can smell Ralyn’s scent on him which infuriates me. Reminding me of everything that has happened to me. All that he has done to me. Sleeping with Ralyn, he got off of it.
Why wouldn’t he leave me alone?! Why couldn’t he just let me go and stop being so selfish! I’m hurting, can’t he see that? Do I need to sleep with someone for him to feel what he did to me? Argh!! It’s not like I’ll be able to go through with it. I take my virtue seriously and before all this chaos it was meant to be given to my mate. To Percy.
I need to get away from him. Can’t I get an invisibility cloak!? I cannot deal with Percy right now.
“Sabrina, you look amazing. Goddess, you look really beautiful. So perfect.” Percy says walking to me.
“Don’t come any closer. I don’t need this. I can’t do this. Not right now Percy just stops right there.” I speak. I was about to burst. I could feel it.
“You must hate me huh? I don’t blame you. I hate myself too for what I put you through.” Percy says.
“Hate you?” I laugh out loud. “That’s the problem! I can’t seem to hate you even if I try to. It’s this stupid mate bond. Why won’t you let me happy? Just accept my rejection and let me be!!” I scream at him.
“I can’t do that Sabrina. You’re mine!” He says walking again towards me.
“Oh, and what am I supposed to do? Be your mistress? Have me watch you and Ralyn prance around the pack hand in hand? You want me to watch you be with someone else? Feel you be with someone else?” I say to him in a defeated tone.
“I don’t love her Sabrina. I love you! It will always be you…” he says to me.
“It will never be me! It isn’t me right now. You’re supposed to be made for me but you chose someone else.” I say to him in an exasperated tone. My voice cracking.
“Sabrina, you know I had no choice. It was either that or start a war.” He says to me… oh, not this again.