I’m on my way to Erika to confront her if what Dylan said is true. I knew Dylan want to mess with me and what he said wasn’t true. Erika is not like that. Dylan just wants to make me angry and annoyed. He just wanted Erika and me to fight.
Earlier I wanted to leave but I couldn’t because the frantic Dylan called me and put me at the table with daddy. He even laughed at me and told me I feels irritated. He teased me the whole time and because I didn’t want them to suspect me, I joined their commotion.
I also drove Lileth home because there was no one who can send her and I especially didn’t want them to find a hole in me if I let Lileth go on them. Especially since Dylan was there who did nothing but scold me for thinking he is great. Too arrogant and self-absorbed.
It’s late at night and it’s dark but I don’t care. I will go to Erika so we can talk. I don’t care if she’s bi, but having sex with a woman while we are still in a relationship —- fuck it still cheating. Yes I am married and I cheat on her, but our issue is different.
Is it the reason why are they often together with Isabelle? Are they in a relationship or are they just for fun? Whatever it is, I don’t care, Erika is mine and no one is allowed to touch her even a woman.
A lot of thoughts I had right now. Is she just using me to cover up her true gender? Is she just using me to satisfy the call of the flesh or am I really satisfying her? Does Lileth know anything about her sister’s true identity so she just let me? Does Erika really love me?
FUCK!
I did not arrange the park and went straight down. But I was just outside when I saw Erika’s car next to another car. And who’s that fucking car and what is that doing here in the middle of the night?
I go straight to the entrance. I have a key in the main door so I can enter freely. As soon as I opened the door I heard a growl from the room. My heart throbs when I recognize a growl. It came from Erika, and the other one came with a woman.
“Oh Ah!”
“Fuck! Ah!”
I rush to the room where the door is open. And to my surprise, I saw them position themselves like scissors. They’re private parts rubbing each other. They’re lips kissing each other’s feet while moaning and screaming in pleasure.
It’s Erika and Isabelle pleasing each other. They do it here. She thought I wouldn’t come because I am busy at the party.
I didn’t know I would hate them. But I am fucking hurting right now seeing the woman I love fuck with another person. Feel the same pleasure that she supposed to feel only with me. Even say the woman is also with her.
“Erika?”
“Fuck! / Shit!”
The two of them quickly got up and covered themselves with a blanket.
“Dave?”
“It’s true what Dylan said.” I turn and left her. If maybe I caught her with a man I beat him or maybe I was killed in a rage.
“Dave wai —”
“Don’t touch me! You’re disgusting.” I removed her hand when she reached me.
“Dave, I’m sorry, let me explain.”
“Explain? You’re hiding me, Erika.” I said. “You fooled me.” I’m feeling really bad right now. I want to explode in anger.
“Dave,” she calls me and wanted to touch me.
“Do not touch me. I thought you were different. But you’re no different from Lileth, you’re cheated on me. You hurt me. You two are just crooks. What, you just used me as an option to cover up your gender? You don’t really love me as you say.”
“Dave, that’s not true. I love you, Dave, believe me.”
“Liars, you are liars. Nothing is true of you because you are swindlers. All of you! You are the same! Do you always put me aside? You always make me a catcher. You, Lileth, my family. Nothing is true to all of you because you only love when you need something from me.”
“Dave, please.” I saw her holding my chest. “Dave,”
“I don’t want to see you anymore.”
“No, no, no, please.”
“You’re all the same.”
“Dave, Dave!” I left her and before I finally left I saw Isabelle supporting her.
Fuck! I still thought her love was real. I thought she was different from Lileth. But they both turned out to be both fraudsters and users. They are no different from my family who only sees me when someone needs me.
Dad, his favorite is Dylan and Dane, and I’m just their second option. If they can’t do that’s the time he will see me.
Mom, she loves Daze and Dale. They are always first and when they can’t or when they’re done, I can only act later.
Even with the two women. I love Lileth, but what did she do? She got pregnant with others and married me to adopt her child. And Erika — I thought she really loved me because I was her first but she just used me to cover up her gender.
I don’t know how I got home. I just knew I was inside the house. I caught up with Lileth in the living room who was obviously waiting for me.
“Dustine, what happened?” I ignored her but she spoke again. “You go with Erika?”
“What do you care? Don’t start or else you won’t like what I did.”
“I’m not stopping you, Dustine.”
“Then why are you still asking?”
“Are you crying?”
“Why do you have so many questions?! Why do you care?!”
“Dustine, are you okay?”
“I’m not ok, and I won’t be ok because of you, because of you.”
“Dustine.”
“Because of you!” I destroyed everything I could see. I couldn’t restrain myself from being annoyed. “You started all of this.” I was completely lost in anger.
Why else would she pay attention to me? I hope he just let me go and didn’t interfere.
“Dustine, stopped.” She was about to take my hand but I pushed her hard so he fell to the floor.
“You are to blame for all this. It’s your fault why I’m like this!” I removed my belt and wrapped it around my hand. I am in pain, angry, mad, and sad, I have all the negative emotions right now and I can’t feel anything. “It’s your fault!”
I hit him with the belt. I heaped my anger on her. I want to get lost and let go of everything in my heart and mind. And because she’s her and interrupt me, I will heap my anger on her.
“Dustine, that’s enough!” She avoided me. I don’t know where the belt hits her body. “Stop!”
“Stop? You disappear from my life! Get out of my life! You are to blame for everything! You are the head and tail of everything! You started this mess!” I shouted loudly as I slapped her steadily.
“Stop!”
“Die!”
“Kill me now! Kill me, Dustine, so you can be free! To make you happy! Kill me now!” I stop beating her. My chest was pounding with anger. Even my breathing could be heard. She’s tired while leaning against the wall.
“Do you want to die?” I ask. “Then, I’m going to kill you.” I let go of the belt and knelt down. I grabbed her by the neck and choked her. I was lost in myself and only one was on my mind. To release my anger. “You’re going to die!”
Her face is already red. I tightened my grip on her even more. I was nervous and didn’t want to stop. I am no longer myself and I want to end this. She is the reason for everything so she should just die. I will kill her. I’m going to kill her so I can be at peace.
I see no restraint from her. She didn’t fight and just let me. She just looked at me as the vein on her forehead was coming out, a sign that she was having difficulty breathing.
Instead of fighting back, I didn’t expect what she would do next that would bring me back to my senses. And successively it brought tears to my eyes and brought me back to reality and what I am doing now.
She smiles at me.
She give me the sweetest smile that I never seen since we got married.
The smile that I last saw on our wedding day.
A smile that makes me fall for her.
Her smile is the reason why I love her. My comfort, my happiness, my calmness, the love of my life.
The smile she had lost since I tortured her is now something I have just seen again. The smile she gives me when she is happy and she wants me to be happy too. Now she gave me that smile because she was happy with what I was doing to her and she wanted me to be happy when she was gone.
I quickly removed my hand from Lileth’s neck. I immediately stood up and looked at my hand that had just been holding her neck. I heard her cough but she did not leave where she was seated. I could hear hrt gasping for breath.
What have I done? I almost killed her.
“Lileth?” I called her name but she didn’t answer. “I’m sorry.” My tears flowed one after another because I could not believe what I had done. I almost killed her and I admitted I wanted to. I lost myself and I couldn’t control myself.
She just kept on coughing while I kept on crying because I was so sorry for what I did.
“Lileth, I’m sorry.” I was about to approach her to help her and hug her when the door suddenly opened. Wallace, Cluster, and Dylan entered one after the other.
“What are you doing here?” No one answered. Dylan quickly approached Lileth. “What are you doing, Dylan?” Cluster, on the other hand, approached the large picture frame of Lileth and me’s wedding and then took something.
“You’re wrong on what you did,” Cluster said while holding a mini camera.
“You installed a camera in my house?” I asked Dylan but he didn’t answer and he held Lileth.
“I will take you,” he said.
“Y-yes, D-Damon, take me.” At the same time, she lost consciousness in Dylan’s arm.
“Dylan,” I called her as she lifted Lileth.
“You heard’ didn’t you? She said I would take her with me so it only meant one thing then, she chose me and not you.”
“You can’t take her because she’s my wife,”
“You can’t do anything.” He was already walking so I stopped him.
“Put her-” I didn’t finish what I was about to say and I also couldn’t keep approaching when Wallace blocked me.
“Wallace?”
“I’m sorry, we’re brother-in-law. You’re both my brother-in-law but I’m still Dylan is my boss. I am working with him. Don’t take it personally.” He tapped my shoulder and Dylan and Cluster left immediately.
“I’ll take my wife,” I said to Wallace.
“I will hurt you if you force what you want. I don’t want to do that but I have no choice.” I could do nothing but stand and watch Dylan with Lileth walking next to Cluster.
“Where are you taking my wife Dylan?!”
“Far from your hellish home!” And they left while I was left alone.