Dean smiling with a sweetest smile.
Flynt opens his eyes, starring at Dean, then pulling up his lover to his chest with teary eyes.
“Where have you been, Baby, i missed you like crazy.”
Dean kiss Flynt in the temple, eyes, nose, cheeck and lip. He missed his boyfriend so much and feeling guilty. Flynt looks so red because of his fever since last night. Luckyly today is Sunday.
Dean checked his cellphone once he got to the room and saw hundreds of messages from his friends, and especially Flynt. He also saw the video that Park recorded earlier, sent privately by Peter with the message, “Go home soon or you will be reported to the police as missing. Besides, Flynt is sicks. He never sleep nor eat since you’been gone. Engineering students will destroy medical if you don’t come back by Monday. Please, Dean, i want to graduate first before i die. Kay, too.”
Dean rushed in hurry to go to Flynt’s room. He came inside with his spare key when nobody answered the knock and looks to his lover whose sleep with heavy breath in bed.
Dean carresing Flynt chest and whisper to his ear sofly. “I’m sorry, Babe, i purposely went to calm down. Too many things to think about. I don’t want to be around you in a dilemma.” Said Dean softly. “I just feeling confused.”
“What do you think? Are you angry and decided to go away from me because of that girl? She is nothing to me, just a junior. I only love you, nothing else for me but you,” Flynt sobbing hard. “I never fallin love, nor thingking about love. My life is so flat, untill you came. Please believe me, I am only love you.”
Dean starred blanky and sighed heavily. “I feel that girl is perfect for you. I feel that I have prevented you from living a normal life, getting married and having children who will be your successors. I can’t give you that. I am afraid that you will lose the good future because you are with me.”
“Don’t say that! Don’t. You. Ever. Say. About. That. Again. Again!” Flynt grabbed Dean’s hand and emphasized his word with anger in his eyes. “You are my life. You are my everything. I don’t need anything but you. You can leave me, you can throw me away, never mind. I will crawl back to you. I will chase you again. Or i will kill myself with lonelyness and empty heart and soul.”
Dean looks into Flynt’s eyes with affection. “I love you more than anything, and it scares me. I hate feeling weak like this, but I want to give you my best even if it means letting you go. Can you understand? My love for you maybe wrong.”
Flynt releases his embrace and lies back down, his backing at Dean. “Go away then and don’t come back anymore. I never felt there was anything wrong with my feelings for you. What you feel about that girl, i’ve felt it hundreds of times since we were together, you are a casanova, many girls and boys worshipped you and i steal you from them, but I fight and believe in us. If you refuse to fight and trust me, then there’s nothing more to talk about. You free to go.”
Dean look at Flynt’s back with tears in his eyes. Strong emotional waves made him weak. He lies on his lover side and hugs his waist tightly. Tears flowed freely when he kissed the back and nape of his lover. He felt guilty that he had doubted his lover.
“I am guilty of doubting you. Will you forgive and give me one more chance to let you know how much I love you? I will fight for us, trust you, become strong for you. I won’t be able to live without you. Days without you drive me crazy. I’m just too stubborn to admit it. Baby, please, forgive me, please?”
Flynt sigh. His heart ached to feel the wet kiss on his back and nape. He turned and looked at his lover. He grabs Dean’s face and kisses his eyes to stop the tears flowing.
“Love, i will always forgive you, even before you ask for it. Don’t ever leave me like that again, or you will meet me in a coffin when you decide to return. Got that?”
Dean nods and kisses Flynt longingly. Flynt returns the kiss gently. They shed feelings to each other in an emotional atmosphere.
Dean releases the kiss after a while and places his forehead against Flynt’s forehead. “Your fever has subsided. I brought rice and fried chicken, you have to eat and take medicine, after that i will help you clean up. come on, let me make up for my mistake by taking care of you.”
Flynt smiled and felt much better when he saw Dean do everything he said earlier. Dean cover Flynt with duvet after cleaning and make him lay back down. Dean sat back against the head of the bed and picked up his phone.
Flynt grabbed Dean’s hand and asked. “Where were you go, Dean?”
“Beach. I always run away to beach if i feel something depressed me.”
Flynt frowned. “What beach? Having fun with girls in bikinis?”
Dean stroked Flyntp’s hair and shook his head seriously. “No. They are absolutely not attractive to me anymore. I just stay in the hotel room and cry until my eyes hurt. I miss you and tormented. I imagined you and that girl together. I felt very stupid when I came home and saw the video that Park made and sent by Peter. ”
“You are a fool that i love very much,” Flynt kissed Beam’s hand. “What video did you say earlier? What were Park and Peter doing?”
“Here!”
Flynt watched the video on Dean’s cell phone and smiled. “Remind me to buy gifts for those two. Now, you see, it’s not only you who are not interested in bikini-clad girls, neither do I. I need nothing more than you.”
Dean lay down and hugged Flynt tightly. “I feel something strange about this girl named Flower, Babe. She’s very brave and a bitch. I’m going to find out who she is, and chop her up just in case she’ll throw herself at you again.”
Flynt laughed. “Don’t worry, Love. I told my friends to do it. They will report it to me tomorrow. She is indeed different from most girls and I feel an unpleasant aura from her. Stop worrying and make love to me. I really miss you.”
“That bitch! She will be death in my hand next time she touch you again.”
“Sure! I will cut her hand myself, Babe. Now, please, let me love you, Babe.”
“I’ll take you to the beach when you’re better. I want to make love to you on the beach, on the sand.” Dean touching Flynt’s body gently and began to kiss every inch of his lover’s skin. Flynt sighed and started moaning when Dean’s hand slipped into his shorts.
“Dean …. Oh, Love, i missed you …. ”
“I am your bitch, Flynt, not her, not anyone else. I will make you moan my name only when i touch you and i will scream your name when you fill me with your d*ck.”
Flynt lost in pleasure when Dean start to eat him down there.
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