~Zion’s POV~
Even though I don’t remember anything from the night, I despised myself for sleeping with Kelly. I am well aware that Maya will never forgive me for what I have done, but I had no choice but to act in this manner. I simply could not continue to watch Kelly torment my little girl any longer. Let her hurt me in whatever way she sees fit, not my angel. That day, I felt like I was dying on the inside when I went home and watched Maya crying as she took our daughter without so much as giving me a single glimpse of acknowledgment. But hearing her scream for help made me believe that there might be hope for us. I am nothing without my wife and kids. The idea of living a life without my Maya, my Bunny, is just way too much for me to swallow. I watched as she began to kiss our daughter, and it caught my attention. I was aware that I had reached the point where I could no longer take it because whatever the hell Kelly had given me was truly exhausting me. After having a one-night fling with Kelly, I already feel guilty standing in front of my wife. The problem is that I can’t remember shit!
I am currently sitting here in the hospital bed acting like a vegetable. Maya hasn’t come here. I don’t blame her. I would kill her if anyone ever slept with my wife. It’s been one day already. I know I’m demanding so much from her since she just delivered our kids and they need her more than me. But why do I feel such resentment at the fact that she is now paying all of her attention to our children? Why can’t I move a damn thing? I feel so numb. What was in that needle that that whore injected into me? Being imprisoned in one’s own body while being unable to escape because nothing around you is moving can be a very trying to experience. But wait! I couldn’t help but have a little chuckle to myself. Why the fuck would my cock respond to everything? It’s not Maya’s fault that she knows such intimate details about my sexuality; I simply happen to be a pervert. Just as I was about to close my eyes and let my thoughts wander, I heard the door to the room open.
“Hey, baby!” Hearing that voice really got me excited.
Hey, Bunny!
I felt a kiss on my lips. Then my hospital gown was yanked open.
Oh, la la, at least there is one bright side to being forced to stay in this horrible bed. I get to have my crotch sucked on a daily basis.
When her warm breath brushed up against my shaft, I could feel the load in my balls, ready to explode in anticipation.
Hell! My very own private inferno.
As soon as she started sucking me, I had a distinct impression that I was going to black out.
The fuck Zion, you are already out!
I let out a deep groan in the very back of my head. I have no control over my body at all. I had the want to start jamming my cock so firmly into that filthy little mouth of hers.
Fuck! Maya!
After a while, I could eventually feel her tears trickling down my thighs. I could not believe how fantastic I was feeling despite the fact that she was in so much distress. She really wanted me to wake up. When I felt her tears, it caused my heart to become quite heavy. But after that, she persisted in sucking me till I came. After that, she helped me clean up and brought a chair over so that she could sit next to me. While she was massaging my hand, she started talking to me.
“Aurora is fine now, and she is eating well. I really want you to wake up, Zion. The kids need you.”
What about you? What about you, Maya? Do you need me too?
“I still can’t get the feeling that you went to sleep with someone else after I had just given birth to our children and I was on my period. I know we didn’t have a choice, but it hurts so much, Zion. I really wanted to despise you, but I just can’t do it. I had the impression that I was muddled about how I felt about you, Zion, but believe me when I say that I have never been muddled about how I feel about you. After all the pain I went through when giving birth to our children, the last thing I needed was for you to go and sleep with her. If you still insist on punishing me, I ask that you consider an alternative method because this one causes pain.”
I am not angry at you, Maya. I am just disgusted that I had to sleep with her and you knew all about it. I really despise myself for putting you through so much anguish because of my actions. I said that in the back of my head. It is going to hurt like a motherfucking bitch. I want to reply to her that I am not punishing her. I want to let her know that even if I slept with Kelly; I felt nothing for her. I want to tell her that she will always be my Bunny. Since I can remember, I’ve had a deep-seated desire to wed you and no one else. As I felt myself becoming more weak and ineffective, I could feel tears streaming down my face. I say my prayers and keep my fingers crossed that she won’t give up on us. I really hope that she is aware that Kelly does not hold any significance for me.
“So Zion, while you are here. I wanted to let you know that I’m going to be the best mother for our kids. I will tell them about you and bring them here now and then so that they can meet you. The boys are just a copy of you. Observing them is like observing a mini version of yourself. I really love you Zion, and I hope you can get off the damn drug and watch your princess and prince grow.” After she kissed me, I heard the sound of a chair being pushed in the opposite direction.
“Despite the fact that I really want to hang out with you here, I have to go. It’s time to breastfeed the kids. You better wake up very early because if you don’t, you will be fighting for my boobs with the kids.”
Competition
I have a fucking competition. I bet I suck better than those three little monkeys!
“Bye baby, I will see you tomorrow. I hate being away from you, Zion. Please think about us every day because I don’t go on a day without thinking of you.”
After Maya departed, all I could think about was her and how badly I wanted to be able to satisfy her needs once more. Ahh damn this drug and I don’t even know when I’m going to be okay. This hurt. My only want is to get out of bed and spend some quality time with my children.