Cici say what?
Their heated love making on the day he met me most have resulted to this. He shouldn’t have had sex with her especially after meeting me, he shouldn’t have had anything to do with her at all. I was so angry at both of them, if at all they wanted to have sex there’s a condom for gods sake.
Damon’s laugh echoed through the room and I had no idea why he was laughing at a matter that wasn’t even humorous.
“I don’t know what game you are playing at but I know fully well that I’m not interested.” Damon said angrily
“If you think I’m lying here’s the test.” She said handing it to him.
“I’m seven weeks pregnant Damon and it’s our baby.” She said smiling
“You’ve finally outdone yourself this time”I said clapping my hands. ” Congratulations.”
“Lee, I swear to you the baby’s not mine” Damon said and I laughed
“Then whose is it then? It couldn’t have been anyone but you.”
“Yes Damon, the baby’s ours” Cici spoke up
“Shut up.” I shouted walking up to her. “Why did you have anything to do with him, why couldn’t he have left her alone?” I shouted
“How’s it your business you filthy thing?” she asked and I slapped her
“He’s my business.” I said possessively
“So you want Damon?” she asked angrily. “Damon is mine and I’m surely not going to loose him to a thing like you.”
“He’s not yours, he’s mine and only mine.” I shouted furiously hitting her head on the wall. “You should watch how you talk to me, I won’t hesitate to kill you and that thing you’re carrying.”
“How on earth did this happen Cici?” all my anger transferred to him. Didn’t he know what he did that got her pregnant?
“How did this happen? Let me give you a hint, you were fvcking her that’s how.” I shouted angrily at him.
“Lee, calm down let me make you understand.” Damon said holding my hand trying to soothe me.
“Understand what exactly?” I snapped pulling my hands away from him. “How great she was in bed that you didn’t stop? I don’t want to understand then.”
“Get out of here Cici.” he growled out angrily using his alpha tone and she scoffed before going away.
“You knew I was your mate Damon yet you still had sex with her not minding that you had a mate and what hurt most was that you did it twice.” I said voice was laced with anger and hurt.
“Lee I…” he began and I cut him short telling him to shut up.
“Which excuse are you going to give now huh? she’s carrying your child and if it’s a boy then I’m done for. I’m your mate but it looks like I’m not going to have anything to do with you. It was stupid of me to think that everything will be fine between us, you can fulfil your long last dream of her being your luna.” I said walking towards the door and he pulled me back.
“You are my Luna Lee, why can’t you understand that I want you for everything not her. I swear to you e every god that the child is not mine.” he said holding my hand staring at my eyes and I could detect anger and hurt in his. He had no right to feel those things, I’m the one that’s going to get thrown out.
“You can lie or swear all you want, it wouldn’t change the truth.” I said avoiding to look into his eyes.
“So you’re just going to believe her words over mine? ” he asked, he sounded and looked hurt.
“I have every evidence to.”I said coldly.
“Cici might be pregnant but it’s not mine. ” he said and I laughed, who’s he trying to fool?
“Try telling that to a fool and not me. It was nice being with you in the small moments we shared but I guess it’s useless since we’re back to square one.” I said walking out and he didn’t stop me.
I entered Sam and Jonathan’s room and sat on the bed, I really wanted to cry about the fate I had. How would the moon goddess do this to me? We were getting better but now I doubt if everything would be okay. He just couldn’t keep his díck in his trouser and now our relationship is ruined. She’d be his Luna and have his children while I’d probably be dead somewhere and so I just cried.
It was really heartbreaking, I never get anything I want. I was looking forward to how he’d mark me, us mating but now it would never happen. Maybe he didn’t want me anyway, maybe he’s ashamed of me.
“Lee what’s wrong?” Sam asked
“Is Damon right, what did he do?” Jonathan questioned.
“Cici, she’s pregnant for Damon.” I replied then I started crying.
“I can’t help it. One of these days Loranda will come for me and I might die. I wanted to die knowing I have a mate who loves me and a child but now I have nothing.”
“You have Damon.” Sam reassured
“She has him already, what’s just left is the mating ceremony and for him to make her his Luna and reject me.”
“He wouldn’t do that.” Jonathan said and I just laughed. At this point anything is possible.
“I don’t want to stay here again. Let’s leave.”
“Surely you don’t mean that.” Jonathan said shocked.
“I mean it, I want to leave. Probably tomorrow.”
“So you’re just going to give up like that?” Sam angrily asked
“There’s no point in fighting, if he ever wanted me he wouldn’t have done that.” I said softly feeling the tears run down.
“So you’re going to prefer being on the run than to stay where you’re safe? ” Jonathan asked calmly although I knew he wanted to shout.
“Safe here? I knew I wasn’t safe here or anywhere. It’d take only a matter of days for Loranda to get here and she’s not the only one after me, Damon pack is too. I know they want to put me in jail, torture me before killing me. It’s better to go now and be on the run than stay where I’m not wanted knowing my only hope won’t save me. I can’t stay here.”
Some hours later after waking up from a sleep I didn’t realise I got into. I got out of the room to find something to eat and I saw Chase, Sam and Jonathan in the kitchen.
“How are you doing Lee? ” Chase asked passing me cookies and a glass of milk as I sat.
“Terrible, you’ve heard of Cici’s pregnancy?”
“Damon told me.” he said sadly.
He’s wasting no time in telling in his friends the good news about his Luna and child.
“I see.” was the only thing I could say, I wanted to cry and I rarely do.
“Lee, the baby can’t be his.”Chase said, what’s with people and saying.
“You’re just taking his side but seriously there’s no need. I don’t care.”
“Lee just listen.” Chase begged.
“I don’t want to. I don’t want to talk or hear anything about it.” I angrily said.
“I’ve found my mate.” Chase announced but he didn’t sound as excited as I thought he would be.
“That’s good for you bro, it’s just me.” Jonathan congratulated and whined and Sam added his too.
“That’s nice. Where and when did you find her?” I asked getting excited about having a girl friend.
“I found her in the pack cell today.” he said and I had my mouth open. That’s not what I expected to hear. Pack cell, this doesn’t sound good.
“Pack cell? What’s she doing there?” we chorused
“She’s the rogue who shot Damon.” he answered and I gasped.
His fate was worse, at least I didn’t shoot Damon. I wonder how this must be for him. I’m sure they’d want to kill her, I wanted to a while ago. Would Damon let her go because she’s his mate?
“From what I’ve heard earlier I know enough to say she’s toast.” Jonathan said and Chase sighed heavily.
“I sincerely don’t know what to do it’s driving me crazy.” Chase said and I could feel how pain.
“What’s Damon say?” I asked, does he want her killed?
“He doesn’t want her to be killed as much as I do, the council wouldn’t listen to that and I think they’d come for you guys too.
Could things get any worse?
“We have to leave I don’t want to die yet.” Jonathan said jokingly but I knew he was serious.
“If we’re going let’s take Chase mate with us.” I suggested.
“You wouldn’t be able to, the security is very tight you wouldn’t be able to walk in there unnoticed.” Chase said sadly
“I can do that, we can.” I said confidently.
” We can come up with a plan, I’d leave with you guys too.” Chase said and I nodded.
I was going to leave Damon with Cici so they can have their happily ever after, it made me sad to leave but it’s something that has to be done.
The next hour was spent building up a plan, we’re leaving in the next two days.
It was dark already, 9pm to be exact and I haven’t seen Damon for six hours, I missed him. I tried sleeping but I couldn’t, I stayed up not falling asleep, the time was ten now. I tossed and turned feeling uncomfortable and my mind was in a state of unease replaying today’s incident.
I suddenly wanted to see Damon, what if his back was hurting him, what if he couldn’t sleep too. I got out of the bed and was at Damon doorstep before I knew it. I wanted to go in but decided against it. He could take care of himself. I still couldn’t sleep when I went back to bed and knowing I wouldn’t sleep till I saw him I decided to just go and see him.
I went into his room, the lights were off but I could see him laying on the bed. I decided to steal some of his shirt so that I’d be able to sleep with his scent. I took out three shirts and just as I closed the wardrobe I felt a hand around me and I knew instantly that it was Damon from his scent and the way my body reacted to his touch.
“Spend the night with me Lee.” he begged, the desperation clear in his voice.
I wanted to give in, I was craving him, isn’t that why I couldn’t sleep. I needed his hands around me, I wanted to hold him as I slept but I couldn’t and besides I needed to get used to being alone again.
“I can’t.” I said pulling his hands away and he sighed.
“Don’t do this to us Lee.” he begged and that set me off.
“Do this to us? You’re the one who did this to us, don’t try putting the blame on me, I wasn’t the one who was having sex with someone.” I angrily said
“Lee baby I apologise for having sex with her, I have before but I swear to you she’s not pregnant for me. Why can’t you just believe that it’s a lie?” he asked frustratingly reaching out to me.
“Oh, I can see it’s a lie, the one you’re telling.” I said angrily.
“I’m not lying to you, I’d never do that.” he said and I scoffed.
“Who are you kidding? I don’t care what you can or can’t do. I don’t want this drama, I’m not interested in acting.”
“Neither am I Lee. I can see now that you don’t trust me, you’re not even willing to believe me.” he sounded hurt
“Yes I don’t believe you because everything points at you. Even if I wanted to I can’t.”
“If you trust me even just a bit you’d believe what I have to say irrespective of everything but right now I can see that you don’t at all.” he said, he sounded so hurt, as if he was in so much pain.
“Don’t dare bring trust into this. It’s solely you.” I spat out angrily.
“I can see you’re not going to believe any word I say, it’s useless talking to you.” he said going to bed.
“Just as it’s useless being with you, it’s just a complete waste of time so don’t worry you have forever to talk to Cici who’s worth talking to and I’d just leave since that’s what you want me to.”
I was angry, extremely angry. By the time I had finished talking Damon had me pinned to the wall.
“I don’t want you to. You’re not going to leave me, I wouldn’t allow you to.” he growled out.
“My mind is set Damon, you’d wake up and wouldn’t find me here. I’m done with all these nonsense.”
” I wouldn’t let you leave my side, I wouldn’t allow it.” he growled again intimidating me with his gaze. I could see his eyes that was glittering green before now turning to black. His wolf was threatened by my statement.
“You can’t stop me Damon. When I leave you’d never see me again. I’d forget about you and continue my life with someone that matters, someone that would love and appreciate me.” of course I didn’t really mean what I said except from leaving.
He furiously hit the wardrobe very close to my cheeks, he was furious and I had a feeling he had wanted to hit me not the wardrobe.
“You wouldn’t be able to leave this place Lee, even if you go to the end of the world I would search for you and wouldn’t stop till I find you and once I do I’d never let you out of my sight because you’re mine Lianna and I don’t let go of what’s mine.” he growled out possessively, his eyes completely black.
“You can’t let go of what you’re not holding in the first place. I’m not yours, you can’t call me yours, you didn’t realize I was yours when you did what you did with Cici.” I said angrily and I could see some tears slip. I was really hurt, I hate crying.
“You are mine Lee, only mine.” he growled out his teeth elongated to his canine. He was going to mark me to make me understand that I’m his.
Oh no.