“Whore… slut… bitch… cunt… cum-dump… fuck-hole,” she immediately whispered, as if she wasn’t at all disturbed by his cruel question.
Dan was shocked. Then he considered the evidence of the physical abuse. Why hadn’t he expected there to be mental abuse to go with it? She seemed to be having trouble with her throat. He caught her glance to the glass of water. God he was so stupid! She was parched and the glass of water was right there beside her. Full. She hadn’t taken a drop though he could hear that her throat was raw. He took the glass and lifted it to her lips as he helped her sit up slightly. She sipped at first but when he didn’t take it away she began to gulp at the water desperately.
“Whoa, easy now. Drink slower or you’ll make yourself sick,” he said. She immediately stopped and dropped her eyes again.
“I didn’t say you should stop drinking. If you want more, please drink. Just take smaller sips. Let your stomach adjust,” he said, using as calm a voice as he could.
She glanced up again then she began to sip at the water. When it was almost gone she pulled back slightly so he put the glass back on the end table and allowed her to settle back on the bed. He was realizing that she wasn’t going to collapse in grief with the loss of her “master” and that was a tremendous relief for Dan. She still seemed to be a little nervous but was no longer looking to the doorway every few seconds. So, he was probably right when he’d guessed she was expecting the man to arrive. That was one BIG concern out of the way, for both of them it seemed.
“Look, I’m not going to use those names on you so I’d prefer your real one.” Her eyes flicked up to his face once. “Do you remember your name?” he asked. She paused then shook her head.
How could you not recall your own name? What the hell had been done to her? Well, he couldn’t just give her a name. Assigning her a name like Mary, Joan, or Brenda just felt wrong. But a nickname might be OK. It was a friendly gesture as long as the name didn’t offend. He thought about what his Mom would have said if she had been alive to meet this young woman. First thing she’d do is feed the poor dear as she was so ‘willowy’. His mom loved those old genteel expressions. He smiled at the memory of his mother. He looked at the woman and decided that ‘Willow’ really did suit her. Gracefully slender and lithe. At least it did now with her underfed body. He’d have to be careful how he approached this. He didn’t want to hurt her feelings.
“Would you mind if I called you ‘Willow’ until you recall your real name?” he asked gently.
She looked into his eyes with surprise. Even her mouth made a cute little o shape. When she realized she was keeping eye contact she quickly looked down but he could see a smile forming on her lips which she tried to hide. She gave him a little nod in agreement.
It was time for him to follow his mother’s ‘advice’ and get some food into her to begin her restoration. “OK ‘Willow’, I’m going to go make us some breakfast. Considering you look like you haven’t eaten in a while I’m going to have you start with some warm porridge and we will see how your stomach handles that. If you are fine by lunch I will start slowly increasing your portions from that meal onwards. Is that OK with you?” She gave him another small nod though she kept her eyes down. He was getting a little exasperated by that but he wouldn’t push her.
“I’ll just step out to the kitchen to prepare the food. You should get dressed and come meet me there when you are ready, OK? It’s just down the hall to the left.”
He went to the kitchen and prepared breakfast for them both. Porridge for her and eggs for him. The simple act of cooking settled his nerves. Dealing with people was still very difficult for him. He always felt so uncomfortable around people and always said the wrong things. As he worked on preparing the meals he realized that it actually felt good taking care of someone other than himself. He hadn’t realized how much he’d missed it with his self-imposed isolation.
He hadn’t heard her enter the kitchen so he jolted a little when he turned back from the fridge to find her standing topless at the end of the counter. She was wearing his socks and track pants but was holding the shirt and bikini top in her hands. He was so surprised he dropped an egg from his nerveless fingers. His eyes locked on her chest until the egg cracked on the floor at his feet. He glanced down and said “Shit!”
Willow’s expression froze and she dropped down before him and knelt with her forehead pressed to the floor. Her hair fell over the broken egg and soaked it in. He could see she was trembling. Grabbing some paper towels he knelt down and gently took her shoulders in his hands. She flinched deeply at his touch at first but he helped her sit back on her heels then he used the paper towels to sop up the raw egg in her hair. She’d need to wash it but first he wanted her to eat something so she wouldn’t pass out in the shower. She kept her eyes down looking at the floor. He did his best to keep his eyes off her chest.
“Willow, you didn’t do anything wrong. Even if you had I wouldn’t expect you to kneel at my feet. OK? I don’t know what that guy did to you but you aren’t going to be treated poorly here.”
Her trembling slowed to a stop as the beating she was expecting didn’t happen. She cautiously glanced at his face and saw he had an uncomfortable smile. She was obviously confused and looked back down again.
“Can I ask you why you are topless?” he asked gently.
Willow held out the bikini top. She held it against her chest but he could see she didn’t know how to tie the straps. He’d never tied one of these before either but she didn’t even seem willing to try. He helped them both stand. Steeling himself to consider this as just another engineering puzzle he could help her without being embarrassed by the personal nature of the task.
Standing this close to her he realized that she was actually a couple of inches taller than his 5′ 8″. He actually had to look up a little to look in her eyes. It was then, when he was just inches from her face that he noticed her eyes. They were the most amazing shade of green with gold flecks. Finding himself getting lost in her eyes he pulled himself back to the task at hand.
He took the bikini top from her and tied the top straps together and slipped the loop over her head. Then he got behind her and pulled the bottom strings under her arms and tied it in a bow on her back. He came back around to her front to see if he’d tied it correctly. Her large breasts were straining at the fabric and spilling out of the bottoms. He realized he should have tied the lower string first to provide support under her heavy breasts then tie the top strap to lift the flesh up into a comfortable position. She stood quietly with no expression on her face while he redid the ties. Soon she was looking spectacular in the silky bikini top though it was a little small and struggled to support her bounty. The small gold rings in her nipples could easily be seen pushing against the fabric.
Willow shyly looked into his eyes and he was surprised to see a little desperate need there. Like she was looking for acceptance or praise. He was a little uncomfortable but words sprung to his lips automatically. “You look truly lovely!” And she did, aside from looking like she was starving. She certainly had the frame and foundation for true beauty. If she hadn’t been so neglected she would be gorgeous.
Her expression underwent a strange transformation at his words. She looked shocked at first, like she’d never heard someone mention her beauty before. Then her eyes welled up with tears and she bit her lower lip. She lowered her eyes again but the smile stayed on her lips. Dan took his fleece shirt from her hand and held it out for her to place her arms into the sleeves. He turned her around once the shirt was over her shoulders so he could button up the front. He really needed to hide her amazing tits as his erection was threatening to split his jeans. Having his hands so close to them was not helping.
He grabbed some more paper towel and wiped up the remains of the dropped egg. Then he turned back to their breakfast and allowed the homey activity take his thoughts away from Willow’s beauty and the tightness developing in his pants.
When he was finished he noted that she was still standing exactly where he’d left her. Dan raised an eyebrow and pointed to the chair at the small table by the window. She went to the chair and sat. He placed the full bowl and spoon before her and went back to get his own meal. When he returned he could see her eyes were fixed on the bowl but she hadn’t moved. The scent of its rich flavor was gently rising in the steam towards her face and Dan saw a line of drool had tracked from the corner of her mouth to drop to her lap from her chin.
“Willow? Willow!” Dan said, trying to get her attention.
She jumped slightly then flinched, expecting a slap.
“It’s OK, you can eat. I made sure it’s not too hot. It’s safe,” he said gently.
She lifted the spoon awkwardly then scooped a good amount into her mouth. She froze when the porridge hit her tongue. Her eyes closed in bliss as she rolled the warm porridge across her tongue then swallowed it. She glanced at Dan from under her bangs then quickly took another scoop, then another. Accelerating. Dan reached out and gently took her hand. She froze and looked down, trembling.
“Willow, it’s OK. Just eat slower or you might make yourself sick. We have all the time in the world. Enjoy your meal.” He released her hand after making sure she’d keep the spoon in it.