Li Ze hurriedly asked, “Then whose child is it?”
“My ex’s.”
“So,” Li Ze widened his eyes, “So you were cheating at first?”
“Right,”
“Why? How could you be like that? “Li Ze was still unwilling to believe it, “When I asked why you didn’t need my money, you said you hated women who cheated, right? Since you hate they, why did you cheat?”
“Because I hate myself!”
Li Jiayi burst into tears with the shout.
Looking at Li Jiaxue trembling violently, Li Ze felt as if he was dreaming. In the woman he knew, he had always felt that the people most unlikely to cheat was Li Jiaxue. However, he was wrong. The feeling of being betrayed made Li Ze feel uncomfortable. He didn’t dare to believe other women.
In fact, Li Ze had similar feelings before, when he found out that his wife was probably cheating.
He didn’t expect that he would actually feel it again in his friend again.
How ridiculous!
After a long sigh, Li Ze asked, “Just what’s going on?”
In two minutes, Li Jiaxue stopped crying and said softly, “I was following your wife to the airport last month. In the last few minutes, I lost her because I went to the toilet. I knew then that she might not have boarded the plane, but I decided to line up the queue anyway. I realized that she wasn’t actually on the plane, so I should have been left the plane. But I phoned my husband, lying that I couldn’t get off the plane after losing her. However, he interrogated whether I was ready to find my ex in Beijing. You know I am stubborn, especially in front of him, so I hate him talking to me in that tone of doubt. Since he suspected me, I had to go to Beijing. So it’s not that I couldn’t get off. I stayed on the plane on purpose.”
Wiping away her tears, Li Jiaxue continued, “After arriving in Beijing, I’ve contacted my ex-boyfriend and asked him to pick me up, as to enrage Shi Jiajie. And because my ex-boyfriend had been obsessed with me all the time, so he drove right down. While he was driving to the airport, I was also wondering if I was right. Of course I felt wrong, so I called my ex again, and he said he’d be at the airport right away, and he wanted to have a talk with me. I couldn’t refuse him, and so I told him where I was. He had really changed a lot that he looked more mature, and that he was more able of boasting. He complimented me on my being prettier and more polite. Then he invited me to visit the Tiananmen Square, and said he had booked me a hotel. I knew he might be planing, so I rejected him. I told him that I just want a talk, it’s only in the McDonald’s. He agreed, then we took a seat in it. He looked very reluctant in missing me when I told him I was leaving in four. He didn’t care that I was married. He said he’d been waiting for me for years. I knew he’s married so I retort it. But he said it was just his parents’ order. Then we continued with previous things, which made me a little depressed.”
Peeking at the frowning Li Ze, she continued, “He followed me into the toilet then. He hugged me, kissed me, fumbling on my body. He said he missed me, even when he was having sex with his wife. I tried to push him away, but in the end I didn’t. Then we made love in the toilet while he ejected inside. I said I didn’t want to see him again, and went to change my boarding pass. He didn’t show up again. I was so stupid. He was rather have sex with me to be with me. Because it was in safe period, I didn’t take contraceptive pills, but it turned out to be a pregnancy.”
Li Ze was endlessly furious at her words, “You shouldn’t have done it! Don’t you know how much I believed in you?”
“I know I shouldn’t have done it, but I was still angry with Jiajie. In addition, my ex-boyfriend was so enthusiastic. I just…”
Li Jiaxue already didn’t know what to say, so she had to remain in silent.
Looking at Li Jiaxue, Li Ze asked, “Since you cheated first, Why won’t you forgive your husband?”
“If I’d forgiven him, he’d know I was pregnant, and deduct that I was pregnant when I went to Beijing. Whatever, it turns out to be the divorce. Therefore I divorced him with his cheating. Since we’ll get a divorce sooner or later, it’d better I mentioned it.”
“I don’t understand why you can’t keep your bottom line.”
“Because I love my ex-boyfriend,”
“Then why did you married Shi Jiajie?”
“Whether it’s a man or a woman, they can’t possibly marry their beloved ones. So they could easily miss the past in confusion and betray the other when meeting their beloved ones. Until I experienced it, I thought it was absurd. But after that I know it’s not ridiculous. Of course, I know I am to blame, so I don’t deserve to live with Shi Jiajie. So divorce is the best choice for us.”
“I still don’t believe you would have done it,” Li Ze felt distressed, “You two match. If you haven’t been to Beijing, it would have happened.”
“I came to Beijing for following your wife. It’s also one of the reason I hate her.”
“Forget it, it has already happened anyway. It’s nonsense to keep on it. Whether you remarry Shi Jiajie or marry another one, I hope you won’t be like that.”
“So you’re looking down on me, aren’t you?”
“We’re just friends. It doesn’t matter to me your view. You’re not bad as a friend.”