Li Ze asked, “Aren’t you married a year before me?”
“I found it inappropriate and divorced then,” Liu Shanshan, with her headYoun, held her right hand in her left hand, “My ex-husband was introduced by my family, and we married in next nearly three months. He was nice to me during the courtship, just like what you did to me. But when we got married, I realized he was filled with trouble. Of course, what I couldn’t tolerate was that he often went to KTV or bars with sorts of friends, which he said was to make a good relationship with them and make it easier to contract for the construction site.”
Liu Shanshan sighed heavily,” Anyway, I argued with him a few times over this matter, and even went to the parents’ side. His parents told him not to behave like that again, and he agreed. My parents said that since we were already married, I’d try my best to tolerant. And assumed that he’d be more restrained if I could deliver a baby. I couldn’t get pregnant for one year. Plus we totally diverged on interests, so we got divorced. Both of us graduated from the art department, as a result, we are sensitive to color, and I have the habit of painting in spare time. I wanted to get his compliments, but he always said I had been too boring as well as painted like a kid. I don’t think the material conditions of the other part are important than a stable relationship. If you don’t get along well with the other, then you might be in a strange dream and feel uncomfortable.
Li Ze asked, “You didn’t remarry?”
“We are different from men,” said Liu Shanshan, ” Women will seriously turn in a plunge after divorce while men are better. That’s why, even if someone likes me, when hearing I’ve been divorced they won’t dare to marry me. The year before that, I got a chance to marry, but I refused it. He’s shorter than me, a butcher with two children. My parents told me not to pick, but I said I’d rather be alone than to tolerant. After that, my parents didn’t introduce men to me anymore and told me not to go home since I could find the other part.
“So the first marriage must be cautious,”
“If my parents hadn’t opposed it, maybe we’d have gotten married.”
“Yes,” Li Ze added at a pierce of Liu Shanshan with her head down. “But the past has been gone. It’s no way to back.”
Hearing Li Ze’s words, Liu Shanshan’s brows furrowed very tightly.
After a few minutes of silence, she said, “What’s the relationship between you two?”
“Good, anyway,” Li Ze said, “She is a person very kind and hardworking. All sorts of fundamental things are in her hand. Also, she is tender that hardly angry with me or anyone around me. There’s no such thing between bridegroom and parents in law for she is good to them. What’s more, she was promoted three months ago and became the leader of the human resources department, earning more than ten thousand yuan per month, so we have a very happy life. ”
Liu Shanshan frowned even more tightly as if her eyebrows were about to touch hearing Li Ze’s lovely affairs.
The reason Li Ze said that was afraid that Liu Shanshan would be thinking about the resurgence of their love.
Li Ze could feel Liu Shanshan’s resentment in her words.
Not for him, but for the last marriage.
Because of this kind of resentment, Liu Shanshan might miss his goodness, so she thought of forming a family with him.
Although he had a lot of common language with Shanshan, he had never thought of reconnecting with Liu Shanshan.
After all, the affair had passed with the wind, and it was impossible to return.
After a moment of silence, Liu Shanshan asked,” If I hadn’t come over, would you be prepared to let my cousin be on her own?”
“I planned to stay up here. I have told my wife.”
‘Doesn’t she mind? ‘
“She was sure I couldn’t do anything with a woman in drugs,” Li Ze said with a laugh. “Anyway, my wife is a very rational woman. Therefore I love her.”
“Then please go back later. I’m afraid something will happen to my cousin that I can’t deal with as a woman.”
“Well,” Li Ze fumbled a cigarette out of his pocket,” Would you mind me smoking?”
“It’s fine, it’s normal for a man to smoke.”
Lighting a cigarette, Li Ze tried to find a topic, but he didn’t know what to say. Looking at Liu Shanshan who had remained in a pose and her face covered by hair, Li Ze felt something strange in his heart. Li Ze remembered someday sitting on the grass of the campus once more with Shanshan, he directly kissed Shanshan for her profile was very beautiful. They were in love at that time, at most hand in hand. So his sneak attack rubified her face, making her tap on his breast as coquetry.
For both of them were art students. Occasionally they posed to each other as models.
Liu Shanshan had also been a model for Li Ze. At that time, Li Ze was really astonished by her body.
It was only because he was thinking of having the first night with Liu after getting married, that he didn’t ask for making love with Liu in physiological reaction. He remembered the day Liu Shanshan told him to break up, she cursed him an idiot and just ran away in tears. Until now, Li Ze didn’t know the meaning of the word “idiot” either.
Li Ze smoked a cigarette, “Why did you call me an idiot?”
Liu Shanshan looked at Li Ze, “When?”
“The day you broke up with me,”.
“Because you’re an idiot,” Liu Shanshan laughed, “Although the atmosphere of our university was not open as now, there will still be a lot of students going out every weekend to love hotel. As for my dorm, except for the two without a boyfriend, the other four, including me, have boyfriends. The other three had gone out with boyfriends but me. So they tease me about it sometimes, asking whether it’s my reason or yours. Every time I was asked, I said I didn’t want to do that so early to leave the first time till marriage. In fact, I had the thoughts sometimes when I was with you. However, I was more introverted than I was then, so I couldn’t tell it initially. A month before I broke up with you, I encouraged myself to perform as a naked model for you, which hoped you’d make love with me. My parents were already urging us to break up with you at that time, so I wanted to deliver a baby for you then we could get married. ”
Hearing Liu Shanshan’s words, Li Ze forced to smile,” I’ve thought about that, but I’m afraid you will be angry.”
“That’s why I say you’re an idiot!”
Liu Shanshan smile was especially sweet at him.
Seeing this smile, he had the illusion in university.
After all, he was fond of the woman.
Li Ze hesitated and came over.
Liu Shanshan also moved closer.
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Question: What’s the perfect distance with first love?