CATRIONA
The moment Jayden left the room I kept telling myself I’m getting some rest because I needed it. I felt exhausted and jittery, but just found myself curled up in the covers thinking of what my life will be from now on that I didn’t realise it had already got dark outside.
If I want to live a peaceful life I have to tell Jayden the truth I left behind. The truth I knew if I divulge will upset him. The first thing is to let him know my feelings for Gabriel. I yanked my hair it hurts, feeling helpless. Why are these spirit people making my life a harder one than it was? There’s nothing to save now. Is there? Now that I know about them, I would love to get exclusive details from them. Like, how many are they? The one I last saw was different from the one I used to see. Who are they to me? And so on. I have all the right to know.
I Wish I could talk to Sandra about all this so that she gives me some advice but am afraid to get into a fight with her. The last time I remember she didn’t like Gabriel. My stomach grumbled, reminding me that I haven’t eaten since morning. I chucked the covers abroad and stepped out of the room to get myself some food. My grumbling stomach didn’t leave me the same. As I walked past Jerome’s room I noticed it was wide open with no lights inside. I wonder what he’s up to. I never saw his room open like that. That’s none of my concern. I talked to myself and advanced forward but the breaking glass followed with a growl stopped me in my tracks. I spun around in the direction where the sound came from. It came from Jerome’s room.
Instead of running away to call for Jayden or any other person stronger than me, I just drew towards his room without blinking. Before I could make it inside the door was slammed hard in my face making me jump. Did he slam the door at me because he didn’t see me? Or he did and didn’t want my presence? I’ll take it as he didn’t see me because if he did I’d be hurt. But why should I be hurt? We aren’t friends. But again, I am his brother’s mate.
I stepped away and headed downstairs.
Why is it so quiet here? It’s so early for the people in this house to be asleep. Entering the kitchen I was stunned to see Jayden in an apron on his shirtless gorgeous body stirring in what I saw as rice in the pan.
Smells nice. I said as I ambled over.
He turned to me and sent me a smile that set my heart on fire. I didn’t know you could cook. I remarked. I thought you’d be hungry when you woke up from your nap. He said and drew close to me, giving me a peck on my forehead before wrapping his huge hands around me. I wrapped mine around him, feeling and enjoying the warmth of his body. I reluctantly stepped out of his warm embrace to look up in his beautiful ocean blue eyes that sent waves of longing in my system. He gave me another peck. How are you feeling now? He asked in a gentle and warm voice.
Can we talk later? I’m really starving. I said. Okay, baby. Have a seat. I’ll bring your food. He said and checked on the chicken in the pan. He opened the fridge and took out a bowl and brought it to me. Have this as the chicken cooks. He said. What is this? It’s cucumber and Yogurt soup. He said as handed me a spoon. I took the first spoon and was surprised at how good it tasted. Cold, salty and refreshing. I’d die just to have this every single day. I dug in and finished the whole thing.
He took out the chicken drumsticks from the air fryer and placed them on plates. He looks so perfect doing that. Like he was born to do that. After placing everything on the island he sat next to me and we both dug in silently. I closed my eyes as I took my first bite. The food tastes so amazing I don’t want to finish. I never had a meal this amazing. I said out loud. I’m glad you like it. Take your time. Jayden said. This is a beautiful moment for both of us, especially me that we are having a meal together. Just the two of us.
I finished my food first and shamelessly ate his remaining. As I started collecting the dirty plates he grabbed my arms. I’ll do it. He said. No, the person that didn’t cook should be the one to the dishes. It’s not like I’m gonna wash them with my hands. You win. He said and then leaned back on the island and folded his arms across his chest watching me with sedulous care as I placed the dirty dishes in the dishwasher.
Does your brother have a problem? I asked him as I walked to the stove to clean it. I felt him tensing up. Oh no, is it that bad. I thought. Which one are you talking about? He asked.
Jerome, of course. I replied.
Ohh, we had a little fight. But we will sort it out. Don’t let it bother you. As much as I want him to tell me what happened is the way he won’t tell me.
Let’s get upstairs and freshen up. I’m worn up. He snatched the cleaning cloth from my hands. Someone will clean it later. He said, held my hand and walked me out of the kitchen. I got a glimpse of Sandra surreptitiously peeping through the dining room, beckoning me to go over.
Jayden, go ahead, I’ll join later. I need to speak to Sandra. He quickly looked over at Sandra who stepped out of her hiding. Jayden gently sqeezed my hand, nodded and then entered the elevator. The moment the elevator door closed, Sandra grabbed my hand and dragged me into her bedroom and closed the door behind her.
Are you aware of my pregnancy to drag me like this?
“You, what…? Pregnant!!”
She whisper-shout, looking nonplussed.
You look much more shocked than I was. I said as I made a way to her bed. Because I’m starting to doubt our friendship Catriona that I knew nothing about your pregnancy and your relationship with alpha Gabriel. Is it true you’re sleeping with alpha Gabriel?
That hurts, Sandra. I said.
Then tell me the truth. She pressed.
Alright, but promise not to flip out on me.
Am all ears.
I’m both Jayden’s and Gabriel’s mate. I have no clue on how it started, I ended up being tangled with them. their mate. Catriona, what are you saying? You’re our alpha’s mate. Soon to be our Luna. What you want to do , Sandra. I’m helpless. I love Jayden with all I am and also have strong feelings for Gabriel, too. I tried to stay away from Gabriel but something keeps drawing me closer to him.
Break up with him. She said curtly. I don’t like him. The whole pack doesn’t like him.
Why don’t you like him? Whatever the reason may be will not change the fact that I have feelings for him and that we slept together and that might be the father of this baby. I’m not 100% sure but he might– Sandra didn’t let me finish and stormed out slamming the door. I thought friends are there to listen and understand each other. I mumbled, got up and indicated myself out of her room.
I opened the door to our room feeling down and heard the shower running. I masked my gloomy face and tugged on a smile, my mind focused on that hot man in the bathroom. I undressed and slipped in the bathroom to join him.