WARNING: THIS Chapter CAN CONTAIN TRIGGERING AND VIOLENT CONTENT
HOLLY’S POV,
Holly just said goodbye to Gabriel and heads back inside to discuss plans with Nolan and Zeus. The big table feels empty with just the 3 of them sitting there. They are all silent for a while and lost in their own thoughts. Zeus breaks the silence first, “I have been thinking how to reclaim an advantage now that Hades knows about the dragons. We should use our time to develop new weapons or something. Anyone any ideas?”
Holly frowns, “Mmm we have a lot of different ordinary weapons, but they won’t do much good against demons. If there was only some kind of spell to capture light magic so we could make bombs and weapons with the light on them. Then the common soldiers would have a chance against a demon and the sky army can drop the bombs from the air.”
Zeus looks at her intrigued, “That is actually a really good idea. I don’t think such a spell exists, but I can try to invent one. Give me a week.”
Nolan hasn’t said a word yet and every time Holly tries to catch his gaze he looks away. Zeus asks him, “Do you have any more ideas, Nolan?”
He gets up from the chair with a painful look and says, “We should make armor for the dragons otherwise they are easy to hit with a spear for example.”
Holly smiles at him, “That’s a great idea, Nolan.”
Nolan however doesn’t react and walks to the door, “Now if you will excuse me, I need some rest to let my wounds heal. Faith told me I will feel like normal again in a few days.”
Holly shouts, “Nolan wait maybe I can help you with something?”
But Nolan has already disappeared and doesn’t look back. Holly just keeps standing there lost with a hollow feeling in her stomach. Nolan has never been so cold to her. Maybe his near to dead experience made him realize he doesn’t want to be with someone as fucked up as her anymore. She can’t blame him; she is not capable of having a normal loving relationship with someone. Ever since she got abused by the general, she developed some sick craving to be punished. When pain is all you know you learn to find pleasure in it. The only way to achieve being punished by Nolan is to hurt him time after time. He tries to go along with her urges, but she knows he doesn’t enjoy it the way she does. She sighs and realizes that he put up with her for a very long time and he would reach his limit at some point.
The next few days she doesn’t see him much, she is busy with training both the Liberum and sky army so they will work as one. Later that night she decides to go to his room because she is not ready to let him go yet. She knocks on the door and Nolan opens it wearing only black pants. His wounds seem to have disappeared and he looks as strong and manly as ever. She stares at his chocolate skin from his muscular abs to his wide shoulders and big arms. His whole physique screams alpha male. That aura immediately makes her fall back into her submissive, slave behavior. It doesn’t matter that Nolan is a good guy just seeing an alpha male immediately triggers behavior like a trained dog.
Now that his wounds seemed to have healed so has his mood.
“Do you want to come in?” he asks.
She quickly walks in and sits down on a chair at the table. He pours her a glass of wine and walks around never taking his gaze off her. He is talking to her, but she doesn’t process what he says. She just looks at his strong body when he walks up and down. His muscles tense with every step he takes. It doesn’t take him long to notice that she is not paying attention and his eyes look at her hungry like he wants to eat her alive. From that look alone her throat goes dry, he walks behind her and stands against her back. She can smell his strong scent of black coffee and smoke and she starts to breathe faster from feeling his strong presence. She knows he can lift her up like she weighs nothing and tear her apart.
He is just standing there doing nothing but looking at her. The anticipation makes shivers go through her whole body. He slowly walks to the chair in front of her and sits down. He just looks at her silently and when his gaze travels to her legs, she willingly opens them. He bends over and massages her leg from her knee to her inner thigh. Heat starts to rise between her legs, but she wants him to be angrier so he will treat her rough and hard. She needs to be punished.
She mockingly says, “I should have had sex with Thesseus if I knew you were going to be wounded and in bed for days.”
His body tenses up for a moment and he gets an annoyed look. She waits for him to reply but he just touches her face and strikes a hair out of her face before grabbing her jaw firmly.
“Don’t play tricks with me,” he says with a dark voice. Then he bends over and whispers in her ear, “Because I can play it better.”
With one hand he opens her legs with force. As a reaction, she spits in his face, and he slaps her against her cheek. The burning sensation gives her a weird enjoyment and she laughs, “That was cute.”
He pulls her hair and commands her to loosen his belt. She gives him a taunting look and asks, “What if I don’t?”
His eyes are stone cold when he replies, “Then you will be punished.”
He touches her lips, and she sensually licks his thumb. He puts 2 fingers deep in her throat until she gags and commands her to open his belt again. She quickly takes off his pants and his big black dick jumps out bouncing in the air. She can see it pulsating and she always gasps when she sees the size. She can’t wait to have his full length inside her mouth.
She opens her mouth and he thrust inside her throat deep and hard. Her eyes start to tear from the impact on her throat, but she doesn’t want him to stop. He stops and takes a step back to look at her. She is gasping for air but before she can catch her breath, he picks her up and throws her on the table. He rips off all her clothes like it takes no effort at all. The veins on his arms are popping and sweat drips from his wide chest. He turns her around and bends her over the table. He grabs her ass hard and leaves red marks with his fingers. Then he spreads her legs and puts his fingers inside her, she moans when she feels his fingers explore her. He takes his fingers out and licks them grunting. She feels like her cunt is on fire and soaking wet waiting to get ravaged.
He takes his belt and slaps her butt hard which makes her moan for more. With every slap, she starts to moan harder and when she starts begging him to fuck her, he stops. He takes the belt, puts it in her mouth, and holds it behind her head with one hand. He tilts her head backward and thrusts inside her with a lot of force. She whimpers from the size of him, but the pain feels so good! He keeps pounding inside her so hard that the wine glasses fall off the table.
She feels his grip around the belt loosen and with one big pull she is loose. She runs away to the window, but he catches her quickly and lifts her up against the window. He grabs her by the ass and immediately slides back inside her. Her ass cheeks bounce against the window leaving marks of condensation. She puts her arms around him and digs her nails into his back leaving big scratch marks. This only seems to encourage him to pound her harder and faster. She feels tension starting to rise in her stomach and just when she can’t hold it any longer, he bites her neck hard. With a big moan, they come at the same time.
Holly is still panting when Nolan softly puts her down. She laughs, “That was amazing.”
Nolan gives her a sad look and says, “We need to talk Holly.”
They both sit down on the bed, and he takes her hand in his. He sighs and says, “I think this was the last time Holly. Being close to death I realized that I want more from this life. I want to have a real relationship where it is not only abusive sex but also loving sex. I want to be official and do romantic things as a couple together. I want to work towards a future with marriage and kids.”
He softly continues, “I don’t want to play games anymore Holly. If you can’t change, I think we should end it.”
Holly feels her mind getting clouded and she can’t think right now. She storms out of the room and for the first time in years she cries for hours.