We finished everything from the table without leaving a single grain of rice or a drop of curry. Indian dishes taste so delicious and you can taste every spice clearly on your tongue.
” Did you like it?” He is still eating the dessert.
” I loved it,” I said, licking my lips, making him laugh.
” Then I am going to learn how to prepare Indian dishes.”
” What? Do you know cooking?” I was surprised by his words.
” Yes, we Korean men like to eat a lot, and most of the men learn and I learned too.”
” Is that so? Then I am lucky.” I giggled at him, making him pinch my cheeks.
” Cute.”
” What?” I asked, blushing.
” You are cute.”
” Ugh, don’t say that.” I am blushing so hard. No one has called me cute and coming from him makes me all blushing and giddy.
” You are cute and I will always remind you of that.” Why is he making my heart skip a beat by his words? If he keeps saying things like this and doing things that are foreign to me then I am going to be in big trouble.
” Okay?” I don’t know what to say to him other than just get affected by his words and build a world in my head where we will get our happily ever after.
” Umm, are you staying?” Today I have to ask him to go to his room because from the day he came here he is spending time with me only and not with her friend.
” Yes, why?”
” Don’t stay, go to your room.” He got a frown on his handsome face by my words.
” Why? I want to stay with you.” He said with a pout. Why is he so cute! He is making me a hormonal mess.
” Why are you being cute now?” He pouted again with puppy eyes making me laugh at him. I pulled him towards me clutching his collar and pecked his lips. He didn’t let me move back instead pulled me and deepened the kiss pulling my body onto him to straddle him.
We were lost in each other kissing each other as our life depended on it, like a fish who is out of the water and starving for oxygen. If I don’t stop now then we are going to take all night making love.
” You should go,” I said, pulling back.
” Why?” He asked again with the same frown, making me sigh.
” You were only spending time with me not with your friend and we will have plenty of time for each other but for now go and spend time with your friend. He is going to get married and he needs you.” I said, pinching his nose.
“Umm, you are right but I don’t want to go.” He whined, hugging me and placing his head into my stomach.
” You have to go Jeon if not I am going to kick you out of my room today,” I said ruffling his hair. I didn’t get any reply from him, is he sleeping? I shook him slightly, getting a hum from him.
” What happened? Are you sleepy?”
” No, I am just trying to feel the baby and this is the first time I am giving a hug to the baby.” He said in a small tone like he is being emotional and about to cry.
” Did you feel anything?” I asked, wanting to know what he was feeling and thinking right now.
” It feels good like he is in my arms and I am getting a sense of peace.” He said sniffing, which made my eyes water.
“Shh, Why are you crying? Look at me, look at me.” I raised his head to see tears streaming down his face. He is being vulnerable right now and I haven’t seen any man cry like this because he is happy that he is going to be a father.
” I just can’t believe that you and I created a life and I am lucky to have a child whom I can call mine and receive unfiltered love.” I can’t believe too that I am pregnant and can deliver a baby but miracles do happen and I am an example of that.
” You are going to be a great dad Jeon and the baby is going to him so lucky to get you as a father.” My words made him cry out more, making me cry with him. We are being so vulnerable right now in front of each other and this is the right time to tell him that I was divorced because I was unable to conceive.
” Jeon! I have to tell you something.” I start wiping my tears and his too. What if he misunderstands? Is his opinion about me going to change if I tell him that I was once married? What if he wants to leave me? But the truth will come out at some point and it’s better if it comes from me, right? I don’t know what to do but my heart is saying that this is the right moment to tell him but my mind is putting all the negative scenarios in.
” What is it?” He asked, sitting straight up with a concern looking at my conflicted expressions.
” I…. I….. I was….” I was cut off by his phone which started ringing but he declined the call and it started ringing again making him groan.
” Who is it?” I asked.
” It’s my manager but don’t worry he is for sure calling me to ask if I am coming to the room or not.” His phone started ringing again, cutting him off.
“Answer the call, maybe it’s urgent that’s why he is calling repeatedly,” I suggested making him scowl at me playfully.
” Okay, wait a minute.” He answered the call and started talking in Korean which went above my head.
He ended the call with a serious expression making me frown. What did he say that he has a serious expression? Did something happen?
” What happened? Is something wrong?” I asked, concerned to which he just nodded.
” I don’t know, he said that it is urgent and I need to come to the room now.” He said confused.
” I hope everything is alright.” I hope everything is fine and nothing happens. I don’t want anything bad in our lives anymore.
” I hope so too and I will come back soon if I won’t come back then I will meet you for breakfast, okay?” He pulled me and kissed me on the forehead and kissed the bump.
” Take care.” He pecked me on the lips one last time before leaving the room. I hope everything is fine and he will come back soon and tell me it was nothing serious.
I propped my body on the bed, instantly missing his warm body beside me. I hugged the pillow which he used last night, sniffing into it smelling his lingering chocolate cologne which made me sigh with worry.
I hope When I wake up in the morning he will be beside me spooning me from behind, caging me in his muscular arms making me feel safe. With all the thoughts jumbled in my head and started fighting with e other trying to dominate each other but my tiredness dominated everything and made me slip into the dreamless and peaceful sleep.