It’s the last week for us to prepare everything for the wedding and the office is looking like a local market with people buzzing around. Andre has not allowed me to take so much stress and ordered me to not stand for a long time and Siya sent my breakfast, lunch, and snacks on time without missing them.
I am seriously very lucky to call them my friends. I have received a long text from Jeon stating that he is a jerk for leaving without saying goodbye and all and that’s why he wants to meet me and clear everything. I think I should at least give him a chance, he is very persistent and I am so sure of it. He will come to me wherever I go.
It feels like I know him so much but in reality, I don’t even know anything other than his name, his profession, and his country. From last week, I cleared my mind and focused on the word in front of me, and prepared everything. It’s time for us to go to the destination and start the event.
” So, Guys! I am very thankful that you all worked so hard day and night arranging everything and tomorrow we all are going to the destination so get ready.” I announced cheering for them.
” Andre! Please explain what the events are from the start. so, we can plan one more time and wrap this up.” I said sitting in one of the chairs.
” Okay, tomorrow everyone will check-in into the hotel and the second day will be a wedding shoot, the third day will be the bachelorette and the final day will be the wedding and reception.” He explained.
” Okay, so who is in charge of the photographers and shoots?” I asked, waiting for the person to step out.
” I am Ma’am!” Maya, one of my employee’s steps out.
” Is everything finalized with the photographer?”
” Yes, ma’am, and I have informed them about the colors the clients asked for us to use in the pictures.”
” Good.”
” Let’s share everything accordingly so no one gets confused when it’s the actual time. Andre, please explain everyone’s jobs to them.”
” Okay, on it.” He said, smiling at me.
I retrieved myself back to my office and settled myself down on the couch pulling out my phone from my pant’s pocket to check if Jeon had sent a message again but I didn’t get any.
How would I get a message from him when I didn’t reply to his last one. I anticipated for a minute whether to text him or not and at last, finally gave in and started typing.
If you want to talk then let’s do it and I want to give you a chance too and this is your first and last chance so, please…..
I left it incomplete not knowing what to say after that. I pressed the send button and it was delivered to him and he saw it in a second and the dots appeared and it means he is typing.
I am sorry, Enya! I will use this chance to show how sorry I will be coming to LA tomorrow and you decide when and where you want to meet me.
How many times will he say sorry, I know he is sorry but he is killing me with his sorry. Oh my God! Wait for a second, did he say that He is coming tomorrow? I am going to see him again after three months! What am I supposed to say to him? About the baby. I have a small bump and it is invisible if I wear baggy clothes but in two months I will be going to show.
I started to panic and I dialed Siya’s number and waited impatiently for her to answer the call but she didn’t. That made me more panicked and I took my jacket and left the office to go to Siya’s office. She is the only one who can suggest to me what I have to do.
It took me only 15 minutes to reach Siya’s office. I hurriedly opened my car’s door and took large steps towards the elevator.
Siya is in her cabin working on her computer looking so busy but I need her right now. If not I will pull my hair out with my anxiety.
” Siya! Why are you not answering my calls?” I groaned, startling her?
” Oh my God! You gave me a mini heart attack. What happened? Is everything okay?” She asked me, getting up from her chair and moving towards me with concern written all over her face.
” I don’t think so, Siya!” I said with a sigh.
” Do you want me to take you to the hospital?” I can see she is getting scared.
” No, I am alright and the baby is fine, too,” I said, taking a seat on the couch.
” Then, what happened? You are scaring me, Enya.” She took a seat beside me.
” It’s just, Jeon is coming to LA tomorrow and I don’t know what to talk to him about. My biggest problem is that my bump is showing.” I completed with a groan holding my head in my hands.
” So, what? Enya! Let him see your bump. You are going to tell him right? Then instead show him.” She said,
” I don’t know Siya, I am very bad at these things and I don’t even know if I will be sitting in front of him and telling him that he is going to be a dad with an older woman,” I said, scoffing at myself.
” Woah! Woah! Stop right there, don’t you start with those lame excuses Enya. What if you are older than him? Nowadays no one is giving it a thought. So, stop stressing about it.” I want to punch myself for thinking all sorts of negative things about it.
” What if he doesn’t want to be in the baby’s life?” I asked, this is my biggest fear. I want my baby to have both a mother and father’s love.
” It’s his loss, Enya. Don’t think about anything, just focus on your event which you worked your ass off for and just tell him that he is going to be a father and you are okay with it if he wants to be part of the baby’s life or not.” She said giving me a hug taking away all the negative thoughts from me.
” Thanks, Siya. I need that and I will tell him that he is going to be a father and let’s hope he will choose to stay. I want to give a father’s love to my baby.” I said tearing up, Damn! These hormones.
“That’s my best friend. Now, cheer up, and let’s go to our favorite restaurant to eat something. I am very hungry.” She got up from the couch and I followed her outside her cabin and we went to stuff ourselves with our favorite food.
That night I forgot about my every worry and fear and just enjoyed that moment with my friend talking about something and nothing.
I hope everything will go smoothly.