“Now … suck it clean.”
She’s trembling in fear; as her voice cracks, “W-what?”
“Are you deaf? … I said; suck … it … clean.”
I hear Rhiana chime out from behind me, “Ooo; let me … I’ll suck it clean, for you.”
“No, my beauty; you rest up and conserve your energy. You’ve got a long night ahead of you. I’m nowhere near done with you. I’m going to besiege you with orgasmic pleasure for the rest of the night.
For now, though; I’m going to have your killjoy sister over here clean up this mess before putting her out to the curb.”
I push Raina’s head in closer to me; and, wave my dripping dick in front of her face…
“Suck it clean. … Don’t make me have to say it again.”
Raina opens her mouth wide, and slowly leans in; nearly taking in my whole dick. She begins sucking on it. I honestly thought that I’d have to coerce her more, and physically guide her to do it; but, the slut seems to be enjoying it … there may still be some hope for her, yet.
When she finishes … not only having sucked me clean; but, also getting me off … and; swallowing the wad to boot … I have her go over, and sit in the chaise lounge chair beside the bed.
“You can sit there and watch us fuck. If you decide that you’re ready to fuck me without a condom, let me know; and, I’ll gladly allow you the opportunity to receive the same pleasure your sister is getting.
If you still refuse to let me fuck you without a condom; then, I’ll just have you wait there until I’m ready to have you suck me clean between our fucks. … Do you have a problem with that?
Raina slowly shakes her head.
“Yeah; I didn’t think so.”
**Pomona’s POV**
No, Bellona; don’t go away … wait for me please! Bellona; please help me … don’t go! Wait; Bellona, don’t leave me! Bellona … !!
I abruptly wake up screaming, “No … wait for me!!”
Unlike the other times, when I immediately jump up into a sitting position upon awakening; I remain stuck lying flat on my back, unable to move … seemingly paralyzed. Although I’m unable to move on my own accord; my whole body is uncontrollably shaking violently.
My clothes, sheets, and covers are already drenched in my sweat; and, I’m still perspiring profusely … with my skin totally flushed; feeling as if I’m burning up.
My heart isn’t only racing, but also erratically palpitating; feeling as if it’s going to burst out of my chest, at any moment. Meanwhile, it feels as if virtually every vein in my head is throbbing; while, at the same time, as if a knife is piecing through my brain.
And, I’m gasping for air; finding it difficult to catch my breath.
I think I must be suffering from the ultimate panic attack. And, I’m assuming it was brought on from my nightmare; which happened to be a little different this time … and, in my opinion; a whole lot more terrifying and disturbing.
As usual, I was running for my life; either fleeing from or being chased away by a relentless pack of wolves … all frothing at the mouth, while arduously pursuing me. This time, however, Bellona was there; running far ahead of me.
I kept crying out, pleading for her to wait up for me … to help me. But, she just kept on running, while ignoring my desperate pleas for her help; never once even looking back at me, as she pulled ahead further and further away … leaving me behind.
Dad was right last night when he said that Bellona was in a foul mood; and, I’m sure that I was the reason behind it. For the first time ever, I had blatantly lied to Bellona; and, she immediately realized this … and, was clearly hurt and devastated by it; and, justifiably so. I’m thinking that in her eyes; it must have been as if I had taken all the trust that has grown between us all these years, and flagrantly slapped her in the face with it.
And, I believe that I know just how she feels; because, last night was also the first time ever in our lives that Bellona hadn’t come to my defense and stand up for me … and, I was totally devastated and hurt. It’s a terrible feeling … one that makes you feel so much pain; yet, at the same time, seems to totally numb you, and leaves behind a huge void in your heart and soul.
Since the moment that lie had passed my lips, the guilt started to consume me; voraciously eating away at my conscience. … This is probably the reason for the altered nightmare; which had always been the same since I started having it. And, it’s probably a safe assumption to make that it’s also the root cause behind this panic attack. I must be so overwrought from the guilt, that its affecting me both mentally and physically.
I need to fix things between me and Bellona; and, make it right. The only way to do this, as I see it, is to sincerely apologize from the bottom of my heart and confess to her that I lied … even though she’s already aware of that. And, even though I can’t tell her anything about what it was she saw last night; at least I could own up to my wrong doing.
About half an hour later…
It took a while, but I’m finally able to move; and, most of the ailments that were afflicting me when I awoken have subsided, and passed. Time to get up and find Bellona. … Please forgive me; my most beloved sister.
The twins’ beds are made … looking as if they haven’t been touched since yesterday … apparently they haven’t come back yet. Dad must be ready to completely blow a gasket … if he hasn’t already. … And; I’m sure Mom must be highly upset by now, as well.
But, first things first; I need to hurry and fix my relationship with Bellona. I won’t be able to deal with anything else until I accomplish that.
Just as I share a bedroom with Raina and Rhiana; Helena and Bellona share a bedroom. I knock on their door; and, Helena languidly responds…