Adaline
I gulped as I looked into the two blue orbs , which seemed as to suck me up. Metaphorically speaking, of course.
On the outside I was calm and collected, but on the inside…
Huh… I was a total wreck. A lot of emotions were playing with my mind right now. I was nervous, angry, hurt, sad, pained and a lot more.
Damn, before I met him , I was the happy go lucky Adaline , but after I met him, I shifted into the silent, cold Adaline. Well, not cold, but silent yes.
As more seconds passed , Tyler didn’t remove his hand from my mouth which made me annoyed. I bit his hand and he ripped it off from my mouth -metaphorically speaking- very fast. I smiled smugly at him.
He looked at his hand , then back at me with anger in his eyes, but soon was replaced with a guilty look. I rolled my eyes and tried to get away from him.
I bent down and went under his arm on the wall. I hope I looked cool, because if I’ll make a heart attack here due to the speed my heart beat goes, I will die in peace.
Haha, lol. You won’t, because Ayato is not yours… yet.
Evil me strikes again with the speed of … I don’t know… light?
You can’t even make a joke. You really are hopeless.
Well , yeah… you- you are … evil! Take that evil me!
Seriously? You can’t do better than that , no?
Someone pushing my back on the wall, ended my argument with … me. Damn, I’m getting crazy. I won’t be surprised if some people would pop out from nowhere and take me in a mental hospital.
“Adaline…” A voice breathed out on my face, making me snap my attention to the world. I almost gagged at the smell of alcohol and cigarettes in that breath.
I looked up in the eyes of the one who’s breath smelt like death and saw that was … Tyler…
“Seriously, Tyler?!” I spat his name with disgust. “Couldn’t you brush your teeth if you wanted to talk to me?” I narrowed my eyes at him and he just grinned. A creepy grin, may I say.
I widened my eyes in fear. Help me. Pedophile at two o’clock…
No time for jokes , Adaline!
I shook my head mentally and regained my composture. I crossed my arms over my chest and raised an eyebrow. He has me trapped in between his hands that were on the wall.
His eyes wandered to my chest and I looked down. I saw that if I crossed my arms, I would kind of push my boobs up and make them look bigger. I widened my eyes and uncrossed my arms, but he was still looking there.
“Umm, my eyes are up here.” I pointed to my eyes and he raised his eyes to meet mine. I got lost in them. They got me fucking paralyzed. He raised one of his hands from the wall and brought his index finger to my cheek. I swallowed nervously. He smirked and began to draw his finger from my cheek, to my jaw, then to my chin.
What is he doing?
In all this time , I was staring in his eyes. I couldn’t escape. I felt… trapped and hopeless.
He then drew his finger under my chin, then to my neck and then to my chest. My heartbeat picked up.
His smirk widened, feeling my heartbeat , I suppose.
He got his fingers close to the top of the space that was in between my boobs.
I closed my eyes tightly and pushed myself further into the wall, the palms of my hands on the wall too. My heart was beating erratically and nothing could stop it from not working now. I’m very afraid right now of Tyler.
I wonder why I wasn’t in the first place. He is the one who broke my heart twice , without even looking back.
And yes, I’ll say it as many times as I can that he broke my heart.
I felt a hot, stinky breath fan my ear and I tried to push myself more harder into the wall.
Oh please wall, if you could just suck me up right now and take me to the other room.
“The things I want to do to you, Adaline.” I shivered, not in pleasure but in fear. Pedophile at two o’clock indeed.
I felt him bit my earlobe and bring his body more closer to me. Right now, I could feel the heat radiating off from him and it’s not cool.
Please, God… please help me.
Tears began to pick up at the corners of my closed eyes.
I opened my now glassy eyes and let my tears flow. He’s going to rape me, doesn’t he?
Tyler began to kiss my neck and suck on it. I let out a quiet cry and that made him snap his eyes to me.
He saw my tears and frightened state but that didn’t stop him. He went back to my neck and began to give me wet and gross kisses on the place where he sucked. He gave me a hickey, definitely.
He then looked at me and leaned in. When he was about to smash his lips on my lips, I turned my head to the side, letting him kiss my tear stained cheek.
He growled out of frustation, wrapped his hand around my face and yanked my face to the side so I could look at him.
I was balling my eyes out right now.
He was angry and he could hit me right now by the way his eyes expressed the emotions inside him.
I was trembling, yet I was mad inside me. But I couldn’t bring myself to push him away from me. I was too scared of what might happen if I did that.
He leaned in and , when he was an inch apart from my lips he said:
“You don’t know how much I wanted you , Adaline. Back then I wanted only your first kiss, but now I want you all. All of you.” My breath hitched and I pursed my lips which were trembling too. I had a lump in my throat which made it seem harder to breath.
“And you don’t know how much I loved you, Tyler. But right now I can see what kind of a sick person you are.” I grimaced at him and throw him a disapproving look. I was sad that he transformed into a person like this, but maybe the love I held from him made me think that he was a better person. Guess I was wrong.
He narrowed his eyes at me and I gulped, widening my eyes.
He chuckled lowly and darkly. “Oh darling, I don’t care about what you think. I only care about what I want and now… I want you.” And with that he smashed his lips onto mine and began to move them. I didn’t respond. I just put my hands on his chest and tried to push him, tears making their way down slowly on my face.
He put his arms on the little exposed skin and gripped them tightly, digging his nails into my skin. After a few time, I felt something wet where he dug his nails in. It took me a few seconds until I realised what was that. My blood.
I let out a sob and he retracted slightly. He smiled , a sadistic smile.
“I took your first kiss. Now, the next part is yet to come.” He pushed his lips onto mine once again. He put his hands on my thighs and squeezed them. I let out a sob and he took this chance to put his gross tongue into my mouth.
As his tongue was exploring my mouth , I took all the courage that’s in me and bit his tongue.
He retracted quickly and , when he realised that I bit him, he snapped.
“You fucking bitch!” And that’s when a loud slap was heard. My head snapped to the side from the impact. I felt the cheek where he slapped me throbbing. I hold in a sob , tears splitting all over my face.
He got his lips closer to my ear and hissed.
“Don’t ever do that again , slut. You’re just a worthless piece of shit so don’t you dare try reject me.”
A voice made us snap our attention to it.
“Yo, Tyler. Watcha doin’ there with that chick? Cm’here and hang out wi- Cherry?” His eyes bulged out of his sockets when he saw that it was me. He inspected my blood shot eyes, tear stained cheeks and his eyes snapped to a spot on my neck. He clenched his fists at his sides, then his eyes snapped to my left cheek, where Tyler slapped me.
His eyes hardened and now he turned his head to Tyler, smoke coming out of his ears. His jaw was hardened, his fists clenched tightly at his sides and his teeth were gritted. He made his way to Tyler , looking like he wanted to kill him.
I was scared of him right now, to be honest.
Tyler made some steps back and raised his hands in surrender.
I just stood there, eyes widened, lips pursed and tears still blurring my eyesight.
“What the fuck, Tyler?! What did you do to Cherry?!” He yelled at Tyler , which looked calm and collected. Tyler crossed his arms over his chest.
“What?! I didn’t do anything!”
Ayato narrowed his eyes at Tyler , his nostrils flaring.
“You didn’t do anything.” He said in a low, dangerous voice , then scoffed. “You didn’t do anything!” Then he got closer to Tyler’s ear and whispered something I couldn’t catch.
Tyler rolled his eyes. “I was just protecting her. A guy came and tried to take advantage of her and I was just protecting her. Isn’t that right, Adaline?” Tyler looked at me and gave me a warning look that almost said “better-say-yes-or…”.
I swallowed nervously and snapped my eyes to Ayato when he spoke.
“Is that true , Cherry?” He asked and I nodded my head, a frightened look on my face. He looked at me as if he was trying to see if I’m lying. When he didn’t catch anything he sighed and pursed his lips.
My eyes wandered at his lips. Those lips I kissed.
I gulped and gave out a shaky breath.
“I-I need t-to l-lea-leave.” And with that said I began to walk away , my legs jelly. I almost fell but an arm draped around my waist.
“Woah! Easy there! Did you drink something spiked?” Ayato tried to lighten up the situation, but I wasn’t in the mood to laugh or even smile. He sighed and ran his free hand in his hair , when he saw that I wasn’t laughing or smiling.
“C’mon, let’s get you home.” He muttered and I didn’t even made a move to stop him. I wasn’t in the mood for arguments either. The only thing running into my mind were the events that happened with Tyler.
We went out of the house and we got in his car. He drove for five or so minutes, neither of us muttering a word. Along the way, he was keeping taking glances at me. I knew that I looked horrible with my make-up running up to my cheeks and my blood shot eyes. I didn’t care right now.
I just wanted to sleep my problem away right now. I want to get back in my freshman years and to never have met Tyler. He’s the root of all my problems. He is the one for that I have trust issues.
He parked his car in front of my house and we got out.
I looked at my house and saw that all the lights were off. I sighed in relief. Guess that my parents are asleep.
I felt someone looking at me and when I looked to the side, I saw Ayato a few steps away from me, looking at me with concern filled eyes.
“Are you okay?” He asked and put a hand on my upper arm, the contact making me shiver. I nodded my head.
He saw that I shivered and took his black leather jacket off and put it on my shoulders. I furrowed my eyebrows and looked at him with questioning eyes. He gave me a boyinsh grin and shrugged.
“I guessed you were cold.” I nodded my head and pushed the jacket a little bit up on my shoulders, so it wouldn’t fall.
“Thank you, Ayato. ” I gave a gentle, real smile and that made him smile too. I went to him, wrapped my arms around him and put my forehead on his chest. He stiffened but , a few moments later, he relaxed and wrapped his arms around me, to gave me a tight hug. “For everything.”
And with that, I unwrapped my arms from around him and smiled. I began to walk to my house. He didn’t left. He was waiting for me to enter the house.
As I was in the front of my house’s front door, I turned around and waved at Ayato. He got in the car, waved at me and left.
I sighed and turned around, a tear escaping my left eye.
I can’t like him. Not after what happened with Tyler.