I’m Not Gonna Kiss You, Sweetheart
XANDRY
What the fuck was I thinking back there? And she just shrugged, asking me the same question with sarcasm. I like her, that was for sure, otherwise, I’m not doing all this shit that I’ve never done before. And whatever this tension between us, I knew this was just sexual frustration, and nothing couldn’t do with jacking off or a woman to scratch my itch when my deal with Saph was over. But every time I thought of another woman made my stomach twist, and my cock didn’t show interest.
Blaine was devastatingly sexy, but why am I not jumping on her yet? Ridiculous, wasn’t it? She was like a forbidden fruit on my reach but protected with an unbreakable shield. And her focus was on raising her child and not some sick relationship with someone like me. So, I’m a goner.
The fact that I’m not breaking a deal with Saph made me believe that I had actually self-control over temptations, and abstinence wouldn’t kill anyone who has a hormone, would it?
“Mommy!” Ben launched into his mom, and Blaine lifted him as if they’ve never seen him for years.
“Oh, big guy, you’re getting heavier.” Blaine hugged her son and put it down, kissing his entire face.
“Gross.” Ben looked cute, wrinkling his nose and wiping off his face.
“That’s not nice. Did you miss me?” Blaine asked, rubbing the tiny arm of Ben.
He nodded, then glanced up at me with a wide toothy grin. “Nana and Dada said we’re going out with Sandry.”
Blaine looked surprised and stood up, giving me a quizzical looked.
I shoved my hands in my pocket and shrugged. “Bianca and Kyland left for Paris this morning, and Carissa met your parents already, I think it was the right time for your family to have dinner with me so, what do you think?”
“We already agreed, Blaine. Up to you if you want to stay in the hotel all night.” Bob stood up and shook hands with me.
I hope she won’t.
Brenda kissed my cheek and Blaine’s. “We’re leaving tomorrow morning, sweetie.”
“Fine. How about—”
“That’s them,” Bob announced and opened the door, then Max, Miranda, and the twins emerged from the door.
“Hey, Xandry. Where are you taking us for dinner?” Finley asked excitedly.
“Wait, how come I wasn’t aware of this?” Blaine countered.
“Because you will say, Oh, no thanks, Xandry, that won’t be necessary. I was already a bother to you for sleeping in your bed last night. I know I snore and dro—” Finley stopped imitating Blaine’s voice when he got a hit on his arm.
“You allowed me to drink.” Blaine’s face was famed pink.
“You two enough,” Max reprimanded.
Finley just laughed at his Dad. I suddenly remembered Saph and my parents when we had a fight over small things.
“Um, our car will be here in thirty. We can go down to the lobby if everyone is ready,” I cut off.
“Don’t you think it’s too early for dinner, Xandry?” Blaine’s eyes quickly came back to me, asking hesitantly.
“Just shut up, Blaine.” Riley wrapped his arms around her and squeezed her tightly.
She groaned and struggled with all her effort to loosen from Riley’s hug. “Ouch! You’re so huge. What’s wrong with you guys?”
Blaine glared at her cousin when she got free, then at me making my smirk instantly fade.
I shrugged, looking innocent while my hands were busy with Ben, lifting himself and used me as a swing, which I didn’t mind at all. This boy grew on me as quickly as I liked Blaine.
My phone vibrated, I excused from Ben, fished out my phone in my jacket’s pocket.
“Excuse me.” I walked out of the door and pressed the answer button.
“Dad?”
“Where are you?” Dad’s voice sounded firm and pissed off.
What had I done wrong this time?
“I’m still at the hotel. What’s wrong, Dad?” I asked quickly. I couldn’t discuss it with him over the phone. I had a plan on taking Blaine’s family to dinner.
“Tell me, Xandry.”
My brows furrowed. “I honestly don’t know what you’re talking about, Dad. Care to tell?”
“Do you think I don’t know you booked the yacht?”
Fuck. I will strangle you, twinnie.
“Dad, I can explain.”
“That’s not how to impress a girl, Xandry.”
“Dad, I’m not trying to impress anyone.”
Dad seemed to relax. “Then tell me what you’re doing?”
“I don’t you, ask your daughter.”
Dad barked into a laugh. “I see, okay.”
Wait, did he just laughed at me?
“Wait!” The line beeped. Did he just hang up on me?
“That old man!”
My phone beeped for an incoming message from the driver I contacted earlier. I quickly replied and got back inside.
Max asked, “Is everything okay?”
“Yup.” I smiled genuinely. “Is everyone ready?”
The twins yelled in unison. “Let’s go!”
We rode in two separate elevators. Blaine’s eyes widened when she realized we were left alone in one of the elevators. Everyone including, Ben rode with her parents.
“Wanna go with them too?” I raised my brows before I pressed the L button.
“Sure.”
I quickly grabbed her arm when she stepped forward. “One more step, your family will wait in the lobby for an hour. I will press you against this elevator wall and taste every inch that I’d missed the last time I did, Blaine. You’re choice,” I said firmly, sounding serious as fuck that made her stiffen like a movie character turning into a stone.
“Good. Now come here,” I ordered. My voice deepened, and I felt the temperature suddenly rose high.
She moved backward but not close enough for us to touch. She was slightly tense, and I knew she could feel me aroused without even looking at me.
I wrapped my arm around her waist, clenching my jaw, and did everything I could to control myself from grabbing her and feel her against me. “Relax. I’m not gonna kiss you, sweetheart. Don’t get me wrong, I’m dying here, but a kiss won’t be enough for my satisfaction.”
“Do you always talk like this?” Her voice was a little bit shaky.
“Like what?”
“Innuendos.”
“I have a dirty mouth and a shitty brain. Added to that, I am left alone with an extremely dangerous damn sexy woman as fuck in the elevator. The dirty thoughts of what I imagine doing to you are running in and out of my brain as we speak. I had never felt these burning needs, Blaine, but I had to pull back not to break the barriers. Do you know how difficult is that for me?”
“You’re such a lewd,” she chuckled nervously, “I’m not going to sleep with you, Xandry.”
“I know, sweetheart,” I chuckled too. At least, not now.
I was barely holding myself in control with my blood was raging up in my entire body and the nonsensical thoughts fuzzing my brain didn’t do any good either.
She quickly turned around to face me with narrowed eyes like lit torches. “Then why are you having so fun torturing me with sex talk?”
I smirked. “Because you tortured me worse.”
She gasped with wide teal blue eyes and slightly dilated pupils. She swallowed, pink crept on her gorgeous face.
My eyes landed on her full red painted lips. Now, I was the one swallowing hard. My cock jerked and hardened painfully and was too difficult to ignore.
Fuck. Me.
Before I could grab the back of her head. The door slid opened.
I cursed all the curses known to mankind under my breath.
***
We had the same arrangement for the car ride. It would take forty-five minutes to our destination without traffic. Finley, Riley, with Ben, joined us and let their parents ride with the SUV alone.
“Have you seen a sea, Ben?” I asked him, sandwiched between the two huge wolves at the back of my car.
He shook his head.
“Do you want to see a boat?”
He nodded repeatedly. His eyes glimmered with excitement.
“Where exactly are you taking us, Xandry?”
“Nothing really dangerous, Blaine. Just relax.” I groaned when my phone vibrated. I ignored it, but I could feel Blaine giving me, burning me with a quizzical glare.
I cursed silently and grabbed my phone. I didn’t know why I had this idea that I didn’t want her to think the call was from a woman. Am I turning into a pussy-whipped?
“Answer it, Xandry. That might be important,” said Blaine annoyingly.
“Yeah, could be your girlfriend.” Riley smiled with mischief.
“Really?” I glanced at him over the rearview mirror, and his smile widened.
“Blaine, did you call me?” I asked her, shifting my gaze to the passenger seat.
She ignored my question and shot me a glare. Her cousins laughed loudly, causing Ben to covered his ears.
“So smooth, man. Smooth move.” Finley clapped his hands. His body shook with laughter.
“That’s not funny, Xandry,” Blaine sneered, crossing her arms over her chest. And I couldn’t help but grin because she reacted exactly as I figured.
“You’re kinda acting like a jealous girlfriend over there, Blaine Noelle.” Riley wiped his tears from his eyes.
She shifted from her seat. “You will pay for this, Riley Adam.” Her frown deepened. “And you Xandry, just wait for my payback.”
“Uh-huh, Are you gonna stay here long to plan for your payback?” Finley asked with amusement.
“I don’t have to be here to do it, duh!” she said sarcastically and rolled her eyes.
“Guys, don’t make Blaine angry, or I will press this exit button and throw you out of the car,” I warned them that got their attention.
“Really, this car has ejected seats?”
With a challenge looked over the rearview, I asked, “Want me to try?”
Their eyes widened and quickly held on to the door handle comically, making Ben shake to laugh.
I parked the car at the Marina parking area. The twins quickly got out of the car, leaving Ben alone. I strode to open for Blaine and helped her out. Ben called out since the two idiots were already nowhere to be seen.
The weather was cold but not freezing enough. The air was humid and salty, but the sky was clear and safe enough to be in the sea over tonight.
I wanted to give them a good time before they headed back to their hometown. The thought of this was going to be their last night here made my stomach churn.
Then I realized what I was doing. I’m actually trying to impress her.