VICTOR’S P. O. V.
After seeing Olivia at school I was livid. Why the hell did she have to be there? I have been successfully avoiding her for two years. How can I face her everyday? The desire for her is still there. I struggle all the time with it. Especially after my mate did what she did. Why did things have to be this way?
I walked out to the woods behind the pack house. I stripped and then tied a pair of shorts to my leg just in case I needed to shift back somewhere else. I shifted into my fur. I ran for what felt like hours. My black fur glided in the breeze. I wasn’t really sure where I was going. Then I stopped and looked around. I was standing in front of Olivia’s house. Why the hell did I make it here? I see her just head inside. Where the hell has she been all night? I can feel my anger rise again.
I watch as she goes in. Then I watch the lights go out from downstairs and the light from her room turn on. I continue to watch. Why the hell am I still here? Her light goes out after several minutes. She must be going to bed. I continue to stare rooted to the spot. Then I notice her bedroom window isn’t completely closed.
An idea struck me. I am not really sure where it came from but I decided to follow it. I shift back into my skin and slide on the shorts from my leg. I climb up the side of her house, using trellises and drain pipes. I finally reach her window and slide it open the rest of the way. Then I slide my body in. I can see her in the dark, she is laying on her bed with her eyes closed. She hasn’t sensed me yet.
I look at her in her loose tank and shorts. Her brown hair is pulled back in a ponytail. I can’t believe I am standing here staring at her. What is wrong with me? I am compelled to keep my gaze on her as I inch closer. I don’t know what the hell I am doing, it is like I am working on instinct. I come to the opposite side of the bed that she is facing. I slid up behind her. I gently wrap my arms around her. I felt her tense under my touch.
She doesn’t even look at me, she just scowls. “I told you not to come in here anymore. You have no right.” She is growling at me. This I expected but not the words.
Who the hell is she talking about? I have never done this before. “Sorry, to burst your bubble but it isn’t who you think.” I whisper in her ear.
Her eyes immediately shoot open and she jumps out of bed. I lay there and watch as she flips out. “What the hell are you doing here? Victor you don’t talk to me in two years, then you feel the need to berate me in class and then you show up here like I am some booty call. What the fuck?”
“Don’t act like you didn’t miss me?” I continue to lay there and watch her. I make myself more comfortable pulling my hands behind my head. I watch as she starts pacing the floor.
“Shut up Victor.” She shoots the comment at me like it is a bullet.
I glare at her. “You shouldn’t speak to your Alpha like that.”
She is now staring daggers at me. “And my Alpha shouldn’t be slipping in my window or better yet my bed in the middle of the night.”
“Who did you think I was, that you didn’t react at first?” I continue to glare. I love frustrating her, but the thought started to really piss me off.
She sighs and throws her hands up in the air. “I thought it was Hector, he has done this a few times. I tried locking the window but last time he broke the lock. I think you should go.”
“Why is it perfectly fine to share your bed with other wolves and not me?”
“I don’t share my bed with any wolves. I deal with Hector because no one would believe that he was bothering me anyway. After all he rejected me, not the other way around. Smell the room, do you smell any other wolves. I don’t sleep around. Hector said that, I am not really sure why. After all, he already crushed me.” She looks defeated. I don’t like seeing her like this. She is like this because of her stupid mate. I knew it.
I get off the bed and head over to her. As I step closer to her she steps further away. A smirk appears on my lips. I keep walking towards her until her back is against the wall. I place a hand on each side of her on the wall, thus pinning her in. She looks up at me scared. “What are you doing? Victor, I didn’t do anything to hurt you. Please, just leave me be.”
I growl at her. How dare she think I was going to hurt her. “You are going to sit very still and listen to me.”
Her eyes are wide. She looks shocked that I am talking to her like this. I never really talked rudely to her. I was always nice, until I told her that we couldn’t be friends anymore. Then it was more a statement and then I left. I couldn’t look at her when I said it. Now all I want to do is whatever comes to mind. I slide my left hand along her side and pull my body closer to hers. I feel her suck in her breath and she doesn’t let it out. I start to smell it, fear. She is scared of me.
“What are you afraid of?” I barely whisper the words as I glide my nose along her jaw. “I am not going to hurt you.”
“I am afraid you have the wrong impression of me. I am not this type of girl. I am not some booty call. I am not some slut. Regardless of what people say.” Her words are just as quiet as I was. This feels so fucking hot. I feel myself getting aroused. I try to pull the thought from my mind. After all, she will smell it, it is better if I am the only one to know.
“Did I say I wanted a booty call? What makes you think that I would want you?” I know she knows that I do want her. “I don’t. You are beneath me. You are not worthy of me.” I can see tears start to stream down her face. I start to bite on her jaw where the tears are ending. I hated seeing the tears, but I lapped them up.
“Victor, please why are you doing this? I didn’t do anything to you.” I can hear the confusion and hurt in her voice. My actions and my words are completely contradictory.
“Maybe that’s why.” She puts her hands on my chest. I love the feel of her hands on my bare skin. I can’t show her that. She starts to push me away. I push her hands down. “I told you to just sit still.”
“Victor, please.”
“That’s right, beg.” My hands started to wonder about her body again. I noticed she kept her lips shut. Finally I couldn’t take it any longer, I growled at her and pulled away. “You would just let anyone touch you, wouldn’t you.”
“No, Victor, I am not like that. I keep trying to tell you. You used to be my friend, what happened to make you not see the real me?” I hear the pleading in her words. They are breaking my resolve. I was going to hurt her and then leave. This was all a game. I wasn’t supposed to feel this way. OK, I already did, but I wasn’t supposed to let her know, even if I did confuse the shit out of her.
“I did see the real you and you are a slut. Keep your shit in line, or I will have to come back here and teach you a lesson.” I left through the window, I could hear her crying behind me. I knew I hurt her feelings but I really couldn’t care. I wasn’t supposed to love her. If I got caught loving her, I could lose everything. I couldn’t let her know.