I’m sorry about your loss Cami I hugged her I thought I know everything about you but I was wrong.
She quickly broke the hug and took my hand in hers I’m sorry for keeping this from you but I never wanted you to get into this mess. I’m sorry.
It’s ok Cami. You are my best friend either you tell me or not. When I was talking to Cami, I smell something very sweet and strong scent out of the door, my heart suddenly started to pace up faster and faster. Eva also appeared in my mind as she sniffed the scent even more.”Mate”a word escape her lips as there was anger in her eyes. I can’t word out my feelings that I felt at that moment. I don’t know if I was happy or not. I just felt my heart beating like a drum faster and faster. I tried to calm myself as I feel the scent coming closer and closer to the room.
I stay there stopping my breathe when the door opened and there was Mr. Gold along with some guys surrounding him here and there. He stood frozen as he saw me. His eyes lit up once before it covering with the coldness. I don’t if I was hallucinating or his eyes go the colour once. But he looked at me with no emotions, he don’t seem to be happy to see me here. I feel something like connection with him. I felt like home when I saw him.
“What are you doing here?” He asked me in a emotionless tone. I tried not to get effected but how could I not get affected by my mate’s words. All these days I have been waiting for him in his home and he was here looking at me as if he had nothing to explain to me. He even dares to ask what am I doing here? DUh?
I don’t need your property. I got up from the sofa and walked a few steps towards him. He looked around once and all the people there including Camila and Ethan also get out of there. I was the only one in the room facing Mr. Gold. He was just standing few steps away from me and he was staring at me the whole time without any emotions in the eyes. Why? I asked him looking up into his eyes and seeing nothing in his eyes made me hurt my chest. I tried to smile but it was so bitter to even smile now. I don’t think I need to answer your every question he said as he went to one of the table. His every sentence pierced right through my heart splitting it into two.
He sat on the desk and begin to go through the piles of papers as if I meant nothing to him. I felt unbearable anger inside my heart. He was really pissing me off. Not only me but Eva was angry to, she begin to constantly fight with me to take over the control of my body.”Eva please, let me talk”
“What is there to talk? Do you want to get hurt more? Ask him to explain now, or else let me talk to him” Eva was trying so hard to came ot that It was really hard for me to control her. I need to know everything. You better explain to me why did you do that? I tried to get the truth out of him. There was no difference in his expression at all. He looked at me and slightly curved his lips upward. He was acting as if he don’t care about anything at all and his this kind of attitude was making my heart sadden a lot. And on the other hand Eva was so much angry with him for treating her like that. I closed my eyes “Moon goddess, Is it what you choosed for me? Don’t you think I also deserve someone with a loving heart?”
What would you do, If I don’t listen to you? What do you think you can do? He raised an eyebrow towards me. I could feel the anger emerging out from Eva inside me. I tried to calm her down but she took control at the end. I was at the back and now Eva was the in charge of the body. I could do nothing but watch as she marched towards Mr. Gold and slammed her hand on the top of the wooden table. i didn’t realise that she was using such strength that the table broke into two halves and all the things on the table got scattered on the floor. Eva’s voice was quite tough as she growled “Explain”
He didn’t react to anything even at this point, he was calm and expressionless. And why should I? Mr. Gold was triggering Eva even more as if he was playing with her emotions. My whole body was shaking with anger and Eva was even gritting her teeths together trying to sollow her anger. For god’s shake, I’m your mate. I am qualified and I do deserve to know the truth Eva blurted out loud.
And who says so? he smirked at me. I felt anger rising and this time it was not Eva but me Are you insulting me? I asked him but he didn’t respond to me at all. This was it, how can he treat me like that. If moon goddess had make us mate then shouldn’t we appreciate each other, respect, care… love? Aren’t mates meant to be each other’s halves? But look at what was going on, I was getting insulted from my own mate. LIke seriously wow.
He was not like this back at purple gold villa. In fact he had became the sweetest man alive at the last days he spent with me. He used to take care of my all needs but now, he don’t even care what I can feel, or I might get hurt by his words. He has totally changed in last month.
We are mates, if I feel the pain, I’m sure you feel it too. So why are you doing this? You know we can’t live without each other. I tried to talk to him nicely by siding my ego, my pain and the insult I got from him.
I can live without you. I don’t need a weak, pathethic mate who know nothing about herself. I am the alpha of Blue Moon pack, I can get anyone if I want. I don’t need t stick to a looser like you just because you are my mate. You don’t deserve me. He said as he looked out of the window. His words were hurting me as well as Eva. The pain was so unbearable to withstand. I was not strong enough for him to accept me as his mate… I smiled out of bitterness but hot tears begin to roll down my cheeks.
I wanted ask him more questions but I guess I got answers to all of my questions. Now I don’t know what else to say. i don’t have the courage to ask him. I looked at his back with tears in my eyes… Eva was also shocked to hear this.”No you are lying” eva was not a bit ready to take it. she denied it all “Say it while looking into my eyes. I don’t believe you. are you listening to me? Idon’t believe you. You are lying, you don’t mean any of tho…” Mr. Gold turned back and hold me by my shoulder as he directly look into my eyes “I, Ray Willis Gold reject you, Eva Riley Wilson as my mate”
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I felt numb all of a sudden. All the connection I felt with him were gone one by one. My heart stopped beating and my body stopped working. I looked at him blankly with empty eyes. His cold eyes were still emotionless as he throw me on the cold floor and walked out of the room. Even when he throw me on the floor, I didn’t feel a bit of pain or something. I was totally numb. I felt totally defeated at this point. I was angry with Mr. Gold, I was hurt when he left me alone even though he knew I was his mate and I will suffer without him but not in my wildest dream I ever imagined that he was going to reject me like this. Eva never hated him, she knew he can feel what she felt. She just want him to say sorry and come back to her but her mate rejected her at the end. I wasn’t strong enough….
I was on the floor while the door opened and Camila came in. She was saying something to me but I can’t listen what she was saying nor I could properly see what was going in front of me. When I was little I heard a saying that when the wound is deep, you won’t feel the pain. The same thing was happening to me, the pain was so much that all my senses were gone…. I saw everything blur but I know I wasn’t going to stay at this place another one second. With the blury vision and teary eyes, I got up from the floor and walked outside. Camila was shouting my name but my legs didn’t stopped at all.
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