I could care less about the will or the property, all I need was Mr. Gold at this point. What was I going to do with the property. I asked Mr Clark to wait for me outside. He nodded and went outside , now I and Liam were the only ones in the room. He looked at me as he asked “What’s the matter?”
“Where is he” i asked him straight forwardly.”He? Who?” he tried to play dumb but I wasn’t in the mood at all…”Where is Mr. Gold? when is he coming back” I asked him again. He went silent for a moment before sighing. Only then he opened his mouth He is never coming back and I’m no allowed to say anything to you. He gave you eighty percent of his property and asked me to take care of you…
But why? I shouted at him even though I knew he wasn’t going to answer my questions. He got up of the seat and begin to walk out. i closed my eyes and shouted I know you know all about him. You even know where he is, you are just not telling me… Because he abandoned me… as a mate It was not me but Eva but I let her do it. His disappearance had also affected me for sure. Listening to my words he stopped for a while but he don’t said anything. He just opened the door and walked out of there. I was standing right there in his study…
I stayed there almost all the day, It had his smell and that was helping a lot to calm Eva. She was not well, she was reacting so wildly that it was hard to handle her… By the time I learn about werewolves more from the books trying to figure out what I was going to do. Eva was constantly asking that we should at least meet him once and ask him for the answers this way or that. As for me, I had hope that he will come back to me even though he left now. We don’t even know where to find him anyway so I don’t think we would have another choice other then waiting..
By the end of the day the heat strucked my body again with a harsh amount of pain. The heat was now became a pain in my ass. No matter how hard I try, I can’t bear the pain. I screamed in pain like crazy and the the maid and the nurse came to the study running, they took me back to my room and make me rest in the bed. They then called Liam to ask for the medicine that he used to give me whenever I was in this pain. But unfortunately, Liam was already out of the villa. He said he will be back in a while, but the heat was so unbearable that tears were flowing down my cheeks already.
They all looked at me with sympathy in their eyes. It burns, put me down in the water. I begged them as the pain started spreading all over my body. They looked at each other in hesitation for a while but eventually , they hold me by shoulder and led me to the washroom. There one of them filled water on the tub, while other two held me and undressed me naked. I was naked in no time and then I was put down on the cold tub. I could feel the cool sensation all over my body and it made me a bit easier. I stopped wailing for a while because my skin was much more relaxed on water. But that didn’t last for long and I was again groaning in pain after few seconds.
They were socked with what was happening to me and why Liam would never take me to visit doctor even though I have go through this almost everyday. They would always look at me with sympathy whenever I look at their faces. In a while, uncle Frank was on the door with some ice. I was pretty sure he must have heard my cries. Ice was an good idea but it wasn’t enough to make my heat calm. I could feel Eva inside me was also in pain, I could picture her inside my brain looking at me with teary eyes as she silently bear all the pain. Those tears were not of pain but of hatred and helplessness.
In a while Liam was on the door, the nurse with me went outside and get the powder. She quickly let me smell it once before everything around me started to go dark………
When I woke up, I was lying on the bed. And I saw the nurse and the two maids sitting on the couch a bit far from me. They stopped talking and came to me as I make small noises. They gave me a gentle smile as they came to sat around me.”How are you?” The nurse one asked me. I nodded to her assuring that I was fine. Are you hungry? one of them asked me. I shook my head, I wasn’t feeling hungry at all. In fact I wasn’t feeling anything at all.
Ahh girl, you can’t say so. You have to eat something to fight your illness. You wait for a while and I’ll go get you some soup to drink.
Yeah, that’ll be great. Let’s go, I’ll go along with you. another one offered her. the nurse smiled at me as I saw them leaving.
Do you need anything?
No I shook my head. Then you get some more rest. I’m right here if you need anything. She give me a kind smile that make my heart warm from inside. She then sat there silently while I called out for Eva. Every time I took that medicine, I won’t feel Eva when I got up. I wonder what the medicine was or why it had such a effect.
Eva wake up now I squealed inside my head as she slowly opened her eyes. Eva are you alright? I asked her. Yeah I’m… she said as she slowly woke up. I could feel her body was still limb. I don’t know what had happened or maybe it was another side effect of the medicine.
Days went by just like the day before. There was no change at all. I would get up and wait at the hall for Mr. Gold hoping that he would get back sometime. But he didn’t get back home. My hopes were all shattering. I would daily fight with Eva that Mr. Gold will be back someday and I was going to wait for him while she would try to persue me to go and find himm so that to demand answers to our questions. But with each passing days, my hopes were getting thiner and thiner. And so was my appetite. I began to eat less and less regularly. Everyone around the villa tried to make me happy or talk to me or make my favourite foods to cheer me but I wasn’t that happy with any of this. They thought it was my illness that was making me so but only I and Liam know the reality. With time, I begin to talk less and think more. I begin to loose my mind. I would keep thinking about the possible reasons and even try to be on Eva’s good side but I wasn’t successful here either.
Liam was silent all the time whenever he came to me, nor did I asked him again about anything. I know that he know what is going on but he didn’t dared to not to listen to his boss. He would watch silently even if I was suffering from the heat. He would look at me with sympathy in his eyes but he won’t ever tell me about Mr. Gold.
It went like this for a long time, with time Liam would came in front of me less and less or let say, I totally begin to stay in my room. I stopped liking to go out or talk to anybody, even when someone came to talk to me I begin to feel annoyed. Eating was just for survive and with my new found werewolf capacities, I could survive far longer than a normal human without eating or drinking. Only the thing I would love was to sleep. I used to sleep all the day and night even though I barely fall asleep I would lie on the bed. It was weird but I never shed tears at that time. It was as if I no longer was emotional to anything. I even begin to feel numb to everything around me.
It had been almost one month like that. Days passed by, weeks passed by but Mr. Gold didn’t returned to me. But I had gained lots of weight during that time. Heat was now very common thing for me, the pain was same but I got pretty used to it.