I tried to stay calm but i couldn’t. I don’t know what was the reason. Why was i getting affected by Mr Gold’s words. He is no one to me. And i know that i should not get affected by him.
I drank a whole glass of water at once and decided to get out of the club. I looked at Anyee and Rick, they were still enjoying the dance with each other.
It was better to not to tell them. Or else their mood will be affected too. I thought to myself.
After thinking a while I went out of the club. While I was about to leave i thought i saw Cami at the back side of the dance floor. I saw her going inside a room. At least I think it was her whom i just saw.
I followed the dark shadow whom I thought was Cami. I crossed the stage where a lot of people were dancing. It was literally not crossing them, instead it was squeezing out of them. But still somehow I got back to the place where I saw her.
I went in front of the door where she had entered. I wanted to knock the door because if she wasn’t Cami who was inside. It’ll be a problem for me. And it’ll be so so weird to.. I mean I’ll look like I’m spying.
While I was thinking I heard some weird noises from the room inside. Some noises like panting and moaning. I don’t know who was inside but by the noise I had definitely known what was going on inside. An adult will know for sure. That’s a different thing that I was still some months away from my 18 birthday.
I got curious. I wanted to know was it really Cami making these weird noises? But still if I knock it’ll be embarrassing for me and to them also.
I wanted to peek from the peephole. I have done this this kind of things before. I bent down and take a look from that hole.
I was amazed to know it really was Cami inside. And with her was non other than Ethan. They were kissing each other. Ethan had pressed Cami on the wall and kissing her directly on her lips. They were so close and Ethan was holding her by her head by one hand and other hand was at her waist. They were so intimate with each other. They were so close.
Cami said they were only friends hmm?? And what about the care that Ethan was doing to Cami at the table? And the bright smile of Cami looking at him. I should have known they were pat than just friends. They were so cute together. Bit I felt pissed that she lied to me. Why didn’t she said anything to me when she was this close to him?
In the moments of thought I had pushed the door a little and it got open with a crack sound. I saw them jolting apart from the peephole. They both looked at the door and I quickly got up. Shit, why don’t they lock the door? Were they that impatient already? If they saw me outside the door peeking them, it’ll be so embarrassing. Eww.
Then I saw footsteps coming towards the door. Someone was coming. I then tiptoed back to the dancing floor and rushed in the crowd of people. I got behind a man and hide. I was looking to their direction while Ethan came out of the room looking around. I know he was looking for me. But he can’t find me since I was in the crowd. He looked here and there then after a while he went back to the room and I again squeezied my self out of that floor once again.
I looked at the Anyee and Rick . What had they eaten? They are still dancing? How can they still be on that damn floor jumping and moving along with the beats.
I move towards them. But I was going in front I saw Mr Gold at a table sitting and looking at me. He had a drink in a hand while the other was resting on the sofa. He was in a relaxed posture. He was alone today . He was drinking maybe. He had drink in front of him and a glass In his hand.
While I saw him, my heart didn’t beat faster this time. I didn’t feel anything but pain. There was a lot of pain in my heart. I felt so down. ” Who knows if you didn’t did it purpose or not ” ” many people do anything just to get on my bed ” his words were still ringing in my top floor of the body. And those words were making me feel sad. He think me as a bad… No…. No cheap girl. A girl who’ll do anything just to sleep with him. How can he think like that.
I slowly took my steps back. I didn’t went to Rick and Anyee. I just looked at them for a more while before getting out of that place.
I came out and took a long breath. I really need air this time. Because I feel suffocated back there and all I could feel was a deep sense of pain in my heart. It was just like someone pinning my heart with something sharp.
I don’t know what to do and where to go. I didn’t want to go inside. Inside was him . I don’t wanted to face him. So I decided to wait for them here.
There was a lot of cars at the side of the road. I just keep moving here and there. I don’t what to do. Cami she was busy with Ethan and Rick and Anyee was really enjoying their night out. I don’t wanted to disturb them but I was damn tired of waiting.
I took out my phone and called Anyee. She didn’t pick up the phone. I knew this would happen, there was a loud noise inside how could she hear her phone ringing?
I called Rick with a hope maybe he’ll pick up the phone but he didn’t either. I dialed their number once more but they wouldn’t pick.
I didn’t dialed Cami’s because I’ve seen her inside. And I don’t wanted to…. i just can’t make myself calling her.
” I feel so suffocating inside and now I’m out here. I am waiting for you guys please came out ”
I forwarded this message to Cami and Anyee both.