I feel I could strangle her, but I feel I could grab her and kiss her so hard. She is full of shit, but she is so god damn gorgeous. She makes me just want to be with her, but I want to run away too. I think I am in way over my head, but I can’t imagine being with anybody else at the moment.
Even though she does not want to fucking talk to me.
I think the entire world can see that she wants nothing to do with me at all, does not matter what I do, she is just not interested in me.
And the first to say something about that is Dominic, “You look like you can kill someone.”
I only but grunt at him as I am still looking into Ava’s direction, “More like fucking strangle.”
Ava grunts back even louder at me as she looks at me from underneath those eyelashes.
Emma only waves her off and continues to ask me, “Who is pissing you off?”
I hiss as I do not even want to utter her name, yet, “Do you even have to god damn ask.”
Joseph that finally gets his brain back to earth for a second, turns to ask, “Who’s got your pussy in a knot?”
“She has her own pussy in a knot.”
Ya, and I should not have said it for the minx has listened to our entire conversation, she but only raise her voice a pitch louder, “At least it does not have multiple cocks.”
And that is all I need to start, “You just sour cause you not getting fucked.”
“You just sour that you not fucking me.”
“You god damn right.”
That shuts her mouth up for the rest of the afternoon. She refuses to talk to me or even look in my way. After countless hours of torture, we finally dropping them off.
Now if I have not learned my lesson, I decide to carry on. I stop and face Ava, “I can’t say it was a pleasure.”
And she only but returns me an ice-cold shoulder, “I can’t say that I am sad to see you go.”
“Are you coming to the club tonight?”
“Why the fuck would I even do that?”
“Because I am asking you.”
“Don’t waste your breath.”
“I take that as a no.”
“You damn right it’s a no.”
Fuck this.
I grab her around the waist, my fingers clasping her thighs as I pull her into my chest. There is a fire burning between our bodies.
She gasps out of complete shock, “What the fuck are you doing?”
“What does it look like.”
I take her lips, gentle but demanding. I suck at her lower lip, my tongue running over the edges, kissing every corner of her mouth. A soft, dry kiss turning wet and hungry.
“Let me go.”
I grasp her around her waist and pull her closer until there is no space between our bodies.
“Not until you have kissed me.”
Then we are kissing like crazy; as I slip my tongue into her mouth, it feels like my body is dissolving into hers. I can feel every square inch of her body press against my sculpted chest. Her fingers grip my hair, my veins throb, and my heart explodes. My cock is throbbing against her thighs
“Fuck woman, I want you so bad.”
My hands are everywhere; I want her, I want to breathe her, lick her, eat her, drink her, and taste her. She feels fucking amazing.
I can hear as she only but whimpers my name, “Trayton.” Out of breath, I can only but tremble, “Yes.”
And just as the moment is about to heat but an inch higher, Joseph had to interrupt us. “Get a fucking room.” Yet, of course, he is joined by Dominic, “God, you are two seconds away from ripping her clothes off.”
I turn around and face them with heat that has now turned to anger, “Why the fuck are you staring at us anyway.”
From behind Dominic, steps Emma, “Fuck it is hard to miss you two.” Let us not forget Becca, “A real-life fucking porno.”
Completely pissed off for their interruption, I take a deep breath and start to walk off, “Shut the fuck up and take me home.”
I turn back to a clearly very stunned woman, “Please come to the club tonight.”
With that, we leave the girls behind. The drive home is very quiet. I am fucking horny and god damn pissed off.
But if I think Dominic would leave me alone, he just continues, “What the fuck is your problem?”
“It’s fucking boss to you.” I snap back at him. “And none of your god damn business.”
Then Joseph too turns to me, “God you fucking tense.”
“It’s fucking boss to you too,” I growl in irritation. “Get your fucking asses to the docks.”
Immediately I have Dominic object, “We supposed to meet the girls tonight.”
“I don’t give a fuck. Go offload those containers.”
“But,” Joseph hesitates, yet he continues. “It’s going to take us the whole night.”
“You will fucking go there even if it takes until the next morning.”
She fucking ignores me most of the day, then when she finally kisses me back, my entire world flips over. I am not pissed off with her; I am pissed off with myself for being so goddamn stupid in pushing her away, then fucking that bimbo. I think I have a big ass problem that I never thought would happen to me in this lifetime or in any for that matter of fact.
I am in love with this girl.
I need to see her, but I don’t want to sound desperate, but I still send her a message.
“Fuck you have not even been gone for a half-hour.”
“What can I say? You got a man missing you already.”
“Don’t think because you managed to kiss me that I like you.”
“I know you like me. You just don’t want to admit it.”
“What do you want?”
“Please come to the club tonight.”
“I will think about it.”
Yes, I definitely sound desperate. But I know she won’t come to the club without Emma and Becca. So reluctantly, I look back at Dominic and Joseph.
“You god damn idiots can offload tomorrow.”
Joseph can barely hide his damn excitement, but he knows he needs to tread carefully because I am still pissed off. So he dares to ask, “Why you so fucking upset?”
I drop my head for a moment and sigh in defeat, “I got a big ass problem.”
“We know,” Joseph says, “Her name is Ava.”
I only but shake my head at Joseph, “She is not the problem.”
“Then what the fuck is going on?”
“I think I am in love with the goddamn girl.”
And everything goes completely quiet. I watch the amazement on both Joseph and Dominic’s faces. Not one of them knowing what to say. Then just before Dominic is about to speak I sigh once again at the sad realization, “She wants fuck all to do with me. I am starting to sound fucking desperate.”
…Ava POV…
That was intense, I have never been kissed by a man like that before, let alone Trayton Torcelli. The man that every girl wants, only but wants me. So with a very shocked heart, I drop down on the couch still trying to find my breath.
Emma passed me a glass of wine and sits right next to me, “Let’s all just pretend that just did not happen.” Then Becca adds, “Fuck I have never seen a kiss so intense.” And Emma asks, “What the fuck was that?”
“God,” I shake my head bewildered. “He just grabbed me and gave it all. It was wild and fucking amazing.”
Becca lays her hand down on my knees with a big ass smile, “There is some serious lust in that man. What now?”
“Well,” much to my irritation there is a smile that grows on my face, “He’s asked me to the club. Three times already.”
“And,” Emma asks, “Are you going to go.”
“I don’t know.”
Emma only shakes her head at me, “Fuck Ava don’t be stupid. This man wants you. And I don’t think it is just for sex.”
… Trayton POV…
So I just admitted what has been burning in my gut. It’s both relieving and fucking scary. What do I do with shit like this? A man like me don’t fall in love, in lust but definitely not love. I am supposed to be a man that’s got at all, the ultimate bachelor with a different girl every night. I don’t even feel I want to be that man anymore, but now I don’t have it all; I don’t have what I really want. All I want is her and just her, not just to fuck, to have something more.
Dominic, much to my annoyance is finding this hilarious, “Man, you are screwed.”
“Thanks for fucking reminding me.”
“Do you think she will come tonight?” He carries on to ask.
“God, I hope so, but I don’t think she will.”
Then I have dear old Leo walk up from the bar to our table, “Fuck what is this I hear about your sorry ass being in love.”
I stop what I am doing and look from Dominic to Joseph, “Fuck does nothing stay a secret around here.”
He gives me a shy smile, “I could not help it.” And as he finishes his sentence, I smack him against the back of his head.
“What the fuck is that for.”
“I could not help it either.”
But Leo is not finished, he hears hard a rumor now he wants the rest, “But seriously now, What the fuck did you drop your ass into.”
“You, damn idiots, are not helping. What the fuck do I do now?”
“Well,” Dominic starts, “It looks like, for once, you are going to be the one that works for it.”
How do I even begin to do that? I have never, and I will say it again, but I have never had to work for a woman in my life before. I don’t even know how to treat a decent woman, let alone chase her. God, do you even call it to chase then. I know nothing about a relationship. Hell, I did not even think I would ever say that word.
I am soon ripped from my thoughts as Leo points at the stairs leading up to the VIP lounge, “Do you know what is else is fucking amusing?” He but pauses for a few seconds. “It is what’s on her way here.”
“What the fuck are you talking about.” I look over to where he is pointing to, and my heart drops into my shoes. “What the fuck is she doing here?”
Dominic moves comfortably around in his chair and smiles, “Fuck this is going to be fun.”
I only but grind on my teeth, “How the fuck did she even get up here?”
Then in less than two steps, she is right in front of me, “Hey gorgeous.”
“What are you doing here?”
“I came to say hello.”
“How the hell that you get up here?”
“I can be very persuasive.”
I cringe at the very thought of being with her, and as politely that I can, I ask her, “Please can you leave.”
“I only got here, and I wanted to see you.”
“Well, you have seen me, so please go.”
“You not going to get rid of me that easily.”
“I can, and I will.”
“Why don’t we go into your office and show you how much I have missed you.”
I cannot help but laugh back into her face, “That is not fucking happening.”
“You can’t fuck a girl then just ditch her.”
“You are reading way too much into what happened between us.”
Yes, then she tells me the best one of all, “What we had was special. “Don’t tell me you did not feel it.”
“What I felt was a once-off fuck that meant fuck all to me. Now please leave.”
“Honey, I ain’t going anywhere.”
“Don’t make me throw your ass out of here.”
“That is no way to treat your girl.”
“You not my fucking girl.”
…Ava POV…
The girls are busy getting ready to go to the club. Dominic and Emma are starting to get serious, so he has asked her to go. I am peacefully watching some rerun while Emma is getting ready. While I am lost in my thoughts, I hear her call for me, “Trayton asked again if you will go to the club tonight.”
I only but laugh at her. “He is starting to sound desperate.”
But she does not find it as hilarious, “Ava, don’t be stupid.”
“Yes,” Becca agrees, “It’s not every day a guy like that goes crazy for a woman.”
But then Emma adds, “Especially when he falls in love with you.”
And that right there catches my attention, “What the fuck are you talking about?”
I watch as Emma gets a wicked little smile on her face, “He told Dominic that he is in love with you.”
And all that I can but utter, “What the fuck?”
Emma looks at me rather seriously now as she hands me the curling tongs, “Give him a chance. A real chance. He really does regret what happened.”
“It’s all fair.” I say as I hand her the tongs back refusing to do my hair to go out, “He is sorry but will he do it again.”
“For fuck sake.” Emma grunts, “Just go to the fucking club.”
…Trayton POV…
Yes, one of my one-night stands is back to haunt me. Normally they do not come back, but sometimes I do get that one persistent one that seems to think what we had was special. Well, I have one here, and she is not leaving.
“I am not asking you again to leave.”
“Not until I get what I came here for.”
“Alexa, you wasting your time. Leave before you get thrown out of here.”
“You should not lead a woman on if he is not planning to get serious.”
“You are starting to piss me off. Just fucking go. You are testing my patience.”
“Please, Trayton.”
“Get the fuck out of here.”
This crazy bitch does not want to leave. She has some fucked up idea in her head that we are together. I do, on the occasion, get that the women I fuck think that there is something between us, but this one is fucking psycho. She needs to leave before Ava gets her.
“Trayton, please, can we just go talk in your office for a minute.”
“No, just fuck off.”
“Only for a second.”
“Fucking leave.”
“You can’t just ditch me.”
“We were never fucking together,”
“But you called me baby.”
“God I fucking call everybody I fuck baby.”
“Trayton, please.”
“Fuck off.”
I am startled by a voice behind me, and yes, my entire world comes crashing in an instant. My ways have finally caught up to me, and the very thing that I truly wanted is going to be out of my reach. And as she speaks, I feel like I die a slow and painful death,
“Trayton,” my voice flow from Ava’s lips, “What the fuck is going on here.”
Yes, let us not forget that Alexa is still in front of me as well and she is not taking kindly to Ava’s presence, “Stay out of it bitch.”
And the catfight begins as Ava takes her stance, “Who the fuck is your bitch.”
“This has fuck all to do with you. It’s between Trayton and me.”
This is about to blow up in my face. Now she will never talk to me ever again, my chances as good as gone.
Then strangely Ava steps closer to me, “The man said he is not interested. Now fuck off.”
Alexa only gives Ava a once over, “Whom the fuck do you think you are?”
“I am his girlfriend. Fuck off before I pull you out by your hair.”
“Fuck you bitch.”
Out of completely nowhere, I see Ava ball her tiny hands into a fist which in mere seconds crashes into Alexa’s cheek, snapping her face to the side.
“Don’t call me a fucking bitch.”
I quickly call for Dominic before this gets out of hand, “Dominic gets security to take this woman out of the club. And her friends too.”
I look at a clearly angry Ava; I want to tell her that was fucking hot, but my better judgment tells me to shut my mouth.
Then I take her hand gently in mine, “Let me look at your hand.”
I turn to Joseph, “Joseph, please will you grab me ice from the bar.”
She still has not said a word to me, and I do not know what to say either.
And then after a deafening silence, she finally speaks, “That is what happens when you fuck everything that walks.”
Then, a first for Trayton Torcelli ever, “I am sorry I fucked her in the first place.”
“Why?” She asks. “Because she has gone psycho on you, or she is the reason I won’t give you a chance?”
“Both but more the reason you hate my guts.”
“I don’t hate your guts. I hate the way you just fuck random women.”
The excitement that was there earlier just at the thought of seeing her, drops and my heart feels heavy. “What can I do to make you change your mind?”
“Change my mind about what?”
“Be with me.”
I watch as there is a mixture of confusion and excitement play over her face as she hears the words even I am still trying to explain, “The town’s biggest playboy wants to be with me.”
“Yes, I want to be with you.”
“Why?”
My hand gently moves over to her hip, and it lays there for a while, my thumb rubbing her slightly exposed skin.
“Trayton, you are avoiding my question.”
“I want to kiss you.”
Our lips move closer, and they touch. My tongue reaches out, sliding over her lips and pushing through the seams. As her teeth scrape over my tongue, it sends a warmth throughout my body, making my cock instantly reacts. My hands move around her neck, and I stroke my fingers through her thick hair. Our tongues caress, and a weak gasp escapes her lips. I catch her breath and take her mouth by force, consuming it, taking it for my own. The kiss is passionate, her mouth intoxicating.
“God Ava, I want you.”
Our eyes gradually meet; I lower my head and begin biting and kissing down her neck. My mouth roams at will, no longer gentle as I devour her, ravenous against the smooth curve of her throat, the soft flesh of her ear.
“Trayton.”
“Fuck, Ava, I can’t control myself when I am near you,”
Every bit of me wanting to take her, wanting her hot naked skin against mine. My cock sucked into her tight wet pussy. I want to make love to her all night long and have her fall asleep in my arms.
Do I tell her how I really feel?