Then finally, I had a chance to steal my undergarments from his grasp. But I regretted it when my towel fell down.
“Hi, gorgeous!” His lips turned up wide.
He let go of the panty and his fingers were now traveling to my wrist.
I almost can’t breathe on top of him. I couldn’t move because of embarrassment. My heartbeat went to an irregular count, my nervousness flushed through out my entire body.
His eyes gazed all over my body. I tried to pull my wrist from his hold but he firmly stopped me from doing so.
“Let go off me, Zekiah!” I growled.
His eyes raked my body once more before smirking playfully.
“You look tensed, sweetheart.” His one hand traveled up to my arm. His hand sends signal through my veins, which made me weaker and unstable.
His fingers walked from my arm ti my shoulder. Lips moved as his fingers already crossed the line. It went to my neck down to my neck exposed breasts.
“Please, stop…” I firmly said.
“Stop what? This?” He quirked a brow, fingers moving slowly at my clavicle.
I squeezed my eyes shut to fight the flame slowly rising inside me. This is not right, we’re not supposed to do this. We still have a lot of issues to fix and I think this is not the answer.
“Zeki…” I breathed while trying to find my sanity.
“Hmm?” he replied.
I gasped when he finally molded one of my full breast. His hand was soft and hot while stroking my breast, I can’t help but to burn with arousal.
“Stop this, Hezekiah…” I murmured.
He removed his other hand holding my hand and snaked it around my waist.
“No, this is what you wanted, Emory. You can’t lie to me.” he said in husky voice.
I bit my bottom lip, I looked up to stop the emotion. He maybe right, no! He’s right. This is what I really wanted, this is what I’ve been longing for the past few weeks. It’s not enough that he’s just on the other room while I can’t sleep thinking of him. I want this! I want him so bad… And I don’t think this is wrong. No questions, he’s my husband and I love him…
I didn’t protest when he pulled my nape close to him and his lips bruised mine, tearing up my lips and tongue delving deeply into my mouth.
He moved and suddenly he’s already above me. He removed the towel hindering us and threw it somewhere. I’m perfectly naked in front of him, so there is no sense for complaining.
He was unbuttoning his polo shirt and the bulge in his pants is already restraining. I gasped when he pulled away from the kiss to take off his pants.
I don’t want to waste time. I hate waiting, so I helped him take it off without any fucking word.
The sun settled in, the shadow and the luminous light came from the window intensified the heat between us. I could clearly see how his manhood jutted angrily underneath his soft fabric. I bit my lip and looked straight to his eyes that was blazing with fire and desire.
“I’m not doing this just for the sake of our marriage. I am doing this because I love you… be mine again, Sweetheart..”
He then finally take out his cloak!
I can’t help but to gasp and gulp. There’s no going back now when he pulled me again for a kiss.
This time, his kiss was passionate and tender. I grabbed his nape to deepen the kiss while his hands are everywhere… Nothing’s going on my mind but what he said. He still loves me, he wanted this to work. I don’t have plans on opposing because that’s what I want, too. I love him with all my heart and nothing in this world can’t break the love I have for him.
I can feel his hand in between my thighs. My back curved up to the bed and felt the heat whelming me.
We’re already spiced up, there is no need to delay. Holding back is the last thing we can do at this very moment. So when he finally positioned himself in between my thighs, I prepared for a bed wrecking scenario.
He looked up for a moment and dropped his head to find my eyes. His eyes were so dark and ruthless, the muscles in his jaw started working. Oh damn! I hate how he played his card so rough and merciless.
He pushed inside me without restrain. I could feel the eagerness and the hungriness as he rocked back and forth.
And I let out a moan, while he still looked at me darkly. My heart feels so warm and so sweet. He suddenly whirled us around again, I’m on the top of him right now.
He caught my breast and held my back in place. He pushed me down and I gave him an access to do that. I willingly moved above him which made him hold me tightly. His both hands slid down at my rear, digging my flesh skin.
“Ah, fuck!” he growled, looking at the ceiling while closing his eyes. I saw how much he bit his lower lip while I moved above him.
I never asked myself why I love this man at my very young age. Those dark eyes, expressive eyebrows and plump lips. Sculpted body, stubble squared jaw and that sexy face. I want to forget the pain of the past for a moment. Because what matters the most is him making me feel real right now.
I moved closer and kiss him, not so tender, not so delicately but ungentle, harshly and passionately. It became a way for him to move even faster, he dominated both of us while he’s underneath me. He’s now hugging me tighter as he moaned right through my ear.
He pushed me down hard and my orgasm was nearly exploding as my heart accelerated.
“Ah, Em…” he grunted.
He moved faster and rougher and met with my movements, and the rapid pleasure released inside me. He hugged me tightly, not wanting a moment to end. He kissed the blade of my shoulder as he rubbed my rear to discharge his sweet juices.
“I love you… Sweetheart.” he murmured.
I closed my eyes when the cold wind grazed my cheek. I was standing in the veranda while hugging myself.
I smiled as I watched the flickering lights of the city. I’ve never thought that this place will be my second paradise. The bliss and felicity that snatched from me for the very long time is being brought back in my arms again.
I flinched when I felt him slowly hugging me from behind. He planted a small kiss at my shoulder and hugged me tighter.
“What are you thinking about?”
I shook my head and smiled. I’m not thinking about anything but what happened within us. I don’t want to ruin this moment with him but I can’t help but to think of our problems.
“I don’t know, I just… want some air to breathe… ” I shrugged my shoulder. My eyes went down to the glass of wine that I’m holding.
“Hmm, I’m thinking of a better future with you, new memories to make and babies…” he whispered.
I dropped my head and smiled. “You’re kidding, right.” My eyes went back to the view in front while savoring his embrace.
“No. I not…”
He made me face him. I slowly looked up at him with eyes full of sorrow and pain. He clasped my both cheeks and rubbed it gently using his thumb finger.
He looked at my eyes and searched for hope in there.
“I don’t know how to start again. Because everytime I try to bring everything back to what it was before, I just end up hurting you more.” he said in a hushed voice.