Jane.
It had been so long since I had been around a man who actually cared about me. Adam, the beta of Crystal pack was a delightful man to be around. When with him, I felt like a teenager that has just discovered love for the first time. Although I was not in love with him, I enjoyed the attention he was giving me and started craving for more. He took me on long walks, and we talked a great deal together. If I wasn’t so fixated on Ridian, I would have fallen in love with him because everything about him seemed great. But, as time went on, it become boring because he was too nice that it almost seemed fake. There was no flair, no challenge and I was not really used to that.
People in crystal pack didn’t like me very much, especially the women. I think it was because I had swooped in from nowhere and taken all the male attention. There were a lot of beautiful and amazing women in the pack but there is always that allure that a new face brings to an area. A new good-looking person in an area will definitely cause waves among the opposite sex. I relished in the attention I was getting from the male population. Given that there were a lot of single ones, I was pretty sure that Adam alone would never be enough for me. That’s why I was trying to delay commitment.
Although I was not sexually attracted to Adam, I liked him.
“You look beautiful,” he said to me as I danced to a slow song playing on the radio. I moved my body around, gyrating sexually and maintaining a flirty smile on my face. I was wearing tiny red lingerie that showed off nearly everything.
Adam was seated on the couch in his living room, watching me intensely. I smiled as I moved closer to him. I leaned down and dropped a kiss on his cheek before standing up again. I lowered my backside and gyrated against his hard on. When I tried to get up, he held me back and cupped my face with one hand before gently turning it towards him. He tilted his head before capturing my lips in his. There was no quick fireworks but a slow flame in my body, just enough to make sex bearable but nothing outstanding. Regardless, I still had to give him what he wanted, so that he could help me get what I wanted.
Right when things were getting really steamy, there was a knock on the door.
“Ignore that,” I told him though I wished he would go and find out who it was. I really didn’t feel like sleeping with him. The feelings were barely there and because of that, I knew it was going to be mediocre at best.
“It’s the gamma,” he said, standing up. “It might be serious.”
As he walked to the door, I wondered if he was as uninterested as I was.
“What is it?” I heard his asking Tom, his gamma.
“I have heard that Ridian Jamison’s luna is at Moonshine pack without him,” he said. I gasped. “Since alpha Aragon has travelled far, I thought it was best to inform you. Pardon my intrusion.”
“Thank you for the information,” he said. “I’ll see what to do about it. You can leave now.”
Adam had left me lying on the couch, but when he returned I was seated. “Tell me I didn’t hear that right. Cilla Markle is here?”
He sat down. “Yes, he is. But we’ll deal with her issues later. Come here, baby.”
“I can’t.”
“Why not?”
“I hate that woman and now that she is so near, I feel like going over there and staking her myself.”
Adam pulled me close. “Don’t focus on negative feelings right now.” he kissed my forehead. I pulled away and stood up. I was not the women he was clearly used to, the women that need to be comforted like children. The only thing that was going to make me feel better was getting my revenge on Cilla Markle for taking the position that was supposed to be mine in Blackmoon pack. I couldn’t bear seeing that woman happy.
“I don’t think I can do what you want,” I confessed to him. “I can’t let go of my revenge plans. I don’t think I will be able to move on without getting back at Cilla. I’m sorry but I need to deal with this before I can leave that part of my life behind. Whenever I hear her and Ridian’s names, I get triggered. If you want me to be with you and leave the issues in the past, you have to help me get rid of her. Now that Ridian gave her control over Moonshine pack, she will be coming over a lot and I just don’t think I can take it.”
Adam was silent for a while. He seemed to be thinking hard. Worried that he might decide it was not worth it anymore, I went and sat on his lap then started undoing his belt while running his junk and kissing him on the neck. I could feel his body getting tense and starting to move slightly. I got rid of the belt and started working on the zipper. When I got a groan from him, I knew that my mission was going to be successful. If there was one thing i was an expert at, it was controlling men.
“It’s okay, I’ll help you.” he said. I smiled and started moving my lips over his boxer, getting several groans.
“Will you help me finish Cilla off?” I asked.
“I will,” he promised.
“Now, let me get rid of these barriers,” he said, referring to his trousers and underwear. He stood up and undressed. When he got back on the couch, I gave him my best move and in turn helped him have the best sex of his life.
I didn’t care that it was not the best for me. Cilla was going to die, and that’s all I wanted.