We left, and I heard Austin’s heartbreaking cry, which broke my heart, but I firmly proceeded.
(Austin’s perspective)
I’m Austin, and I’m a guy that adores Acacia.
I was first envious of Gavin’s ability to let her stare with soft eyes. I made the mistake of thinking she was with me just to thank me for saving my life, and I tried to excite her in the most ineffective way possible. I pushed her away from me. I eventually found her, but she was near Gavin. I tried to get her to leave, but she refused.
I’m devastated. I would have told her plainly if I hadn’t been so harsh at the start. Perhaps this isn’t the case right now.
Without her, what is the meaning of the world? I jumped into the water. I thought I’d finally be able to forget about the anguish of losing her in the raging tide, but I was saved. Everything appeared to have lost its energy, and life had become so routine. My girl was in the arms of other men that day, and she was so happy.
However, I want to be with her and explain everything to her, I am prepared to seek her forgiveness. There are a lot of misunderstandings between us.
I threw my heart and soul into my job and returned to how I was when I never met her before. There was nothing that caught my attention.
I didn’t notice her, till the lovely artwork caught my eye and I bought it. I went to the exhibit to see whether she was the artist who created this artwork. I did meet her. After all these years, it appears that I still know her very well.
I wanted to keep her, but her rejection broke my heart. Later, I watched her and Gavin go to a hotel together. Has their relationship advanced this far? I couldn’t stop myself from taking her out of the motel. I wanted to keep her at my side as she had been before.
Every day, I see her indifference to me and realize that our alienation hasn’t completely vanished.
Now I’m sitting alone in this deserted house where she spent a few days. Is it fate that we won’t be able to spend the rest of our lives together?
No, I’m not going to take that. She is my little girl. In my life, she can only be mine. I’m not going to give up. I took two tablets to calm myself down and then hurried back without pausing.
I returned to this depressing location and knocked on the front door. The individuals inside were as happy as a family, yet I felt completely out of place.
I overheard them talking about something.
“Acacia, you and Gavin have been together for so long, I think you should get engaged first?”
Her father informed him that he liked Gavin a lot to be Acacia’s husband, and that he despised me.
Acacia has yet to respond. Her hesitating expression makes me feel as if I’m about to die. I sincerely hope she declines.
I’m not sure how much longer I can wait. I dashed in and immediately whisked her away. I’m sure her parents are once again displeased with me, but I can’t help myself. I’d truly die if she married Gavin.
“Austin, what are you doing? Let me go.”
“Do you want me to let you go and marry that man?”
“You listened in on our chat.”
“Of course you don’t want me to know since you’re happy, but have you ever considered how terrible my heart is and how soon I’ll die?”
“Didn’t I say we were finished?”
“No, you will always be mine as long as I refuse to accept it.”
“You’re far too arrogant.”
“It doesn’t matter to me, you’re coming with me now.”
I immediately dragged her into my car, drove her to my house, and imprisoned her. I don’t care if she despises me or is uninterested in me. I’m still a living person as long as she’s at my side.
“If you don’t let me go, I’ll never forgive you.”
“Suit yourself, you’ll never be able to get away from me in this life.”
Every day, I feel like a walking corpse. Why is this girl who loved me so much in the beginning not in love with me?
My health has been deteriorating since I lost her. I was told that I needed to visit a psychiatrist. I discovered that I was suffering from acute depression, but I kept it to myself. I believe that as long as she stays, I will recover.
I brought her food on this particular day.
“It’s time to eat.”
“I won’t eat, Austin. When will you let me go?”
“I said, I won’t let you go, that will never happen.”
“As I already said, we can’t go back.”
“Yes, I heard you. Please try to love me the way you used to, and we’ll be okay.”
I attempted to take her in my arms, but she pushed me away, feeling disgusted. She was vanished from my sight by the time I reacted.
I quickly followed her, but she was nowhere to be seen. She leaves me once more, and I was unable to find her. I fainted out on the ground and was rushed to the hospital.
I hated it as soon as I wake up. When I wasn’t dead, why did I experience the sorrow of losing her so clearly?
My doctor told me that my health was deteriorating, but I didn’t seem to mind, so it’s all right. Maybe if I’m insane, I’ll be able to forget about her. I assumed I was merely depressed, but the doctor’s following words put me in a trance. I have a brain tumor that has already progressed.
I sigh deeply, God is worthy of me, know that I wish to die.
I was knocked unconscious. I have no idea how long did it took. I was a little taken aback. Acacia gently wiped my cheek with her gentle fingertips. It’s got to be a dream.
I opened my eyes, my vision was a little blurry, and I felt my disease had progressed to the point of blindness, but I saw this person in front of me, and it was my girl!
“What brings you back?”
Now all I want is for her to remain away from me and not see me die in a mess.
“How come you didn’t tell me you were ill and it was so serious?”
“So you’ve returned to sympathize with me? If that’s the case, I’m not interested. Get out of here. You don’t have to feel sorry for me.”
“I know you want to upset me, but I’m not going to let you. I will not leave you.”
“I will let you go. Return to your Gavin, you’ve already been with him. I’m not interested in a filthy lady like you.”
“I said that I would not leave. To irritate me, you don’t have to speak these words. I am quite aware that I am mistaken. I know I shouldn’t be so nasty to you, but I’m angry as well. You’re holding another lady, which makes me suspicious of your promises. I see why you want to keep me around so much now. I’ll accompany you to help you get over the hardships. Please don’t give up. We’re simply friends, Gavin and I.