Aqua Louise Pov:
I wanted to shout, I wanted to scream at him, to tell him he doesn’t own me but then I have learned something from Ma Olive, I also need to show him that his touches don’t affect me anymore. The mare thinking of it alone gets me all dripping wet but then… I can’t continue like this…. I can’t continue to let him have his way with me all the time. If I need him to ever look at me as a mate then I need to fight this too. I felt a burning sensation on my chest, I closed my eyes and blink back every once tears that intend to drop. It hurt so much just to go through all this for love, it hurts like hell but then I have no choice, I’m at the point in my life where I had to make something happen and I can’t do that without getting hurt emotionally, but I think the most important thing should be that at the end of it, I think it’s worth fighting for.
I smile to myself, knowing I’m right after all
“Strip the fucking clothes off!!” The Alpha’s voice startles me, making me jump back in fear, I sighed looking at his overly red eyes
“Must he be an asshole all the time?” I ask my inner self
“Mate is upset” Scarlet whimpered slowly in my head and I sighed. I look up to see his intense gaze on me as he looks impatient, I thought he was in a meeting a few hours ago…. I held the tip of my gown as I fixed my gaze on him, this man here who turns out to be a Lycan Alpha is my mate, how do I handle him?
My dress dropped on the floor with my gaze never leaving him, at least I need to know if he ever has any hunger or needs for me, but as I watch him he’s feelings, emotions and stares are all hard to decipher like I can’t read him, just how much I wish I l know what’s going on, in that head of he’s. How does he control his emotions because I know he can read me like an open book.
I sighed as I focussed my gaze on him as I held the clippers of my Brazier ready to unclip them, my full attention on him as I watch his every move, immediately I unclip my Brazier and they fall to the ground, he took fast and predatory steps towards me as his eyes are filled with hunger and something I cannot decipher, I gulp down the lump in my throat as I awaited him, I closed my eyes, as I chant to myself
“If I ever want us together then I need to work hard, no moaning,” I tell myself, feeling his hot breath on my neck from behind.
I don’t need to see him to know that he towers all over me from the behind, he grabs my right boobs as he squeezes them tightly like he’s telling me that I belong to him, he’s claiming me angrily I can feel it through his touches but I won’t give him the pleasure to see me moan in ecstasy of his touches rather I will live him confused. He trails his hands down to my pussy area, I sighed inwardly knowing what his touching is doing to me, his close proximity, his hot breath on my neck, his affordable hands working like magic on my boobs where they belong are heavenly but no…. I won’t give in to that pleasure just not yet.
He squeezes my ass and I wince like someone in pain.
“Your touches no longer entice me, you can see my skin is burning from pain,” I said not knowing when I dropped the hit word. I felt him still behind my back, the next movement was fast as I never expected it, he swirled me swiftly and slammed my back towards the nearest wall, but this time around gentle enough not to hurt me, he towers all over me as I stare into his gaze, eyeballs to eyeballs. I refuse to be intimidated
”You know how much you lie with your words woman” He said looking at me though I sighted something like hurt, but it cleared off just like it never came within a split of the moment,
“I no longer ache for your love, your touches as well are no more significant to my body”
“Enough!” He growled, like an angry lion punching the wall near me, but I didn’t waver nor did I fear. Ma Olive told me enough to know that he needs to fight past his demons and if I want that to happen, I need to push him to do that.
“You belong to me and no one else”
“Says the Alpha who made me his sex slave,” I said smirking with a hint of tease in my voice
“We both wanted that,” He said looking at me, but I was quiet, he wanted me to fall at his feet again begging for jos love, but he’s mistaken, I’m already used to people not loving me from childhood, its parts of me already,
“Say something” He growled, slamming his hand beside the walls in which he caged me between him.
“I have nothing to say, I grew up knowing no one love, I catered and fend for myself and at this point, the last thing I need is an Alpha like you”
“Don’t you dare reject me” He said immediately, making sure I feel the venom in his voice as he stared deep into my soul,
“I will never reject you because you already did”
“You belong to me, I never rejected you” He growled. He held onto his head like he’s fighting his demon, and just as his back is turned against me he muttered those word
“Get on the bed and give me your fucking back!!!!!”