Hurting her feelings 2
Aqua Louise Pov:
I slumped down on his bed after he left, I felt my whole body crumble, as tears flowed down freely on their own without me trying to stop them. At that moment I don’t know what I’m feeling anymore. I feel weak, I feel tired but most of all I feel rejected
I buried my face in my palms and wept profusely. There is no need to bottle up my tears. The only way to comfort me is to let them out and that’s what I’m doing, crying out my pains. In a world where I have no means of consolation at least, I needed to be strong for myself. I don’t know if I’m right when I accepted to be a sex slave to the Alpha but that’s better than being rejected for the second time, I might not survive it.
I already accepted the moment I gave him a “yes” in exchange for power and maybe just maybe if he sees that I’m becoming strong, he might reconsider his decision and try to love me. A smile crept up my face as that thought alone gave me a moment of rareness. I wipe off my tears, deciding to hold onto that thought and do my best. At least if I want to keep on living and loving him I need to hold onto something as a rarity of hope and mine is getting strong.
“Yessss….. let’s work hard, the mate will love us,” Scar said happily doing a joyful dance in my head and I can’t help but become happy too
“Aqua cry no more something good is about to happen,” Scar said to me, and I nodded.
I felt like I suddenly regained my strength, as I started cleaning the whole room and I made sure to keep everything clean so as not to make sure he doesn’t have anything to complain about when he comes back. I moved towards the bathroom and started cleaning everywhere. After that, I made sure to fill the wine ma Olive told me about and kept it in the fridge by the side of the jacuzzi.
“Phew” I sighed, I wonder who takes wine while bathing but what else do I expect from a rich Lycan Alpha who had everything at the tip of his finger.
I was done with the bathroom when I heard the door click open, I sighed maybe the Alpha came back to pick up something. I gathered up my cleaning equipment and returned some to their place while I took the rest and walked out of the bathroom locking the door.
I halted on my step on seeing the scene before me, right in his room the Alpha is making out with a lady, the lady wrapped her hand around him while he grabs her by the waist as he kisses her.
The Alpha suddenly stopped as he sense my presence, their mouths made slurpy sounds as their lips patted,
“Get out” We’re the only word the Alpha said, the lady glared harshly at me and turned back as the Alpha grabbed her waist and pound on her lips.
I balled my fist beside me, and closed my eyes, fighting back my tears, as I felt my whole body burning. Knowing that staying more minutes there will not be good for my mental state, I rushed out of the room. I think I have seen enough.
I ran all the way from the Alpha’s chambers and suddenly bumped into someone on the stairs
“Sorry” I muttered, not bothering to look at who it was. I rushed into my room and fell on my bed finally, as I finally let my tears fall. This is so unfair, why are my feelings so hurt it’s not like I meant anything to him? He knows about my feelings, he knows we had a deal and he knows I will still be in his room, and yet! He hurt me this much knowing I will be pained on seeing him.
“Why does love have to be unfair to me?”
“Why is life so unfair to me?” Now I feel like he won’t ever look at me even if I become strong. The lady that he was kissing who knows if she’s the one that he loved,
“Does it mean there is no hope for me?” I sighed knowing I can’t answer those questions,
Judging from what I saw, the lady is beautiful and she looks rich. I won’t blame the Alpha if he truly loves her. After all he is right, of what use will a homeless and rejected Omega like me be to him. I sighed and wiped my tears. I was about to lay on the bed when the door opened and ma Olive entered, my face brightened as I suddenly felt happy. She smiles and walks towards me, “How are you, child?” She asks touching my cheeks tenderly
“I’m fine ma” I replied, trying my best to put on a smiling face. She looked at me for a long time and I wondered if there’s anything on my face. I suddenly touched my face all over but she shook her head at me and brought down my hand from my face gently.
“You’re such a beautiful soul,” She said and I raise my head staring at her timidly
“But people don’t see that,” I said gently
“You’re special always know that,” She said holding my hands
“But I doubt that” I answered as a new round of tears blurred my eyes on remembering the scene from earlier,
“Come here,” She said, opening her arms in an embrace, I rushed into her arms as I cried on her shoulder letting out all my tears as finally, I had a shoulder to lean on someone who’s ready to comfort my broken soul.
“It’s okay to cry honey, it’s even okay to shout but most of all always pull yourself together after every tear,” She said, breaking the hug as she wiped my tears.
“I know from the moment I saw you that you’re special”
“How…..?” I ask, she looks at me and sighed heavily.
“Rudolfo is like that because his mate rejected him for another Alpha… that happened when he was nineteen and since then… he became like this… even Ricco his betta who was his best friend then…. till now emulated that behavior of his. And that is why you need to help him, you are the new mate given to him by the moon goddess you have to help him come out of his shell”
“I’m just a lone Omega”
“You’re special honey really special”
“I don’t understand”
“Time will tell, for now, you should be brave”
“I already accepted to be his sex slave”
“I know everything, prepare tonight, remember you have to be strong, you are the future Luna,” She said and walked out.