But why? What is there not to believe? it has been hardly two weeks since I know Raymond. Of Course, he hasn’t shown me his actual self.
And why would he anyway?
What am I to him?
Nothing.
But what about the princess part?
Probably I was just another girl he could flirt with.
I was stroking Lavy’s hair, these thoughts whirling. I was feeling hurt, I shouldn’t have but I was feeling hurt and I could not do anything about it.
This is the reason I don’t get attached to people. This is why I don’t have friends.
People wear this facade mask all the time. They never reveal who they truly are until they have had their way with you.
“Soaf-” Lavy muttered under her breath. I brought my ear closer to her face to listen to her properly.
“I’m happy for you, Soaf,” She said. Probably still in her sleep. I didn’t get it at first. Why is she happy for me?
“I’m happy Dany is back. Now you aren’t alone.” She mumbled while a small smile made its way to my lips.
I know Lavy. I’m happy too.
Finally, we pulled across the street in front of our house. Mom had to go to meet one of her school friends. She hasn’t come back yet. Her car is here.
This meant we have to use the spare keys. So I bent down and put my hand under the doormat only to find a bunch of keys. Dany was standing behind me as he supported Lavy who was still asleep and was sleep-talking every now and then.
We entered the house, Dany and I somehow managed to carry Lavy upstairs in my room. We finally put her on the bed and tucked her under the sheets. Soon my head started spinning, probably because of the lack of sleep.
I couldn’t get a proper sleep these days because I had to do the project and besides my part, I was doing the research for Raymond too. I agreed on helping him, but I don’t feel like doing it anymore.
Why should I anyway?
In the past few days, I have been struggling for my sleep while he was partying with random girls in his arms.
That’s not fair at all. I need to talk to him about this.
Dany went down to grab some water and aspirin. He said Lavy will need some aspirin.
I was tired, my body ached and my eyelids were feeling heavy. I sat next to Lavy on the bed, placing my head on the side wall and brought my legs close to my chest.
Dany took a pillow and sat down on the small couch which was placed near the window. He then slides back in a sleeping position and stretched his legs while sliding his one hand under his neck. His grey-stormy eyes looked amazing in the moonlight. His dark brown hair looked sweaty but perfect as he ran his fingers through them. This was when I gave a close look at him. He probably had been going for work-outs, he looks so muscular not doubt he had abs.
Dany surely has changed a lot.
I was about to ask him to stay for the night but before I could ask him, he glanced towards me whispering “I really missed you, Kim”. He gave a weak smile and closed his eyes sighing before turning his back towards me.
These words were enough for me to know that he is going to stay tonight. None of us have changed our clothes.
I know I’m wearing the new ones but I’m too tired, my body feels dizzy and I’m in no mood to get up and get changed. I just want to sleep right now.
I felt something buzzing under me.
1 message from Raymond
* Tap to read*
Where are you, princess?
I ignored it and preferred to close my eyes and go where my unconscious calls me. I can sort this out tomorrow.