AUBREE’s POV
After accepting Gav’s offer, he immediately signed me a contract under their Agency.
I will be having a 2 year contract with their Agency. When I saw their plans for me I was overwhelmed by the volume.
That’s why I decided to resign from my job, because I definitely can’t handle my job properly with this arrangement.
Of course, it was not easy for them to approve my resignation. There were various offers but I am sure with my decision. And no matter how big their offer is, they will not be able to change my decision.
Some might think that I made a stupid decision, but I don’t care because I am still doing this for the same reason. I want to be on top. I want to be fit with Seb. I want him to see my worth and fight for me.
I know and I feel that he still loves me. The way he looks at me and the way he react, I’m sure that he is still in love with me. Though I don’t know why he agreed to marry Sam.
I don’t want to hurt Sam. I know that she also love Seb. I could see that in her eyes. I am a woman and I when a girl likes a guy.
As expected, I became very busy with my new job. I took Lauren with me. She joined my team. She volunteered to be my PA. I didn’t like to agree with her because her position in the company was good but when she said that she really dreamed of working in this industry, so I agreed.
A month had past and I must say that Gav is right. From the look of it I know that I can really be on top. And I can’t wait for that to happen.
I am so thankful to Gav because he is always by my side. He really did what he said he would manage me. He looks like a stage boyfriend.
I’m really happy for Gav to come into my life. She never fail to make me feel that I am worthy to be loved. Like his Mom they are very kind to me.
Sometimes I wished that Seb and his mom would like Gav and his Mom. I think we will be happier now.
***
After our last shoot for this week, Gav invited me to have dinner with him.
He took me to an expensive restaurant. This place is private. Maybe it’s because our one month deal is over so he invited me to have dinner with him.
The place is very romantic. If we really had a relationship I would be really thrilled by now. Who wouldn’t? When you find out that Gav reserved this restaurant just for the two of us. Maybe only rocks will not be happy and feel special.
But I know better. We need privacy because our one month deal is over. We need to end our pretend relationship as promised.
We had a great dinner. So far Gav has not opened up about the deal yet.
***
GAV’s POV
I am nervous.
I know Bree knows our one month deal is over.
I wanted to extend it. I wanted it to be real.
That’s why I worked hard on this plan. I wanted it to be very special for the both of us.
I just wish that Bree will be able to hear my heart that is shouting for her name.
From then until now she is the only one my heart wants to let into my life. Now I realize why until now I have no interest in other women, its because my heart long for only one girl. And that is Aubree Custodio.
“Bree.” I softly call her.
She smiled and looked at me.
“I’m very happy that I am giving a chance to be part of your life.” I started my speech.
Its my first time be this nervous. I’m grateful because I didn’t stutter while saying that Bree.
“We both know that our one month deal is over. But believe it or not, I really enjoy this one month deal. And if you will asked me I want to extend this deal to one year or until forever if you will let me.” I said sincerely.
I saw the shock in Bree’s eyes when she heard what I said.
“G-gav” she stammered.
I don’t want her to speak first. I want to tell her everything first.
“I knew it, when the first time I met you Ms. Chad that you will be having a special place in my heart and in my life. I really envy Christian back then because you two got close during the U. N. Event. I wanted to approached you and to be friends with you but I always feel shy.”
“At first I thought that I really had no interest in girls, that I fell in love with music and modeling so much that no woman could enter my heart. But when I met you again my heart told me that I was wrong. Its not because of modeling and music, but its because of you. Because I have always wanted you to be my heart. ”
“Sam may be my first girlfriend but that’s not because I love her, but because of peer pressure. You may not be my first girlfriend but I know that if you will accept me now, you will be my last girlfriend and will be my one and only wife.”
I stood up and knelt down on her. I took a box out of my pocket. I opened it and showed a bracelet I had made just for her.
“Aubree Custodio I love you. Will you be willing to extend our deal and make it real?” I asked nervously.
I saw her swallowed and avert her gaze.
I felt pain in my heart. She has not yet said her answer but from her action it looks like I already know the answer.
“G-gav …” She began.
“I’m very thankful that I came to know you. You made me feel loved and worthy. Things I want Seb to do for me.” I saw tears well up in her eyes.
“If I be the to decide, I’d rather choose you to love than him. Because with you, things are less complicated, less painful.”
“I don’t want to be unfair to you. You don’t deserve that. You don’t deserve me.”
I want to tell her that I deserve her but she immediately spoke again.
“You deserve someone who will love you wholeheartedly without doubts. I don’t want to reject you completely because we don’t know what will happen in the future. But I want to be honest with you. Right now my heart still longs for Seb. I don’t know if I can forget him because I never tried to forget him.”
“I don’t want to lead you on. I still love Seb. And until now I am still waiting for him because I know that she still love me.” She said.
“If he loves you why can’t he fight for you?” I said coldly.
I’m angry not with Bree but with that Seb. Why is he hurting the woman I love like this ?! Why can’t he fight for Bree? Because if I was the only one Bree loved I would do everything just to make her mine forever.
“I don’t know. Believe me or not I also want to scold my heart because I still love him. He hurt me this much but my heart wants him still.”
He cupped my face. “Thank you so much Gav. But I cannot accept your proposal. I want to end this one month deal.”
I close my eyes. Its painful but I will not give up. I won’t give her up especially to someone like Seb.
“Okay. One month deal is over … but the real deal is just starting.” I said and immediately got up and left the restaurant.
When I got in the car I couldn’t help but cry. For the first time I cried because of a girl … For Aubree but I know that she’s worth it. This tear is worth it.