Now What
It has only been a day, and Amber misses Matt already. She knows this is all her doing, but she is so unsure—she is miserable. She needs a little more time to sort it out. Matt did say he would call, and they would still have fun times together. She does not see how it can be the same right now. She needs to talk to Kelly. Kelly has given her good advice all the time. Amber hopes Kelly can do it once more.
When Kelly walks through the door, Amber has two glasses of wine ready. On the coffee table is a snack of cheese and crackers, along with the rest of the bottle of wine.
Kelly sees the set up on the table. “Let me guess, you decided to dump Matt, become a lesbian, and I’m the lucky girl.” Kelly tries to ease the situation with dumb humor.
“It’s not funny, Kelly. Matt asked me to move in with him.”
“Sorry!” Kelly dumps her things in a nearby chair, takes her glass of wine, and sits next to Amber on the sofa. “What did you tell him?”
“I told him I couldn’t.” They talk a while; Kelly listens mostly. Amber has had the same problem during the whole time with Matt.
“You know Amber, things have not changed much. You have been unsure for months.”
“I know. I’m as mixed up as ever on this. He’s such a terrific guy, I really, really like him. I should be thrilled.” After a short pause, she adds, “I even told him, maybe we should date others.”
“That couldn’t have made him happy. I think the best is to take it slower for a while. Maybe dating others is a possibility. There are many nice guys out there. Take a break and look around a little.”
That does not sound like much of an option to Amber. She does not want to date another guy just yet. Slowing down a little does make sense. “He said he would call me. When he does, I hope he wants to take me out still. Maybe a couple easy dates would get us back on track.”
Kelly hugs her. They finish the wine talking about work and anything else that does not have the word Matt in it.
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That evening in bed, Amber needs to take her mind off Matt. What better way than to give her pussy a workout, with a sexy story and her favorite vibrator.
Amber looks through the last couple of issues of her sex stories magazine. She settles on one about a girl that accidently walks in on her boyfriend when he is jacking off. In the story, the girl wants to surprise him and comes in the back door of his house. She is quiet and she can hear the TV. When she gets to his front room, she realizes there is porn playing on the TV, her boyfriend is bare-naked, and he is stroking his big hard cock.
The boyfriend is engrossed beating off and watching the video. He does not realize she is behind him watching his every stroke. The girl in the story keeps out of sight watching him jack off, while she begins to masturbate too.
Amber likes the story. She sets the magazine down and puts her vibrator on her pussy. Amber pretends she is the girl in the story and the guy is not Matt. Amber keeps the vibrator on her clit, as she catches the guy jacking off. She is being turned on, but before she can get off, her brain thinks of Matt. Her fantasy is replaced by thoughts of Matt. Amber tries to get back to the fantasy. She sneaks in again catching the guy again. The vibrator is giving her pleasure, but it is not enough to overcome the emptiness she is feeling.
Amber tries to masturbate a couple more times before giving up. She cannot get her brain away from Matt long enough to get her pussy off. She turns off the vibrator and begins to cry. She is crying softly. Kelly had heard the vibrator turn off. In the quiet house, she can hear Amber crying.
Kelly knocks on her door. “Are you Ok, Amber?”
“Not really!”
“Can I come in?”
“Yes, please!”
Kelly comes in and climbs on Amber’s bed. Amber has her face in her pillow. Kelly rubs her back lightly. Amber tells her about the masturbation problem. She cannot think about anything but Matt. Kelly continues rubbing her back. “Maybe I can help. Would you want me to try?”
“Yes!”
Kelly takes her clothes off and has Amber roll onto her back with her eyes closed. “Amber, this is the way we are going to do this. You are to keep your eyes closed and think about your pussy…only your pussy. No fantasies, no nothing, only your pussy, your pussy lips, and your clit.”
Amber agrees.
Kelly starts between her legs kissing and licking her pussy. Her tongue touches all over the pussy and includes her clit. Amber is squirming while getting the tongue treatment from Kelly. Occasionally she reminds Amber to be thinking how good her pussy is feeling. Kelly’s tongue is entering between the pussy lips. She fucks Amber’s pussy with her tongue as deep as she can get it. Amber is moaning.
Kelly replaces her tongue with Amber’s vibrator. With the vibrator on Amber’s clit, Kelly moves up to kiss her on the lips. They can both taste Amber’s pussy at the same time. Amber holds Kelly tight, as the waves of pleasure begin. Her pussy finally has its orgasm. Kelly puts the vibrator down and holds Amber close a short time.
“Thanks Kelly, I needed that. You’re an expert.”
Kelly did take Amber’s mind off her troubles…for a little while.
They are still both naked and on Amber’s bed. Kelly asks, “If you are planning for you and Matt to date others, what do you think about me going on a date with him.” Kelly has no intentions of actually dating Matt. She is only trying to make Amber a little jealous and realize how much she wants him.
Amber is totally taken by surprise. It never occurred to Amber that Kelly would be interested in Matt. Amber is now more unsure about everything. She needs to move in with him or not get in the way of either of them.
“I have not thought about it Kelly, I guess it would be all right.” Amber is not sure, and hopes she is doing the right thing. This is not going the way Amber would have liked.
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