HE COVERED my lips again, my eyes shut in anticipation. His warm lips were gentle that sent shiver down my back. His hand caressing my skin, teases me, fondle and cherish in a loving manner. I gasp heavily, trying to find a surface to breathe in.
He moved away from me for me to stare at for a moment. My heart throbs, I could feel the blood pulsing through my veins when I met his gaze. His lips quirked upwards in a half-smile to reveal a straight pearly teeth.
He lowered his head to my neck and kissed me tenderly. I could feel her excitement as she put her hand back on my thin dress. I felt like I was drunk following what he wanted to happen, and before I knew it I was free to take off the T-shirt he was wearing.
And suddenly his kiss started to travel, smoothly down to my breast, I also couldn’t help but moan. I don’t know how to react at this very moment. The deeper his kiss there. I quickly lift my head to stop him when I tweak his hair but why is it fucking feels good? I am fucking deluded and deceive.
My head banged to my right then to my left. My thighs aching, my hips are shaking. I was unable to control my self. I have no idea what he will do next. I feel like I’m on the steel cage that waiting to be feed.
“Damn, Rexon!” I couldn’t help but feel his hand come down on my panties.
He hush like a cunning sweet professional, tracing my lips using his thumb finger. I weakly shut my eyes to surrender when his hand gently touched the garter of the panty I was wearing. I held my breath as I closed my eyes while his finger was on my lips.
“You’re fucking wet…” he murmured.
I was swallowed up by what I heard. I didn’t seem to be embarrassed by what I heard, instead I clung tightly to his arm to find strength there.
But when he slid his finger inside my panty I was there so dilated I almost got up suddenly.
“No – I can’t!” I cried. I held her arms so tightly that I knew I could vaguely hear.
“Ssh, I’m not going to hurt you,” he whispers lowly. I felt the bed behind me again and before I could protest he crushed me with a kiss. At the same time he was free to caress my femininity and I hadn’t imagined how warm it would feel pressed up against my own.
I kiss him back, passionately. As if wanting to match the kiss he was indulging. “Cherry…” he moaned my name in pleasure, the kiss was so deep, it made me feel dizzy.
He started rubbing his finger to my clitoris and I’m fucking let him in, to move in inside and out. I’m almost lose control at the taste he brings to me.
“Rex…” I moan his name, and my lovely red mouth open slightly,
There I felt he stop so I quickly did dilation. We both chased the breath as his eyes lit up staring at me. He moved away from me for a moment and slammed his eyes shut.
“I’m sorry…” he muttered. The emotional pain seeps out in his words and it hurts to hear them. I knew it was going to happen and I expected this to be what he would say.
“I was just playing the game,” he softly said.
“I know,” I quickly replied. I tried not to picture the pain but I can’t. I don’t know why but I still managed to smile before fixing myself.
But his face gets more serious, watching me bleeding with pain.
“And this is just me – losing, ” he whispered.
My smile faded at what he said. He caressed my cheek and slowly traveled his gaze to mine. My heart pulse in surprise.
“I’m not perfect, but yet I’m fucking falling deep. Just give me a chance to find my feet to leave my past and I’ll prove it… I promise,” he utterly said.
I felt like I had stopped breathing, now he entered my mind why he didn’t continue what was supposed to happen. I know he needs more time to mend his broken heart and I am willing to wait.
“Please, get dressed,” he whispered again before kissing me on the lips.
***
“Very good Cherry!” I heard the photographer shout at me so I just turned around and smiled at him.
“Okay, thats it for today!” Nicholas said to their staff then shifted his eyes at mine
I approached here to take my shoulder bag next to him.
“How’s it going? He greeted.
“Good!” I slightly scratched my forehead before bowing to my bag. I stepped aside sitting here when I saw what I was looking for. It just stayed in front of the table and visited some of my shots.
“Ah – Nicholas, can we talk?” I said.
“Sure, about what?” he replied, without even looking at me.
“About what happened at the restaurant last time–” I firmly shut my eyes when I heard he drop the folder on the table.
I quickly glanced at some staff who turned to us. I wanted to talk about it privately but I couldn’t take the chance because we were both busy with the photo shoot.
“I’m sorry, I – I got drunk, I don’t know what happened that night.” I utterly said.
“Yes, you were drunk that night,” he muttered under his breath.
I nodded at he even though I knew he wasn’t looking at me. I also know he’s upset because he hasn’t talk to me these past few days of our photo shoot.
“I’m sorry, I don’t know what I did that night.” I bowed because he quickly glanced at me.
“That’s why it’s easy for you to go home with Rexon, even if I’m the one you’re dating,” he smirked.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t want to leave you that night.” I explained.
“But you did.” He leaned his head to face me with his brow furrowed as his mouth turned grim.
“Nicholas, don’t be mad at me. Promise I’ll make up to you!” I smiled at him to remove the tension between us.
“I know that’s what you’re going to say, so I booked lunch at a famous restaurant for our lunch!” The sly smirked grew over his face.
I just shook him and tried to stand up.
“Let’s go?” I asked with the big smile on my face.
He is too smart to handle his emotion, not like me who has onion skin and insensitive.
“Our next photo shoot will be at San Simon, so brace yourself because this is going to be fun,” he confidently say.
“I’m excited, can I include my best friend in the photo shoot? She also wants to be out of town.” I asked.
“Sure, no problem.” He smiled at me before munching on food. I looked at him carefully before hesitating to speak again.
“Ah – Nicholas, may I ask you something?” When I start measuring his reaction.
“What’s that?” He leaned his back on the chair before wiping a tissue in his mouth and looking straight at me.
I swallowed a few times before I spoke. “About our date last time, did I say something bad to you or even to Hannah?” I asked.
“Nothing, ” he answered back.
I nodded as if pulled by a thorn. I don’t want him to think that I just don’t have that thing, because the truth is I’m ashamed of what I’ve done.
“But– I remembered one thing you said that night.” I was nervous as he sat up, tilted his head to look me in the eye.
“W-what is it?” I asked again with my heart throbs that making me nervous.
He first stared hard into my eyes which made the nervousness even stronger here in my chest.
“It’s better for Rexon to say it, after all you said it to him and not to me.” Then he show off his playful smile.
My lips parted at what he said. I quickly leaned back in the chair as if I had lost strength.
I rolled my eyes at him and I got really pissed but I’m trying my best to have a calm conversation.
“Just kidding, it doesn’t look like its big deal for him.” He chuckled.
“So what is it?” I’m carving.
I gasp heavily when I saw his lip twitched with displease and bushy brows beetled.
“You said, you loved me and you wanted me to be your boyfriend.” His voice gets serious and unglued his eyes on me.
I was leaning my back at the chair with dead silence. I can feel my pulse pounding in my temple.
“Is it true?” Eventually I found my voice to speak.
“It’s the truth, I wouldn’t kid you,” he said with hands clasped tightly in front of me.
“Oh, I’m sorry… I didn’t mean to say that.” I apologetically said.
“Of course, you do. I understood where you came from.” His lethal stare tearing my heart apart. I chose to bow because I knew he was reading my mind.
“But you chose Rexon to take you home more than I do, because the truth is, you loved him that much,” he stated.