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Three seconds passed before I opened my eyes. Nothing hurt me, I wasn’t hit. But our adviser, Yes.
“T-teacher? Teacher! Stand right there!” I shouted while continuing to shake the body of our adviser who was lying on the cold cement, his clothes were full of blood.
“Teacher, you killed him!” I said nervously to the teacher who was currently standing next to me. What the f’ck? Will he just stand there? He killed!
“So? she deserves it” the teacher said nothing so I stood up from my seat. What is she saying?! Doesn’t she have any plans to do anything?
My conscience can’t handle what he did, murder is a crime! That means he is a criminal! He should be imprisoned! I don’t even know why he killed our adviser, so how did he say that the teacher deserved it?
“Lets go back. I’m sleepy” he said to me so I slapped him to wake him up. He doesn’t care! Is it normal for him to see something like this? I’m sorry, no! I can’t sleep. I might dream about it, and I’m afraid. I just witnessed a crime.
“Sleep alone! How can you say that?! How can you be complacent?! I swear! When I find time to get out of here, I’ll report you to the police!” I yelled at him. It’s bad! He has no heart! when the students and teachers at school find out that our adviser is dead, what will I say? That he was killed by Mr. Dan? Of course they won’t believe it. The teacher was able to cover up what he did, but I saw it with my own eyes.
“Like I’m scared. you think they will believe in you? Think about it, Summer. They won’t believe you, because you don’t have evidence that will prove of what I did” he said pulling me back inside his house. I feel anger and fear now. Haven’t I seen enough of that? if they think that a teacher can’t do that, then they don’t have brains. They believe that this teacher is very kind, they just don’t need to worship him.
“Ouch!” I shouted as he threw a stone at me inside his room. F’ck this! I really don’t want to be here in Hell. Why didn’t I think of committing suicide earlier when I was in the kitchen?
“Let’s just see if you can tell everyone about your adviser who died in front of you.” he said with a smile then pulled him to the bed to put handcuffs on his hands and feet.
“T-teacher, I don’t want that!” I shouted when I saw that he took an interior wire and looked like he was going to hit me with it. The interior wire is thick so I know it hurts the skin, I don’t want it to hurt. I don’t like the pain. I don’t want to.
“Nope, sweetheart. You’ll like this” he said then gently caressed my cheek. he was going to hit me so I tried to remove my hand from the handcuffs even though I knew I couldn’t remove them.
“Teacher, A-aray!” I screamed when he hit the interior wire on my thigh with such force, I felt like I was going to pee from the pain and pain when it hit my skin. I almost collapsed from the pain and the only thing I could do was scream and cry.
“T-teacher—Aaahh! It-it hurts! Aaahh! Ouch!” I screamed as he hit me three times. On the thigh, on the arm and on the stomach. The pain, the pain. I can not take it anymore. I feel like I’m short of breath.
“And the last one” he said then raised his hand and hit me with the interior wire that applied to the part of my body that I can see when I have a mark.
“A-aaaaah!”
I couldn’t breathe properly because it hit my cheek and also hit my neck. I’m shaking with pain and pain, not to mention my cough. I didn’t think he would do that to me.
“Alright. We’re done” he said then put aside the interior wire and removed my hair blocking my cheek. when he held my cheek, I bit my bottom lip to avoid being hurt, so all I did was take a deep breath to ease the pain I was feeling.
He wiped my cheek with his thumb. I weakly said ‘ah’ then avoided my cheek so he wouldn’t touch it. After wiping it, he put his thumb in and licked it.
“Your blood tastes sweet” he said softly, but I had something else in mind. My cheek was bleeding, I didn’t feel the blood dripping maybe because my cheek was numb.
“You still look pretty even if you’re crying” I don’t know if he was teasing me because of what he did to me or not but I cringed. even if he gives me some praise, I will never be happy with him. I got worse earlier, I slapped him. At least I got revenge because I slapped him so hard earlier.
“If you’ll continue being not nice to me, then I’ll hurt you using the interior wire often” he warned as if he was threatening me. Being nice to him is hard for me, how can I do that if he treats me like I’m just his toy that he can hurt whenever he wants.
“You have a bad attitude and I don’t like it. Just be a good girl and we’re good.” he still said.
Wow! If you can speak, who do you think is kind, I wouldn’t change anything about myself for him. Even if he hurts me, I will never change myself. I can still endure, I will just cry and scream to relieve the pain. No need to change my self for him.
What is he, lucky?
“Are you listening?” he asked but I didn’t answer him and remained silent. I really don’t like everyone paying attention to me when I get hurt by something, I cry.
“Hey, sweetheart!” He said that his voice was raised a bit so I turned to him and tormented him, but when I closed my eyes, my tears started to fall. Annoying! I cried so much!
“I’m listening, okay?” I hope he can feel the sarcasm in my voice so that he is aware that he has hurt me, he is an animal.
“Hey, does it hurt?” of all the questions I heard, his was the most stupid. I can hit him with an interior wire and then ask him if it hurts, I think he is not aware.
“No, it doesn’t hurt. Actually, it hurts a lot. What is your problem with me? Isn’t it enough that you killed my adviser and me, you also hurt me? I know you will kill me too, but don’t torture me again. I want to disappear from the world with my body part complete. Can you just shoot me? This is not what you are doing to me. You think I’m not hurt, I’m just human too. hurt too.” with every word I uttered, my voice broke and trembled because I knew I would cry again.
“Who said that I’ll kill you?” he asked, so even though my eyes were full of tears, I raised an eyebrow at him before answering.
“No. but because of what you’re doing to me, I think you’re going to kill me like you did to my adviser” I answered so he raised an eyebrow at me.
“I’m not going to kill you. It’s just that…”
“What? Its just that?” I asked and adjusted to lie down even though every move I made, the bruises he made hurt.
“It’s because…
I love you”
To be continued…