I gave a thought to what he was saying, suddenly my mind started wandering over his thoughts about me and what others say. The only question retorting again and again in my mind was ‘why was he so soft spoken to me, why is he stalking me,
I am so ugly and so weird and a nerd as well’. Literally, they have transformed my words for me so much that someone will consider me a completely depressed human. But who he might me? Might be a good looking, sexy, hot boy or maybe a person older than me, maybe my senior, maybe someone like me. After thinking a lot, I decided to sleep.
When I wake up this morning, I saw another text from him.
Unkown:
Hey, good morning mi lady, saw a beautiful dream , guess what???
No guesses, you confronted them and kissed me when I came.
I was frustrated by his thoughts, who would like to see a ugly toad kissing someone. YUKS!!! I l can’t kiss him.
Wait a sec, was I thinking about him, nope … no… no.. nonono… it can’t be.
I saw the wall clock , it was just 45 min left for the first lecture . I rushed and moved as quickly as possible.
I was literally dragging myself towards the college, I didn’t want to face those bullies, that bitch and the one…
God knows why is this happening? Is it that worse to be a nerd.
There was no calls , no texts the day almost went.
I was waiting… but what to do, can’t tell why didn’t it came, maybe he was bored, hush he understood, finally he got that, he won’t get anything by teasing me…..
I yelled inside,” yeahhhhh… woooohoooo”..
I was happy to continue my life as usual.
Day1 went….
Day 2 went…
Day 3 went….
I was feeling lonely, I was feeling left out, I was getting affected by those teases around me. I felt like calling him but would he respond, as I was the one who behaved like a spoiled brat. I was waiting for him. The day went as usual upset and weary enough to tear me apart like a peice of paper. I decided to let him go. I accepted my life to be restless.
Suddenly, I heard someone calling me it was Rony, he yelled,” hey nerdy how are you?” , he was smiling widely.
I got it correct, something is wrong, there is another broth cooking in his mind. Before i could move or run away he approached. I was standing outside that same canteen, I hate this place, it has the worst moments of this college life.
He came and threw something which bursted on my head, it was a balloon full of water.
They all started laughing, I bursted out this time. I dragged his collar and pulled him down on the ground. There was a pin drop silence in the surrounding area. I woke him up and slapped him hard enough that he fell on the ground again. I slowly muttered, ” remember it every time you see me”
I smirked and started moving towards the hostel. I was wet but I was feeling happy. Maybe that’s what he was explaining to me. Still the phone was silent. I was missing him . Yeah I was about get a friend but I am to worse to ruin it. I let it be the way it was , I moved in my room and fell on the bed, staring on the ceiling with a smile full of satisfaction.