Mira’s Pov:
With the whole place unkempt, empty cans and some folded used tissues were scattered on the floor all over the place. Sitting on the bed was me, with my hair ruffled, ravaged, and covering my whole face. Holding the duvet my sob was the only thing heard in the room, my eyes are red and painful due to my persistent sobbing. Sneezing my nose and wiping my tears with the tissue paper as I trash them away after use I have refused to leave my room or go down to the dining to eat with them knowing fully well that I am mated to the two siblings down there. How am I to stare at them in the face? Or even look at them? My throat aches and hurts due to my consistent sobbing.
My heart bleeds “What does the moon goddess take me for? An entertaining creature? Does she derive pleasure in seeing me in pain and agony?” A sob escaped my throat as many questions kept popping into my head. I know that it was wrong to curse or talk ill of the moon goddess but here, I mean is f****g painful, especially being in this kind of situation and staying alone. I am in a state of dilemma, I am confused and I don’t know what to do or how to behave in this situation.
“Haa!!….” Placing my hand on my head, I cried out. My head felt as if they are spinning and I f*****g feel dizzy. The idea of being mated to the two brothers makes me feel dizzy and nauseous, here I am trying to escape from Nicholas and everything that has to do with their family but the moon goddess honored me again with his brother “How can these one be any better…..?” I weep bitterly.
“They are twins and Nicholas being bad means that this one isn’t going to be any better….. He is going to be the worst,” I frustratedly ruffled my hair in anger.
“How can the moon goddess be this cruel knowing fully well that I am mated to Nicholas not only that but also married to him and she went ahead to mate me with his brother and the worst part is that they are twins………”
“Haa!!…..” hitting the pillow in the bed I screamed out in pain as I release all my frustration on the pillow. I might lose it if I ever continued like this, I might run mad if care is not taken. My heart aches and burns whenever I remember my misery, whenever I remember the trauma that I found myself in. My parents have already gotten what they want, they care less about me, and they have finally succeeded in being among the packs with the most powerful alliance.
“Shouldn’t I be happy that I finally removed the shame from our pack……? I laughed bitterly.
” I am indeed a heroine,” I hurtfully mumbled, giving myself a thump up.
“Can’t I deserve to be happy like my fellow mates…?” With wobbly legs, I fell to my knees on the floor as I painfully questioned myself. Placing my hands on the floor with my head cast down I let out all my frustration, hitting my hands on the floor and crying my heart out. Tears were flowing down my cheeks, and my eyes feel blurry with my lips trembling. My body was seen wiggling and shaking due to fear of what if the two brothers found out and decided to torment and torture me for eternity. Will my body withstand the pain or torture? I don’t think that I am strong enough to undergo another emotional trauma for this one is too much for me to bear already.
Laying on the cold titles numb, the door to my room was pulled open as a familiar figure ran towards my side, with pain visible in her eyes she half screamed my name as she shook me to wake me up “Mira!!……”
“Mira, please don’t do this to me……” worry, fear, and hurt were visible in her tone. She calls my name in a frantic tone. The angelic voice that I have grown fond of was chiming in my head.
“Ang….. Angel,” with a barely audible voice I called her.
“Yes….. Yes…. I’m here,” she desperately replied.
“Should I call the pack doctor or Luna……?” she kept going.
“Or should I call your husband….. Sir, Nicholas?” The mention of Nicholas made me snap back to reality.
“Why……. why are you here? Why Nicholas?” With a painful expression, I immediately pulled away from her.
“Why won’t I be here and of course, you are scaring me…… I don’t think I can handle you alone, I seriously need help from the rank family,” she cried out.
“I am fine….. I don’t need any help,” I barely whispered.
“What’s wrong you are scaring me……please?” A sob escapes Angel’s throat as she pleads for me to talk.
“You are scaring me……please!!!” She kept whimpering. Tears were sliding down her cheeks as she spoke, and her lips were trembling as she talked. I never knew that Angel cared for me this much, I never knew that I have someone beside me, I never knew that I’m that important to someone. She showed me the care that I am f****g craving for, she shows me that I am not alone and that she is by my side.
“Just move me to the bed, I promise to be fine,” I told her.
She supported me to the bed, laying down and covering me with the duvet as she pats my head in a motherly way. I wanted to laugh because I am the one that was supposed to be petting her but here she was looking after me. After some hours of staying awake, my eyelid felt heavy as I struggled to keep it open. Finally, I lost my strength as I decided to close my eyes but it wasn’t until some minutes that I shut my eyes before Angel’s worried voice woke me up.
“Mira!!!…. You are running temperature,”