But, I can’t help but say, even if it’s hopeless, I still want my Davidson to suffer a little less, even if it’s hopeless!
“Little beast, take off your clothes!” Alicia ordered, sitting on the couch.
“Alicia, I beg you, don’t torture Davidson, whatever anger you have come at me, come at me, okay, I beg you, I’m kneeling down for you!” I prayed, I sincerely prayed.
All roads, all roads in front of me are already dark, I can do nothing, I can do nothing, I can only pray, over and over again!
Davidson smiled hard at me, shook his head at me, comforted me with his pale to feeble little face, and I knew, I knew it all, and I returned Davidson a smile through my tears.
Sad, sad, I have lived a whole twenty years, but, in the end, I need Davidson to comfort me, how sad is this!
“Come here!” Alicia beckoned to Davidson, just like calling a dog. Davidson walked to Alicia’s side without the slightest struggle, without the slightest resistance, just quietly waiting.
How could I not know that all of Davidson’s quietness at this moment, all of his obedience was because of me, was because of damn me, Davidson was afraid that I would be hurt by Alicia!
And I can’t do anything but smile at Davidson, and I damn well can only smile at Davidson uselessly.
At this moment, I hated the smile, hated the impotent smile.
“Sister, you know, I like to draw from the past, special special like drawing, when I was a child, I often draw everywhere, but only not on the body of a person, you say, I draw on my brother’s body, okay?” Alicia looked at me with a smile on her face, like a cruel and bloodthirsty demon from the depths of hell.
I, however, did not dare to speak at all, did not dare to be angry, did not dare to anything, I did not know what my reaction would anger Alicia even more and make poor Davidson eat even more, so I could only swallow all the blood and tears, all the hungry anger, all the everything and everything emotions into my stomach, like a fire, burning and tearing me.
“Sister, if you don’t say it, I’ll take it that you agree, brother, look, sister has agreed, if it hurts later, you can’t blame me oh!” Alicia said, picking up yesterday’s thick and long needles: “What do you think, what should I draw? Let’s paint a landscape, it’s a beautiful day.” Alicia said Alicia smiled at me, and then with a movement of her right hand, the long sharp needle cut a long bloody mark from Davidson’s tender back.
“Bastard, beast!” I looked at Davidson yesterday leaving uncountable needle holes all over his body, and because yesterday there was no treatment at all, he looked extra hideous today, with so many of them having grown pus.
Alicia such a cut, that sharp needle point will be old wounds, will be those snow pus directly raw and cruel cut open.
“Ah!” Davidson couldn’t help it and screamed out in pain.
“Alicia, you stop, you stop, you’re not even human!” I struggled furiously, but my limbs had already been broken, how to struggle to no avail, but the broken and shattered bones into the flesh, more painful only.
But, these pains are not even a fraction of the heartache I feel.
“Since my sister has called me a beast, if I’m not ruthless, I’m sorry to my sister!” Alicia said, and ruthlessly cut a long bloody mark on Davidson’s thousand-hole back, and then waved it on Davidson’s back like a demon, as if Davidson’s back was really just a piece of paper, just a piece of paper.
Blood, bright red, flowed from various wounds, then dripped and fell to the ground.
“Alicia, I beg you, I beg you I beg you, leave Davidson alone, I beg you, I’ll kowtow to you, I’ll kneel to you, I beg you!” I did my best to brace my whole body, support my broken hands and feet, and show Alicia weakness by the largest margin.
But, Alicia is like an addiction, crazy, laughing and crazy in Davidson’s back with a needle swing, soon, Davidson’s back has been a bloody flesh, simply can not see there is a clean piece of flesh, is blood, are blood!
It’s all blood!
But Davidson but not dodge, but also miserable white face to my small, but also to my smile ah!
I no longer dare to look, no longer dare to look, at this moment I really want to poke my own eyes, because every glance are torn heart, heartache ah!
I closed my eyes and tears flowed down like crazy.
“It’s really no energy at all!”
I don’t know how long I was in this terrible fiery prison, it seemed like a hundred years, it seemed like two hundred years, Alicia finally threw away the needle in her hand that was stained red with blood and said with amnesty.
But I didn’t dare to open my eyes, I didn’t dare, I didn’t know what I would see, but for the first time in my life, I was afraid, really afraid, afraid of cowardly even dare not open my eyes.
But, I had to open up, but when I looked at my beloved Davidson, I preferred to live in darkness for eternity.
My Davidson ah, my life cherished Davidson ah, at this moment the whole person fell in a pool of blood, pale as if already dead, eyes tightly closed, dying, I simply can not see my Davidson is dead or still alive.
Bang, bang!
My heart was beating one by one, clear to swallow me up.
Alicia condescendingly swept Davidson, but at the sight of her high heels stained with Davidson’s blood, Alicia disgustedly kicked Davidson hard, then turned back to me coldly grunted: “Today this lady pity you, let this little beast stay here with you, tomorrow we continue to play! ” Said slammed the door and left.
The large dimly lit room is deadly silent, yet suffused with the rich smell of cruel blood, want to ignore can not ignore.
But I did not dare to speak, did not dare to look at Davidson again, because the ground Davidson is so quiet, quiet I can not feel.
But little by little, little by little, Davidson still didn’t have any reaction: “Davidson, Davidson, can you hear my sister?” I murmured, “Davidson, if you hear your sister, wake up, OK, open your eyes and look at your sister, just look, let your sister know you, you’re just asleep, OK?”
But, the blood on the ground was so so much, so much that my whole body could not help but tremble, like a demon to devour me.
“Davidson, be good, talk to your sister for a while, Davidson is the most obedient, talk to your sister!”
But no matter what I say, no matter what I say, the room is always dead as hungry and scary, scary as the whole person is shaking hard, I can only clench my teeth to death, in order to press down all the strong emotions in the heart.