“You said … before, when we were together … did you ever love me?”
Only going to Kai Ging. Speaking of the past, at the moment, Zi Ge felt a bit dazed. All those images from the past felt like a dream to her. She pursed her lips for a while before saying, “Actually, this question, I also asked myself …”
Kohenjun smiled a little and turned his eyes sideways, “I’ll tell you the answer then.”
Ziggy looked at him.
“For many people, in this life, there are many times to move their hearts, and there can be many times to feel good, but love may come just once. And you … gave this one time to him …”
It’s like …
He gave her the only love he ever had …
“I’m sorry …,” Zi Ge finally gently spit out these three words. Hand, slowly groping, gently clasped his. He was stunned, in turn, and she tightly entwined.
Her eyes swelled, like tears would fall at any moment, “Then I promise you, in my next life … I will give you my only love …” Ke Hengjun laughed openly, brightly. “What to do? You owe me a lot in your next life …”
Zige looked at him sideways, “In this life, I owe you more than I can repay.”
The four eyes were opposite each other, and the eyes were deep. He helplessly and favorably pinched the tip of her nose, “Fool …”
He doesn’t need her to repay …
Her happiness, in him, is the best compensation …
Two people have a conversation, from the present, to the past. From this life, to the next …
He became weaker and weaker, and gradually, he could only lean on Zige’s shoulder.
Zige didn’t dare to look, but could only grasp his hand, tighter and tighter, as if she wanted to use it to grab his life …
“Hengjun …,” she called down to him.
“…” He closed his eyes and didn’t reply.
“Heng Jun, look, the sun is coming out … You don t fall asleep, okay?” Zi Ge’s voice choked up as she cried and pleaded with him.
Don’t fall asleep …
Can’t fall asleep …
“Please … open your eyes …”
“See.” Ke Hengjun opened his eyes. His eyes slowly moved down from the sunlight and landed halfway up the mountainside, he gasped and raised his hand with great effort and hard work, “Look at that …”
Ziggy let her eyes look over, halfway up the mountainside was filled with sunflowers at the seedling stage.
The radiant morning sunlight is dense down, the verdant green of the mountains, reflecting the dots of gold. Far away, Zi Ge seems to be able to see the dewdrops on the flower plate.
In a trance, I remembered the day I was engaged to him, the scene in which he took me into the bower early in the morning …
At that time he said, in the future, her happiness, by his guard …
The young, energetic young face, as if still close to the eyes, but, at this moment, beside him, has been so weak that it seems as if it will leave at any moment.
“Beautiful?” He asked gently.
“Mmm. So beautiful …”
“It’s just a shame I can’t wait for them to flower …” his voice, getting softer and softer.
Every word was like tearing Zi Ge’s heart with force. It hurts … It hurts …
She choked back a sob, unable to say a word. Afraid that the tears would fall before the words even left her mouth.
“In the future … is it that when you see sunflowers, you will think of me?” Ke Hengjun leaned on her shoulder, grabbed her hand, and pressed it to his chest.
His heartbeat, so weak, as if at any time will stop. His hands, too, are cold and bone-chilling, as if they have no temperature. …
Zige bit her trembling lips and took several breaths in a row before she could collect her choking sobs.
“Even if … I don’t see the sunflowers … I’ll miss you …”
His grip on her hand loosened slightly.
Heart pounding, Ziggy wrapped her fingers around his in fear.
His breathing, getting weaker and weaker. Speaking, also more and more laborious, “Remember … I told you about the flower language of the sunflower?”
“… Remember.” She nodded, “Tough, Xiang Yang … I’ll do it … Later, I’ll be tough …”
He paused for a long, long time …
Zige didn’t dare to quarrel with him, but could only grasp his hand in despair, feeling his weakening heartbeat.
All around, it became so quiet, deathly silent.
The chirping of birds began to twitter through the forest.
Half a day …
As if it had been as long as half a century, his voice sounded again.
“Zige, there … is another flower language … you know?” His voice was very, very soft, as if it had floated over from another world.
Heartstrings, shuddering hard.
She took several breaths in a row before two words squeezed painstakingly from between her lips, “… know.”
Silent Love …
She knew it all along.
As the words fell, a tear, fell from the corner of Zige’s eye.
On his neck, too, floated a piercing percolation.
It’s his tears …
The morning sun, with its desolate pallor, enveloped them from above. The diamond on the tip of his nose, however, lost its luster for a moment.
In the next second, Zige’s palm was empty, and his hand dropped down hard. It was as if a muffled whack hit her heart hard, leaving her breathless.
Tears leaked out of her eyes and she was so shocked that she tried to hold on to them, but all she grabbed was a hand full of air.
Behind the hand, his heartbeat …
Suddenly, stop …
Over his shoulder, the young man, slowly closing his eyes …
Peaceful, sleepy …
The sun pierced through the last of the clouds and sent a golden, radiant sunlight, haloing the entire earth.
For a long, long time, entertainment newspaper headlines were buzzing.
‘Superstar falls’, ‘died young’, ‘God’s jealousy’ all sorts of news flying around.
One month later …
The sunflowers on the hillside halfway up the mountain blossomed in gold under the blood-red remnants of the sun. Zige sat where they sat that night, looking down in fascination.
Around them, there are strange tourists coming and going. They take their cameras and shoot one happy smiling face after another with the sunflower as the background.
Zige tilted her head lost in thought as she looked at the smiling faces, imagining images of another world …
Hengjun …
The flowers are all in bloom …
Can you in the other world see it?
Lan Yu Feng leaned against the car, looking at her back from afar before following her line of sight to the mountainside.
For the past month, except for Hengjun’s aftermath a few days ago, she had sat here almost all the time. Dumbfounded, as if her soul had been drained from her for a long, long time.
Sighing helplessly, he slowly walked over, crouched down, and gently embraced her from behind.
Seeing that it was him, she turned her head slightly sideways and pressed her face against his.
“Seen enough?” He sat down behind her and lifted her into a sitting position on his lap.
“What brings you here?” Ziggy wrapped her arms around his neck.
“I’m afraid you won’t find your way back.”
Ziggy laughed a little and buried herself deeper in his arms.
“The flowering period ends tomorrow.” She whispered.
“So?”
“Next year.”
A large palm caressed her soft hair, “Next year, Little Douzi and I will come with you.”
“Hmm?” She nodded and hugged him a little tighter again, “Will you blame me for being cold this month?”
“Can we be honest?” Lan Yu Feng looked down at her.
“Sure.” She straightened up from his arms and looked at him with both eyes.
With deep, intense love in his eyes, he cupped her face, “One month is already going to be the bottom line of my patience. A few more days and I’m going to flip out?”
Since that day Ke Hengjun left, she cried her heart out, to the point that she directly cried and fainted. On the day of the funeral, it rained heavily. She just drenched in the rain, sitting dumbly in front of his grave muttering a lot of words.
Lan Yu Feng did not go up to disturb, just held the umbrella and stood far away.
Their world, he left her …
But for the rest of her life, she belongs to him …
“Going back?” He asked.
She doesn’t let go of him, just smiles and pouts, “You hold me, okay?”
Of course it’s good.
He kissed her forehead, scooped her up across the room and carried her to the car. Drove, home.
Goodbye, Hengjun …
Su Chen and Su Jie were already planning to have a wedding, Little Douzi was naturally the flower girl, and Zi Ge was the obvious choice for bridesmaid since she hadn’t actually gotten married yet.
Zige squatted in the bathtub, looking at the sparkling and brilliant ring on her hand, thinking about Su Chen and Su Jie’s honeymoon travel period. The more she thought about it, the more snappy she felt.
She and Yu Feng have been married several times without success, and now … she wants to get married again.
No?
To be precise, she had been thinking about it all this time.
When is he going to talk about marriage again? When will he propose again?
But …
It was as if he had forgotten about it, not a word about it again. And … during this month or so, they slept together every day, and he actually didn’t even want her?
Several times, Zi Ge was woken up by his hot there. She thought he would want her, and she was even going to give up her reserve and take the initiative, but …
Upon realizing that she had woken up, he actually just blandly hugged her and slept through it.
He’s not normal? Too weird?
Could it be that there’s an obstacle in that area?
That’s impossible.
That or …
Woohoo …
Could it be that he’s not even married yet and he’s already lost interest in his last name?
Taken aback by her own thought, Ziggy popped out of the tub in a flash, and after a few seconds of confusion, she grabbed her robe and wrapped it around herself, not even bothering to wipe the water off her body.
Pouncing on the bed, he rummaged for his cell phone and rushed to call Suje, a married woman, for help.
At this point in time, Su Jie was being pressed by Su Chen in a passionate kiss on the bed Shang.
Sojourner had a hard time grabbing the phone and pressing it to his ear, “Hey, Ziggy …”
Breath slightly panting, Zige immediately heard what activity was being done over there, and her heart was even more sad. See? The two of them had been married for so long, but Su Chen was still so excited about Su Jie.
But she’s not even married yet?
She’s such a loser?
“Sujie, you don’t do it, help me …” She was serious and distressed for help. And couldn’t care less about how blessed the person over there was with his last name at the moment.
“What happened?” Suje was startled by her mood. Ever since Heng Jun had left, her mood hadn’t been very stable at all. Now once she heard this aggrieved tone, Su Jie hurriedly pushed Su Chen away.
This situation was pushed away, and Su Chen was so depressed that he was practically frantic. Su Jie only had to pacify and coax him again first, and promised him to toss and turn as he pleased tonight before she was able to have the freedom to answer the phone.
Su Jie was so shocked that she could fit an egg in her mouth after listening to Zi Ge’s bitter cries over here.
“Did I hear you right? You mean, he hasn’t touched you in over a month?” Sujie exclaimed in shock.
Su Chen’s ears instantly perked up, his charming eyes fanning and fanning towards his wife.
“Hmm? Is that a stretch? How long is the longest your husband hasn’t touched you?” Ziggy couldn’t care less about being shy, and was seriously exploring the adult topics of married women.
“He ah … his longest is the five days he traveled.” As a result, when she came back, she was directly tossed half dead and did not get out of bed for a whole day.
“So … he’s really not normal?”