“Heng Jun he … has stomach cancer. Advanced stage … can’t live much longer …”
Lan Yu Feng’s entire body stiffened for a moment as well.
How did the man take this barrage of blows?
“Let’s go over there now and see what’s going on. Zige, don’t cry first, crying won’t solve the problem.” Lan Yu Feng helped her wipe away her tears and held her hand, as if he wanted his strength to reside in her, “Be good, change your clothes first, we must confirm the situation. Moreover, these medical issues must be consulted with Su Chen before making plans.”
“Yeah, yeah, we need to find Su Chen and ask him! Maybe it’s not as bad as Yamamoto said!” Zige straightened up all of a sudden, as if suddenly energized.
Lan Yu Feng sent Zi Ge to Ke Heng Jun’s doorstep.
“I won’t accompany you in first.” Lan Yu Feng held Zi Ge’s hand, “In this situation, it’s best for the two of you to talk first. You ask about the situation first, I’ll go meet up with Su Chen now.”
“I know.” Ziggy nodded slightly as she fetched her seatbelt, “I’ll go in first, you drive carefully on your own.”
“Uh-huh.” Lan Yu Feng answered and took her elbow again, pulling her back. Between Zige’s surprise, he bent his head and kissed her on the lips, stepped back an inch, and gazed deeply at her, “I heard and remembered everything you and Yamamoto said today.”
Ziggy moved to embrace him back, “I remember that too. I’m so glad that I have you with me all the time in this situation.”
If it had been herself, she would have been so disoriented that she wouldn’t have known what to do.
After Zi Ge entered, Ke Heng Jun went into the restroom to wash up.
She followed, pursing her lips, mentally weighing how she should speak on this matter.
When he was hesitating, he only saw Ke Hengjun suddenly drop the mouthwash cup and cover his lips. His face was as pale as paper, and his brow was covered in cold sweat of pain.
Ziggy was startled and went to walk in, but he pushed him desperately out of the room.
“Hengjun!”
He didn’t say a word, just grabbed his eyebrows and pushed her out, ignoring her desperate tapping at the door as he locked it behind him.
And then, lifting the lid of the toilet, he slumped woefully over it and vomited until he vomited blood.
“Hengjun! How are you doing?” Ziggy’s worried voice came through the door, which was slammed with a ‘pop’.
Ko Hengjun held down his stomach, gasping for air.
“Hengjun, don’t scare me … What’s going on?” As soon as she thought about what Yamamoto had said to her this morning, the tip of Zige’s nose soured and her voice began to choke.
Ke Hengjun was already in a sorry state, powerless and paralyzed on the ground, his stomach twisting in pain worse than death. However, hearing Zi Ge’s cries, he swallowed his acid and tried very, very hard to speak, “I’m fine … just hungry …”
It’s tempting to turn the tone up a bit and appear relaxed, but …
So hard …
Even talking, it becomes a struggle …
It wasn’t that Zi Ge couldn’t hear his pain and hardship. He was so painstakingly hiding it from her, so how could she ever bear to just point him out like that?
Chest, sore and swollen, as if it were about to burst open.
Covering her lips and choking back sobs, she leaned against the door and slowly crouched down. Afraid that he would feel bad, she desperately bit her lip to hold back her sobs. Just sticking to the door panel, she softly opened her mouth, “What do you want to eat? I’ll make it for you …”
“All good.” The two words were barely out of his mouth before there was another wave of dry heaving. Black blood, falling over the edge of the toilet, was shocking.
He stared in bewilderment, his eyes growing darker and darker.
Staying outside the door, Zige finally couldn’t stand the sound inside that for her, it was the same kind of unbearable torment and torture she held the wall and stood up, running into the kitchen.
The kitchen door closed and she leaned against the panel, suppressing a sob of pain.
She’s so useless, so useless …
She can’t do anything for him when he’s so upset …
It was already half an hour later when Zige made breakfast. Eyes, still swollen like a walnut.
She tried to collect her tears and face him with a smile for a moment, but then she realized …
It’s really hard!
As he drew a tissue and wiped his own tears, the kitchen door boomed open from the outside.
She looked at him in consternation.
His face was as pale as paper, but he was still smiling. Looking at her reddened eyes, he asked bitterly, “Scared you?”
Tears almost welled up again as the tip of his nose ached.
Zige stepped forward and firmly embraced him. He, really lost a lot of weight …
“Heng Jun, let’s go to the hospital, okay? After breakfast, we’ll go to the hospital together …” Her voice, was shaking.
In his arms, full of softness, Ke Hengjun had the feeling of being in a dream.
Dropping her eyes, the sentiment in her eyes was deep and rich. He smiled and stroked the top of her head, “Don’t worry, I’ve already made an appointment with the doctor at the hospital for a checkup. At that time, you don’t need to accompany me, I’ll be fine alone.”
Getting a fake result wasn’t too hard for him.
“No! That’s not the only thing I’m talking about!” Buried in his arms, Ziggy shook her head carelessly.
His heartbeat, right in his own ear. Not so strong anymore, but vividly present …
She hardly dared to imagine that one day in the future she would never hear his heartbeat again …
“Show me your stomach! Let me know all about you!” Raising her head from his arms, Zige looked at him pleadingly, “Su Chen might have something good to do! Hengjun, I won’t allow you to just give up on yourself!”
Ko Hang-jun froze.
It was only after a long time that he mumbled the question out, “How do you … know?”
Ziggy gripped his hand tightly, “That’s not important, what’s important is that we have to go to the hospital now.”
Ko Hengjun’s eyes were very, very dark.
Dropping his eyes to look at her hand, he forced a smile, a slight twinkle in his eyes.
“Zige, don’t you understand? It’s no use at all. It’s not that I want to give up, but … I’m already sick. Into the cream. Terminally ill, powerless to save it.”
“No! There must be a way! Su Chen will find a way!” Tears, Zige’s tears, seeped out of her eyes again. She hurriedly gripped his hand tightly, holding it very, very tightly, as if she wanted to use it to keep his life together.
He laughed bitterly.
I don’t want her to feel sorry for herself, but …
What to do?
The outcome of the facts, however, had already been established.
“Zige, Su Chen’s medical skills are highly skilled, but … he is not Hua Tuo reappearing, there is no way for his holy hands to return to life.” He was calm and quiet, instead he was persuading her, “Don’t feel bad for me, I just want to see you happy every day for the rest of your life.”
Ziggy shook her head, “If you’re well, I’ll wake up smiling every day …”
“Then I’ll listen to you.” Ke Hengjun had a smile in his eyes, “Let’s take a trip to the hospital and listen to what Su Chen has to say. But …”
He paused for a moment, his eyes deepening as he raised his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, “No more crying.”
He hopes …
Taking her smiling face all the way to another world.
“Good! I won’t cry!” She nodded haphazardly, struggling to hold back her tears, “As long as you’re okay, I’ll do whatever you want!”
Su Xi sat in the unfamiliar hospital in a daze, the hand holding the lab sheet was trembling all the time, looking at the results, she could only shed tears in silence.
Positive.
Two and a half weeks pregnant.
A young couple leaned sweetly next to each other, talking.
“Honey, baby will be born healthy, right?”
“Fool, that’s for sure!” The young man’s face was doting, and then lowered his head to caress his wife’s not yet bulging belly, “Baby good, be good in mommy’s belly in these months oh! Mommy and daddy are so love love you …”
Tender men are really charming.
Su Xi watched in bewilderment, but couldn’t help but look red in the eyes.
In contrast to their sweetness, at the moment he was alone as if he had been left behind by the whole world.
Lan Yu Feng will never love her …
Su Chen is also going to kick her out …
Everyone else, hates her …
And, the father of the child …
Thinking of that man, Su Xi bit her fingers in pain, biting them until they turned white.
She should hate him, if not for him, she would not have fallen into such a situation now, but … until this moment, she has never been able to hate …
“Miss, it’s your turn! You can go in now!” A nurse came out to call her.
She wobbled back to her senses then, and woodenly followed the nurse inside.
“The child is short of nutrients and you must take care of yourself if you want to have it. Smoking and drinking? This bad habit hurry up and quit.”
Su Xi only showed one pair of eyes.
Her eyes darkened slightly as she listened to the doctor.
She wants to say …
This child, she doesn’t want!
It was not a labor of love, nor was it the child … she expected to come.
However, the words that came out of my mouth were, “Doctor, can children born to AIDS patients … also get AIDS?”
The word ‘AIDS’ was like a magic spell that stopped all movement in the outpatient room.
The nurse and the doctor looked at her scornfully.
“You … you have AIDS?” The doctor’s face changed, his eyes filled with fear.
The hand that held her medical records book was quietly withdrawn as well.
It’s like it’s covered in the dirtiest viruses.
The face under the mask was suddenly as pale as snow. The other party’s face had pierced what little self-respect she had left.
Reaching down, he coldly jerked the chart back, and without another word, he turned and walked out.
Back, taut and stiff.
All over, but shivering.
The moment the door was brought up, one could still clearly hear the exclamations of shock coming from the nurses inside: “GOD! Quickly, quickly! Prepare the disinfectant! Take all this stuff and burn it! She sat in this chair too!”
Her feet stumbled, and her only remaining left hand gouged the wall so tightly that she was able to stay on her feet.
Walking woodenly out of the hospital, her hand resting on the small of her back, she thought about many, many things …
And then, flipping out his cell phone, he programmed a message to Su Chen.
“I won’t go back, so there’s no need for you to kick me out again … If you think I’m dirty, you can burn everything I touch.” Tears, already blurred eyes. Fingers jumped on the keyboard, a little trembling. But still, the next words, one by one to enter, “That night, and Ke Hengjun nothing happened!”
Knowing the door flowers. That’s right. …
That night was just a misunderstanding she created.
She’d been alerted when his scent pounced on her. Not the man she loved, how could such a proud woman continue?
Just …
Obviously love is Lan Yu Feng, but that night when lying in bed, the mind can not help but float to another man …
The one, the man she really should hate.
Make an appointment with Su Chen for a full physical in the afternoon.
Zige specially made a table full of delicacies. However, Ke Hengjun ate it with particular pain. Zi Ge looked in her eyes and eventually put down her chopsticks with sadness and went around behind him to pat his back, “Don’t eat if you can’t eat, I’ll make congee for you. The congee will taste better.”
“No need.” Ke Hengjun shook his head and put down his chopsticks, “I’m full, so don’t fool around.”