Lan Yu Feng continued, “Have you forgotten what you said in the hospital last time? Because I lost my memory, you stayed behind to take care of me. Now …”
His hands, patted his legs, “I’m still wasted in both legs, isn’t it more important for you to stay? These legs, at the time, were only like this because of you.”
Zige gently bit her lip, looked at him, and lowered her eyelashes again. At the bottom of her heart, there was some indescribable aggravation, “… There will be someone more willing to take care of you …”
“What if, I want you to take care of it?” His eyes pressed into hers.
Zi Ge raised her eyes and looked at him squarely. Taking a deep breath, as if making some kind of determination, he opened his mouth, “Don’t play … I think that we should end this dysfunctional relationship now.”
“What do you mean by a dysfunctional relationship?” Almost without hesitation, he immediately pursued the question.
“It’s … just an ambiguous relationship! I know that you’ve already even bought a wedding ring, so it’s really pointless for us to dwell on it like this.” Mentioning the wedding ring, Zi Ge still couldn’t be that frank about it.
Her hand, gripping the couch, her fingers a little white. Without looking at him, she only said flatly, “I’m leaving. You back off.”
She said, going to stand up.
However, Lan Yu Feng propped up his two hands on each side of the single sofa. Half of his body tilted over, instantly narrowing down Zi Ge’s space, and with that face approaching, she only felt that it was difficult to even breathe.
“You … don t do this!” Zige pushed his shoulders with both hands, not daring to push too hard for fear that the wheelchair behind her would slide away and drop her.
“You know I bought a wedding ring?” He didn’t back away as he was told.
Ziggy’s eyes glazed over, “Yes, I knew that in Moscow.”
His face was slightly chilled, “So, you were scared? In the hospital, running away?”
Knowing that he wanted to propose, knowing that he was planning to give her a complete home for her children, this woman …
To actually say those words right away and run away overnight?
Did …
Is it really so terrible to marry him? Is she so reluctant?
“Yes, I escaped …” Zi Ge inhaled a breath, and a layer of fog clouded her eyes. As things stood, since the words had already been said here, she decided to tell everything, and also let out all the anger she was holding in her chest.
“Why didn’t I run away? I still want to go even now! If I can, I so wish … to never see you again …” Zi Ge’s tone choked, “But … I know that I simply can’t do it … Even if Su Xi told me to leave the hospital and told me to stop staring at you, there’s no way I can agree …”
He froze, his heart shaking.
“Did we … get something wrong?” He always felt something was wrong.
Zige shook her head repeatedly, a tear falling out of her eye, smashing his heart. He instinctively raised his hand to go wipe her tears, but her next words caused him to abruptly stop moving.
“There’s no mistake! Will not get it wrong! You want to marry Su Xi, I know … I heard it with my own ears …” said the last, Zi Ge’s emotions are a little uncontrollable.
She kicked her slippers off her feet and curled herself up in the couch, seemingly unwilling to see him, hiding her face uncomfortably between her knees.
He’s marrying Su Xi?
She thinks he’s going to marry Su Xi?
So …
Lan Yu Feng suddenly wanted to laugh.
Not allowing her to escape, he cupped her face in his hands. She instinctively struggled, but he dominantly tightened his force, forcing her to meet his eyes, “That’s why you suddenly said those inexplicable things that day in Moscow?”
Ziggy lowered her eyes, “None of that matters anymore.”
Not important?
It’s obviously important!
“So it’s all you and Ko Heng-jun, and all you’re lying to me too?”
“… This has nothing to do with you either!” Zige glared at him in exasperation, her eyes red.
He’s going to marry someone else, so why bother asking these questions?
“Let go of me, I should leave …” Ziggy went to break his hand as hard as she could.
However, not only did he not let go, instead, he hung his head and bit down on her lips. This time, it was so hard that the bite caused Zige to cry out in pain.
Indignantly, she glared at him, only to run into his dark, deep eyes, “This one is to punish you for your completely non-existent trust in me!”
“What? Well …”
In the middle of Zige’s disbelief, his kiss suddenly swooped in.
Looking back, her lips, had already fallen into his wildly scorching hot kiss. He kissed crazily, as if he was venting the emotions that were constantly surging and swelling in his heart. In the kiss, clearly and with punishment.
Zige’s heart sank and she resisted more and more.
What reason does he have to punish himself?
From start to finish, it’s all him who wants to marry someone else and commit to them for life! It’s him!
She punched him hard on the shoulder in anger and bit him back in annoyance, but he just wouldn’t let go, and instead, she was more thoroughly wrapped up in him.
“Lan Yu Feng, I hate you …”
She murmured brokenly, tears, sliding down the corners of her eyes into the tightly entwined lips of each other.
A Bitter Taste …
As in, now her heart.
Really hate, really hate him …
If you can’t be together, why do you have to give her expectations that she shouldn’t have?
If you want to marry another woman, why do you repeatedly mess up her heart, so that she can’t get rid of it, can’t forget it, and can’t push it away? She can only suffer alone and miss bitterly?
Enough …
She wrapped her arms around him and sobbed and murmured, “I’m hard …”
The feeling of being alone with thoughts constantly gnawing at your heart is really, really hard …
She doesn’t know how long she’ll last again …
“No hard feelings, no hard feelings!” Lan Yu Feng eagerly tangled with her, his breath ragged, but he refused to let go of her lips even for an inch. It wasn’t until she was in tears that he finally let go of her lips, which were red and swollen from sucking, and his forehead was pressed against hers, his voice hoarse: “Meng Zige, you unapologetically stupid woman!”
Yes …
She really is an idiot …
A fool who had loved him, loved him hopelessly!
Wiping away her tears, she fought once again to get away. She didn’t want to be humiliated by him again.
“No getting angry, no more crying, and no walking away! Hear me out.” He flung her onto the couch again.
Ignoring her resistance, he forcefully shackled her entire body within the sofa. He looked at her with his eyes fixedly, and that glance seemed to have taken away all of Zi Ge’s strength to resist, and he could only stare at her blankly.
“First, I will not marry Su Xi!”
“What?” She blinked, thinking she’d heard wrong.
“Secondly, the wedding ring is even less for her!”
“What?” She repeated again, dumbfounded. The shock to her heart was even more of a level.
“Thirdly, I promised that I would take care of Su Xi for the rest of my life, there’s nothing wrong with that. But it’s not because of love, it’s just because of responsibility.”
“What the … hell are you talking about?” Ziggy didn’t dare to think about it, just in case she was disappointed again.
But …
The heart, however, was beating wildly.
“Are you so dumb that you can’t even understand Mandarin?” Looking at her dumbfounded, yet to return to her senses, Lan Yu Feng could only helplessly repeat again, “At that time, agreeing to marry Su Xi was Su Chen’s delaying tactic, I could never marry her. Now, do you understand?”
Reprieve …
Ziggy felt as if she understood something.
There was a slight tremor in the hand resting on the couch. For a moment, it was as if even the veins were throbbing with abandon.
“That … ring …”
“It was bought for an idiot!” Thinking of her remark the other day, he spoke without a word of humor.
Zige looked at him in disbelief, “So … I misunderstood all of it?”
“Exactly.”
She was stunned on the spot …
Turns out … he was right, she really is an idiot …
Just …
She never dared to think … that the ring was bought for her!
So …
Wouldn’t … he have proposed to himself if he hadn’t made a big mess?
So …
All this time of suffering, and they’re just going around in circles with each other? Suddenly from the open room.
“I … have a bit of a messed up brain and need to freshen it up.” Ziggy knocked herself on the head.
Lan Yu Feng looked at her, “Then you stay home obediently while I go pick up Little Douzi. You’d better freshen up what needs to be freshened up before we get back.”
She was stupid, so, he could give her time.
With that, he pushed the wheelchair back a bit, looked up, glanced at her, and again urged, “Don’t go anywhere, just stay here until we get back.”
He left with the driver.
Ri Hao opened his mouth, “Borrowing a free shoulder for you to lean on is a kind of revenge for the last time I was at your house and was kicked out by him for no reason. However, you are not allowed to tell on him, it would be bad if he expelled me.”
Hearing the messy footsteps behind her, Su Jie suddenly understood Ri Hao’s good intentions. On such an awkward occasion, at least, she wouldn’t look too pathetic.
“Thanks.” She whispered softly, still backing away from Ri Hao’s arms a bit, smiling a bit with red eyes, “I’m such a spoilsport, I won’t drink coffee with you today, next time …”
“You’re coming with me!” Before the words were finished, Su Jie’s wrist was suddenly clasped by the large palm that came across. Saying that, she was tugged out the door without a second thought.
Su Chen’s face was unsightly, his movements were not light, his fingers branded on her skin with an oozing coldness. Su Jie looked at his back with a cold smile, “Guo Cheng Xue is watching from behind, you took me away like this, don’t you have to consider her feelings?”
“You’re cuddling here with another man and you don’t think about my feelings?”
Su Jie felt that Su Chen’s words were simply ridiculous to the extreme. She fought to shake off his hand, holding back the acidity at the tip of her nose as she glanced at him coldly, “Who are you to me? Why should I care about your feelings?”
Su Chen was simply furious.
Loved her for so many years, read her for so many years, pestered her for so many years, but, only in exchange for her a glib ‘Who are you to me?’ .
“Silhouette, there was never a place for me in your heart, was there?” He shouted and questioned. The bitterness and repression accumulated in his heart for a long time mixed with almost crazy jealousy completely erupted at this moment. He growled without regard for the occasion, “You like him, huh? You’re in love? Together?”
The whole cafe looked over.
Guo Chengxue stood far away, staring at them in bewilderment, not approaching.
Su Jie looked around, glared at Su Chen, pushed open the door and headed out. What a disgrace!
Su Chen quickly chased after her, the cool wind blew over, but it couldn’t blow away the jealousy in his heart. How could she be so intimate with that man? Cuddling in such a public place! But what about to herself?
When has she not been cross-eyed? How often had she not been at each other’s throats? Spending time with him was like making her suffer more than she should, along with the last time she had to leave without saying goodbye in Moscow!
Thinking of all the unpleasantness that had piled up, he stepped faster and dragged Suje with him as soon as he could.
“Don’t follow me!” Su Jie broke away from him, coldly facing him. Obviously he was the one who dated Guo Chengxue first, flirting and kissing, and now who was he to turn around and get angry with her?
Ridiculous! Ridiculous to the core!