In fact, nowadays, for him, she … is also really just air …
That’s all.
He couldn’t wait for Zi Ge to say a word, he had already turned around and went in, not stopping for an instant. Zi Ge’s tears were like pearls falling from a broken thread. Yan Nan also felt uncomfortable as he watched, “Right now, sir doesn’t remember you, however, I will explain to sir.”
“He … remembers Su Xi?” Ziggy took a big breath before she could complete her sentence.
“Don’t remember.” Yan Nan shook his head, “Even I have forgotten all together. But it’s because Miss Su and I have been taking care of it for the past half a year, that’s why he knows us.”
So …
No one is a special being to him. So shouldn’t she be happy?
“Miss Meng, why don’t you give me a contact information, and when I’ve cleared things up with Mr., I’ll go look for you.” Yan Nan lowered his eyes and glanced at her protruding belly, “You’re a pregnant woman now, you can’t be freezing outside. Where do you live, I’ll have the driver send you back immediately.”
Where does she live?
She shook her head blankly and stubbornly stood still. Only when she heard the maid come out to call Yan Nan, she said, “You go in first, I … will wait for him to finish his call.”
“But …”
“I’ll wait here for him you tell him for me.”
Yan Nan glanced at her, sighed, and only turned to go in. Zi Ge stood alone outside the door, outside has begun to snow, she tilted her head in a daze, as if numb, actually do not know the cold …
Even colder, it can’t be as cold as … his unfamiliar eyes. …
Su Xi was talking over there, and Lan Yu Feng suddenly felt unmotivated to listen. The figure in his mind that had just been there kept inexplicably swaying.
When I thought of her greatly shocked appearance, my chest actually felt pain for no apparent reason.
“Su Xi, I have something else to do right now, so I won’t talk to you first.” Without waiting for Su Xi to say anything, he had already flatly hung up the phone. Turning around, he called out, “Yan Nan!”
“Sir.” Yan Nan immediately answered. Lan Yu Feng had already pushed his wheelchair into the hall, he lifted the curtains and saw the figure outside the door at a glance.
The frail pregnant woman, standing in the wind and snow, the cold wind was so cold that it froze her little face red. Tears, on her face almost condensed into ice. But she always just stood woodenly, as if she didn’t know the cold.
“Who is she?” The line of sight, still frozen on Zi Ge, was asking Yan Nan.
“Ms. Meng. Her name is Meng Zige.” Yan Nan replied.
“That’s not what I asked. Didn’t you say that all these injuries on my body are because of a woman? Isn’t it her?” Lan Yu Feng turned his face to look at Yan Nan.
Yan Nan was pleasantly surprised, “Sir, you remembered everything?”
“No.” Lan Yu Feng’s two simple words immediately and mercilessly shattered Yan Nan’s elation. He let out a frustrated ‘oh’.
“So, I guessed correctly?” Lan Yu Feng continued to ask.
“Uh-huh. Precisely because of Ms. Meng.”
“If that’s the case, why wasn’t she the one who took care of me for the last six months?”
Yan Nan also looked at the figure through the raised curtains before saying, “As you can see, she’s pregnant, and I’m afraid that a pregnant woman can’t handle this kind of high load.”
Pregnant women …
Lan Yu Feng’s brow furrowed more and more, his eyes pausing on her bulging belly. She was married? And, there’s someone else’s child?
Inexplicably, his chest unexpectedly felt like it was holding a stuffy feeling. He lowered the curtain and came to a sullen expression, not speaking for a long time. A few moments later, he lifted the curtain again and took a look. After thinking for a moment, he instructed Yan Nan, “Go and let her come in, ask and see if she is willing to stay.”
“Hm?” Yan Nan looked at him with some surprise.
“Since I’ve become this dead and dying now because of her, having her stay and take care of me should be justified.” Lan Yu Feng responded to Yan Nan’s surprise with an expressionless face.
In fact …
He also didn’t know why he had the idea of leaving her behind, but his chest, which hadn’t been filled for the past six months, felt like it was calling for something …
“But, Ms. Meng is pregnant now, it looks like she needs someone else to take care of her even more …”
“Then go hire two more maids to come back and take care of her.” Lan Yu Feng directly interrupted Yan Nan’s words.
Yan Nan was speechless.
That’s just divine logic.
Get Miss Meng to take care of Mr. and then get two more maids back to take care of Miss Meng?
This … desire to keep her is too strong, isn t it?
“What kind of expression is that?” Lan Yu Feng looked at Yan Nan without any good humor.
Yan Nan hurriedly shook his head, “No. I’ll go get Ms. Meng to come in right away.”
Yan Nan had already turned around and gone out, and Lan Yu Feng glanced at the figure again.
Meng Zige …
Secretly, between his lips, he chewed on those three words.
Very familiar, very familiar feeling …
As if, once upon a time, there was a call from the deepest recesses of the heart …
Surprised and delighted, Zi Ge was led through the door by Yan Nan. Standing in the warm hall, she looked up and around, looking at the furnishings and décor that were still the same as before, and couldn’t help but hook her lips into a light smile.
This is the third time I’ve been here …
Each time, the state of mind to come here is very different. This time, when she leaves, will she be able to take her love with her?
“Your name is Meng Zige?” Lan Yu Feng sat in his wheelchair, his eyes running up and down her body.
“Uh-huh.” Holding back that sourness, Zi Ge forced a smile and nodded. And then, looking at him with deep eyes, she asked worriedly, “Your body, how is it?”
The soft, worried look in her eyes made his heart skip a beat. That heart in his chest, beating at a frequency that was just a little out of whack, he took a deep breath and smoothed out that strange feeling before he spoke coolly, “You stay and take care of me.”
Despite the complete amnesia, however, the strength of the past had not diminished at all.
“Hmm?” His sudden request made Zige a little surprised. For a while, all that could be done was to look at him with a blank expression, like she didn’t understand the meaning of his words.
“Unwilling?” Lan Yu Feng’s eyes were dark, seemingly even more impatient than before, “How do you say, I’m also your savior, asking you to stay and take care of me, do you feel wronged?”
Inexplicably, he just hated the possibility of being rejected by her.
Zi Ge finally realized what he meant and abruptly laughed, immediately shaking her head, “Not at all wronged! I’ll stay!”
As if she was afraid that he would back out, she quickly added a few sentences, “I’m a nurse, I’ll be patient and can definitely take care of you. I can help from the sidelines with the usual massages and rehab.”
The way she eagerly introduced herself, in turn, caused Lan Yu Feng to not be able to help but raise the corners of his lips. In his heart, he was instantly much more comfortable. This feeling, really strange, but … inexplicably, but very like …
“Then pick a room and stay.” Lan Yu Feng said.
“I’ll stay in that room!” Zige didn’t even think about it and directly pointed to the bedroom she had stayed in before.
“That one won’t work, it’s already occupied.”
Ziggy was stunned.
A smile, frozen on his face.
Turning back, he glanced at him before saying, “Sue Hei’s staying?”
Very sad … very sad …
There was the awful feeling of having one’s own place occupied by someone else who had his own, and … that room, and this whole villa, was full of memories of her and him full of memories.
Just …
And who is she to think so?
In his opinion, between them now, they were really just a pair of strangers. Everything was just her, wishful thinking …
The window thing went first. Her gloominess was just too obvious. Lan Yu Feng all saw it. Pursing his lips, he looked at Yan Nan, not waiting for him to open his mouth, Yan Nan immediately had the sense to speak first, “I’ll move out immediately.”
“It’s you who’s staying?” Ziggy looked at Yan Nan.
Yan Nan nodded, she was stunned for a moment, and in the next second, a smile returned to her face, “There’s no need to rush to move.”
Yan Nan laughed heartily, and then ordered the servants to go and move his room for himself.
For a moment, only the two of them were left in the hall.
Lan Yu Feng glanced at her and said, “I’m tired and want to sleep for a while.”
“Okay, which room are you sleeping in? I’ll walk you there.”
“Just sleep here.” He compared it to the couch by the fireplace. The empty room wasn’t really his favorite; instead, the occasional person walking down the hall would make his heart less empty.
“I’ll help you.” Zige hurriedly bent down to help him. He struggled to hold on to the wheelchair, and only very, very reluctantly was he able to stand up. Zi Ge held him with almost her entire body, feeling his clumsiness and hard work, tears were almost unable to hold back.
She was pregnant, and Lan Yu Feng was afraid of crushing her, so he didn’t dare to put any force on her at all, so moving around was even more difficult. Obviously, she could have asked someone else to help her, but …
He realized that the feeling of being held by her soft body was surprisingly good. In the past, occasionally Su Xi would also hold herself up like this, however, he never felt that it was any different from Yan Nan holding himself up.
“What are you crying for?” As soon as he lowered his eyes and found her red eyes, Lan Yu Feng’s subconscious heart twisted a little.
“… No.” Ziggy hurriedly shook her head and looked away, “Just sit down and be careful.”
Lan Yu Feng sat down on the sofa, Zi Ge was unable to let go, and her whole body flung itself into his arms. The softness that filled his arms made him sway for a moment, not waiting to think clearly, but she had already hastily pulled herself out of his arms and said, “You lie down first, I’ll go get a quilt.”
Heartbroken, he turned his back, surreptitiously wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and familiarly drew a blanket from a small cabinet under the liquor cabinet.
Originally thought that after the last knee surgery, his leg could slowly heal. Go did not expect … now, has to be much worse than in the past …
When Zi Ge turned back, Lan Yu Feng was sitting on the sofa, looking at her with cold eyes and a displeased look on his brow, “Don’t you move in front of me and shed your tears, it’ll make me feel like I’m a useless wretch who needs you to pity me with your tears! If you can’t help it, you can leave now!”
Zi Ge froze, and in the next second immediately explained, “No, I … I didn’t mean that. I just … haven’t seen you for too long, so …”
She forced a smile, “I just saw you and I’m in a bit of a mood.”
“Yes?” He glanced at her, nonchalantly. Moving down, he lay down on the couch. Zige hurriedly put the blanket over him and he glanced at her, “Go clean up your room and don’t mess with me!”
“I know.” Watching him close his eyes, Ziggy smiled lightly and opened them.
How can she afford to mess with him?
After the last life and death parting, to the past all kinds of Zi Ge really did not release so quickly, but, listening to Su Chen explained all his pain in the past, as well as … all kinds of torment and suffering he experienced in the past, suddenly realized that the heart of those resentments, early by the pain was washed away without a trace.
Love, perhaps it really needs more tolerance and release to be able to wait in peace.
And …
Now that she had lost all her memories, she was suddenly a little grateful.