Instead, he acted as if he hadn’t heard any movement at all, only gazing his eyes indifferently on the newspaper without a sideways glance.
“Good morning, ma’am.” The cook, who woke up early, greeted Zige.
Zige then returned to her senses and reluctantly raised her lips, “I’ll make breakfast today.”
“Yes, ma’am. Young master and sir love your breakfast.”
Ziggy sighed softly and didn’t say anything, just put on her apron and headed for the kitchen.
When breakfast was brought up, Little Douzi was happy and took a big bite. Lan Yu Feng, however, just pushed the breakfast made by Zi Ge away expressionlessly and stood up without saying a word.
Ziggy didn’t look up, her grip on the spoon, pinched slightly.
“No breakfast, sir?” The butler asked in surprise.
“No appetite.” Coldly finishing the three words, he never glanced at Zi Ge from the beginning to the end. He had already gotten into a wheelchair and let Yan Nan push him out.
Looking at the noodles that hadn’t even moved, Zi Ge’s heart sank, and she served it with her hand, negatively lowering her head and taking a big bite.
Never mind …
There’s really nothing to care about …
They were supposed to be like that, keeping a safe distance, and it couldn’t have been better for her. So … Meng Zige, no sadness allowed …
The atmosphere, it was just too weird, even Little Douzi noticed it. He tilted his little head, stared at Zi Ge, and tentatively called out, “Mommy.”
“Hmm?” Ziggy ate a little woefully, and when the child called her, she didn’t even swallow a mouthful of noodles before she obliged.
Noodle, stuck in the mouth of her throat, she was so hard that she touched the water and swallowed it quickly. Eyes, choked red.
Little Bean was so distressed that she hurriedly dropped the cutlery and reached out to pat her back.
“Mommy, you’re so stupid, eat slowly.”
“Hmmm. It’s still Little Bean who hurts Mommy the most.” Ziggy had a hard time just squeezing out a smile.
“Did you and Daddy have a fight?” Little Bean asked.
Looking into that innocent big eyes, Zige’s heart screwed up so tightly that it hurt. Touching the child’s head, she smiled a little, “Don’t worry. This is an adult matter, we’ll take care of it.”
The kid was still a little worried, but didn’t know what he could do, so he just nodded.
Zige took a spoon and fed him the porridge, and it wasn’t until both of them had finished their breakfast that her mood calmed down a little and she wasn’t so congested.
For many days in a row, Zi Ge and Lan Yu Feng were like a parallel line with no intersection between them.
Whether she was avoiding him or, he was avoiding her, she didn’t even know anymore. Anyway, no matter what time she got home, she would never see him.
Zi Ge carried Little Douzi to the bathroom to take a shower, Little Douzi hugged her neck and pressed against her ear to report the information in a thin voice: “Mommy, Daddy is already back.”
“Yes?” She smiled calmly, undressed the child and put on the hot water.
“Mommy, why don’t you go find Daddy and have a nice talk, okay?” Little Bean shook her arm, “Little Bean doesn’t like it when you guys fight.”
“Don’t worry about it little guy.” Zige scratched his little nose, “Daddy will take the initiative to find Mommy if he wants to talk to her.”
Actually …
Between them, there really wasn’t much to talk about.
Talking about how she and Ko Hang-jun are just friends? Talking about how everything was just a misunderstanding that night?
In fact, misunderstanding or not, he didn’t care at all. Why should she make a fool of herself by getting together?
“You and Daddy are saying the same thing.” Little Bean pouted, “Daddy also said Mommy wants to talk and will take the initiative to find him. You’re both like this, so who’s looking for who? Teacher said that you have to take the initiative to make friends!”
The little one was righteously trying to convince her.
Ziggy forced a smile and feebly changed the subject, “Did you have fun at school today?”
“Mommy, it’s not right to change the subject.” The little guy wasn’t falling for it.
Ziggy wailed, “Baby, let me off the hook, will you?”
The little bean nuzzled, and that was all it took to shut up.
Zige was lying alone on the bed. The bed was large, and curled around her figure, it appeared empty and looked a little chilly. The night was as black as ink, quietly filling the room.
Staring blankly out the window, Zi Ge had trouble falling asleep as she rolled over, thinking of what Lan Yu Feng had said that night, her heart had never been this irritable and restless.
She had to go after all …
Closing her eyes, Zige tried hard to push that figure out of her mind and sleep peacefully. However, a muffled grunt suddenly reached her ears. Her eyes snapped open, and all of a sudden, she even held her breath. Afraid that it was her own illusion, she listened quietly for another instant, and the humming became more and more suppressed, but also more and more painful.
Lan Yu Feng?
Her chest tightened and she rolled out of bed in a flash, rushing towards his room without thinking. It must be his leg, it was starting to hurt again!
Walking to the door, Zige knocked sharply, “Lan Yu Feng!”
Obviously, her voice, touched him. The humming inside, abruptly closed, not even a hint of movement coming out.
Ziggy pulled up her eyebrows, even her heart, “Are you okay?”
That soft voice, seeped into the ears, hitting the eardrums. In the darkness, Lan Yu Feng clenched his teeth, arrogantly not letting the moan seep out of his mouth again, and finally just spit out a few cold words, “Go away!”
“You sound like you’re in a bad … situation,” she said, but she was still standing out there obstinately, completely ignoring his icy coldness.
“…” He simply stopped talking to her.
“I’ll come in and help you?” She was a little anxious.
“…” He still wouldn’t agree.
“Then … I’ll go get Dr. Sue for you!”
“Shut the fuck up!” He lost his patience when she got really loud and yelled low.
I thought she would get angry and walk away, but, in the next instant, the door of the room was suddenly pushed open from the outside. The light from outside the room, shone from behind her, she stood against the light, the worry in the bottom of her eyes, but let Lan Yu Feng see clearly.
Heart, slightly shaken.
Seeing her movement, he spoke, “Don’t turn on the light!”
Zige’s hand, which had already fallen on the lamp switch, immediately drew back. Through the light outside the door, she looked at him. With just one glance, her heart had already twisted into a ball of pain.
At this moment, he was sitting alone on the floating window, his hand, tightly pressed down on his right knee. That lonely figure, in addition to the pain, looks even more desolate.
I don’t know if it’s because of the dim light, that handsome face covered in cold sweat, pale and completely bloodless. The lower lip, stained with a little bit of blood, was bitten by himself.
What kind of pain is it that makes him willing to hurt himself so much? How many years has he endured this pain? Every time this kind of sad moment, is there someone to accompany him by his side, or … really let him suffer alone?
“Is that look on your face pity for me?” The icy questioning slammed over, and Zige snapped back to her senses.
His eyes, cold and chilling.
Zige, however, didn’t flinch and just shook her head with a sour nose, “I didn’t mean that.”
She gently closed the door behind her. All at once, the entire room was plunged into boundless darkness. Since he was so proud that he didn’t want anyone to see his mess, then she would just not look.
By directness, groped his way over, next to his right leg, and sat down on the floating window. Lan Yu Feng endured hard, so he closed his eyes and tightly bit his lower lip. However, the breathing, as always, was rough.
At this moment, Zi Ge’s annoyance with him and resentment towards him in her heart had long since been thrown to the back of her mind. All that remained was an unnamable heartache.
Afraid that he would continue his self-torture, without thinking, he dropped his own fingers to his lips.
Sure enough …
Touching his teeth.
The moist sensation came from between her fingers, and Zige’s heart jumped in shock, her whole body tensing up.
Taking a deep breath, he insisted on pushing his teeth against him.
The tall figure, slightly stiff. On his lips, the delicate fingers, with a warm temperature, had a kind of teasing harshness.
“What are you … doing?” Opening his mouth, his voice was slightly dark. In the darkness, the pair of drooping eyes grew deeper and more confusing.
Zi Ge took advantage of his words to smoothly drop her fingers between his lips and teeth. Of course, she knew how inappropriate such a small action was, and being a little uncomfortable by his question, she stammered before saying, “I … you bite me, I’ll help you look at your leg.”
If, he were calmer, at this moment, he would have pushed away her kindness. However, he just narrowed his eyebrows, and the tip of his tongue rested against that slender finger, sliding it down. Under the small movement, her light trembling could be clearly felt.
Ziggy forced herself to ignore the hot flu coming from her fingertips, keeping her mind focused on his leg. She hung her head low, her one free hand, trembling as she fumbled. To the top she was quite.
The hand, where it fell, was on his strong, powerful thigh. She held her breath and moved her hand down inch by inch.
Can feel under his hands, his muscles, inch by inch tightened. Her breathing, too, tightened a little, as if she would suffocate in the next second.
“Well …” Suddenly, there was a pain in her fingertips. Her finger was, literally, bitten by him. She grunted in pain and raised her eyes to look at him. In the darkness, his gaze burned like a shining black stone.
Fingers were drawn out by him, clasping her wrist. Opening his mouth, he breathed raggedly, “Menzie Ge, are you seducing me?”
Zige’s face, suddenly red, “I’m not …”
“No? Then what are you touching around?” Lan Yu Feng caught her other hand that fell on her right leg again in a flash, his dark voice, clear and cold, “Is this how you seduce Ke Heng Jun too?”
The mocking words made Ziggy blush.
“I said I didn’t.” She sounded a little aggravated. Obviously a good intention, but he twisted it as if he had an ulterior motive. Hands struggled for a bit, couldn’t break it, she only had to say, “You let go of me first, I’ll go turn on the light. Lest you … misunderstand something again … well …”
The words had only just fallen out of his mouth when he suddenly bent his head and kissed him like that.
In the dark space of the night, everything seemed especially quiet and focused. Zige heard her heartbeat clearly, as if even the sound of her pulse was ringing in her ears.
Lan Yu Feng kissed over deeply.
====